Can't messege old groups or old friends

Bye bye telegram and hello signal

https://signal.me/#eu/wmJZfXOYjufVf.....ROcJSSWGfpofJt

After mom passed my hubby  rehabarians visited me and it kicked off between me n him, sooon after his departure i got a letter from the bank saying the house will be sold and i got to pack up and leave.....shitty situation for my mom to leave me in and of course my brother as well. the time has gone and my aunt who was living with me forced me out sooner because the bank offered money i found that shitty (she left to TN just to be homeless) While I went to dekalb to room with raiga for some months i still am thankful for him but doing this on my own had a impact on my anxiety, been crying for some months greving for the loss of my only family i had left but also my childhood home. Not long after moving in my visa for the uk came in and i had to pick it up from burbank which was a long ass trip.

June and most of july has come and gone, and i had to leave since raiga had to return home so me n  rehabarians had to stay in a hotel til the day of our flight. It was tough knowing im leaving everything behind and ill be living in a new country. in the end my anxiety was getting worse at the airport due to chances of getting seperated on the trams/trains.

blah blah blah the ride sucked but i made it to the uk and im safe and recieving my medication.

ALSO ME AND  rehabarians ARE MARRIED i got the spouse visa at record speed this time which makes me change my pov on life.

I am ok and not dead

Thanks for reading

sigh mom died sunday due to complications to her heart/body.......i just....i cant......i cant believe both my parents are dead brother is dead, just wow now i need to focus on getting her a urn for cremation. It just hurts so damn much......

Need To get this off my chest......

So 2019 christmas i was harassed by my mother (calling me names, making fun of my mental break downs) she said shed make it up to me

well today she said "drop it" so pretty much thats her way of saying yeah i harassed you now fuck off. Like i said i needed to get this off my chest my friends gave me a better christmas than them. its the fact my own blood did that to me...shit like that doesnt go away "drop it" oh its silly she says NO ITS NOT you harassed me and wont apologize to me fucking CUNT!!! sorry for my language.....im not sure if i wanna live with someone who harasses me and gets off with it.........

Power is officially shut off (fuck you Com Ed) I can't even sleep since it's so damn hot out 90f and I've been having panic attacks here's the links again for donations or if you can or spread the word


https://www.gofundme.com/power-bill-its-65k

Or

Paypal.me/lolfyboy

https://www.gofundme.com/power-bill.....ursday-its-65k

Or

Paypal.me/lolfyboy

Power bill problems it's getting shut off this Thursday which means my insulin is going to go bad and my health and moms health is going to be at risk....please

 rohunt has pretty much told yuki (my friend) that hes keeping MY MONEY, NO REFUND. HES A THIEF!!!!

https://www.dropbox.com/s/8ejrcb23f.....02-26.jpg?dl=0

STAY AWAY FROM HIM

 rohunt stole 35 dollars from me and will not refund me I no longer want the artwork he just ignores my messeges for a refund paypal won't do anything about it.

you may know me you may not but let me be clear this is  ratchet034 i couldnt get my old account back so i made this one