Hello everyone. Well tis the seasons once again. This week my sister and her husband came down from New York, bringing along their new born baby. I can't believe that I'm aunt. As always, Thanksgiving dinner was wonderful, Redsaber made his potato salad and my brother David helped with the turkey. Red was pretty cute when kept turning away to avoid looking at it.

We've got all the shopping done for Christmas, it turned out to be a little bit easier this year, I still can't believe what Red got for our daughter. All the guys around (including our daughter) are super thrilled about the up coming Star Wars movie, and to be honest so am I. I might hate Darth Vader for what he did in the story, but the show itself looks amazing and the previews (or lack thereof) makes me want to watch it that much more.

Well tis the season to express what we're thankful for, I thought it might be nice to name off some of things.

1 My kids being safe and happy
2 My parents love and support
3 My brother still being around even with all the mayhem that has been going on with the police.
4 My sister
5 Most of all my husband

And if I could have done anything different in the past it would have never started dating that jerk Eric who treated me like trash...then again as awful as my time with him was, I might not had ever met Redsaber...so I guess you have to take the good with bad.

Happy Holidays everyone and have a wonderful time this New Year.

Oh brother, why can't they just let it die. I was watching tv with Red and we came across a clip of yet another version of Scooby-doo. I understand that most shows do this as means of branching generation gaps, but come on. Scooby-doo! That show was boring back when it was new. The only version I really like were the "13 Ghost of Scooby-doo" and even then they couldn't even finish it.

Why can't they try and bring back some of the other classic cartoon shows? Like Go-bots or GI Joe, Red and deeply felt that they were going to do something great with their Renegade series. I think the idea of them doing a new version of Alvin and the Chipmunks was a pretty bold move at least this time they went back to the original character style instead of the live version which to me didn't look all that believable.

Yesterday Valentine's Day was amazing. Red surprised me with breakfast in bed, after that we spent the morning tending to the kids until my brother came by and took them to watch their now favorite movie SpongeBob Sqaurepants which gave us some time to cuddle. Later he went off to do some shopping which gave me the chance to slip into my new sexy lingerie I planned to show off afterward. When Red came back he told me he got a Blu-ray version of Tremors. I was so excited that I nearly pounced him to the ground to snatch the case out of his hands. Call me weird but I love horror movies, anything that gives me the creeps or makes me what to jumps gives me such a thrill because I know that Red will be there to hold me close and keep me safe and warm. Something that my last boyfriend never did or ridicule me for acting so scared. After we were done watching the movies, I decided to show Red my Valentine's gift by disrobing and showing off my new outfit. I swear the look on his face was so hilarious as he happened to be drinking some soda at the time.

I hope that the rest of you out there had a great Valentine's Day and managed to share it with someone close to your heart.

And also if you haven't already, kindly check out the latest pic he posted: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15755368/

Hello I would like to announce that a good friend of mine here  hanugumo has opened up colorization commission.

Here is a link for details and prices: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14262949/

Please set up a commission with him, believe me it is worth money.

Here's the one he did for me: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14298334/

Hello everyone, well today is valentine's day and I know that its a special day for candy hearts and flowers but to me it's much more important as it marks  redsaber's and I's third wedding anniversary. Can't believe I've been with Red for nearly six years. Red has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. He never once forced himself on me, or broke his temper when around me, and believe me, he can get pretty angry at times, but that's only when other people mistreat him or think of him as a fool. When thoughts of that awful man who once beat me cause me cry, all Red ever did was just hold me letting me know everything was alright. And when I saw how Red knocked the crud out of that creep when he demanded I give him some money I realized that Red was the man for me, and always will be.

Things that I am thankful for...

Two wonderful children
A loving and understanding husband
Knowing that my sister is here safe sound and spending the holiday with the family.
The moment my father accepted Redsaber as the one for me.
The friends that I come to know here on FA

I swear if ever there was a sign that someone was watching after our family it would this. My sister Jessice along with her husband came down from New York to spend the major holidays with the family, and no sooner had they left, hurrican Sandy hits and the area where they live took some major flooding damage. Luckily they have full coverage for any damage. For right now, they're going to staying at our place, then spend some time with our parents.

For those of you who have read about the recent events during my grandfather's wake, you might be interested to know that Eric has been sent to prision for a term of five years. My husband feels that he should have gotten way worse, but I wasn't raise to behave in such a manner. I'm merely pleased to know that I won't have to deal with him for some time.

Though I do know for a fact that my brother David has mention to me that most of guards station there do not take kindly to inmates who beat on women.

On another matter, Red and I will be having another child. A part of him is dreading the idea mainly because he's worried that Andrew and Jackie will feel left out because we'll need to focus more of our attention to the new born, but I know my little draggy enough to know that he'll give each of them all the love and attention need.

I for one am dreading the notion of having another son, because I'll have to let Red name him and I know that he'll want to know him Anakin.

Well all things considering, attending my grandfather's funeral could have gone better. As short as it was it was a moving moment, the entire church was filled with people to give their final best wishes. Andrew was completely slient during the serives yet poor Jackie couldn't keep from crying...kind of strange seeing how neither of them knew my grandfather that much. I knew Red was not completely comfortable with being there given his mixed feeling against my grandfather, but he stay with me through it all, being my big strong loving shoulder for me to cry on. God I love he so much.

i couldn't believe what happen during the wake though. Some how my old boyfriend heard about the funeral, and decided to crash the party. Turns out my grandfather liked him very much and the two of them kept in touch even after we broke up, and can you believe that the SOB actually had the nerve to hit on me, like I was some kind of rebound chick. I swear I never felt so angry in my life. I told him that I was married and much happier, but he just wouldn't listen. Finally I slapped him across the face and told him to leave. (not kindly of course) Before I knew it he rammed his fist against my face, knocking me to the floor and kicked me in the side.

Not one of his smartest choice, what with my father, two uncles (both of which are marine) my brother (a member of the SWAT) several cousin (collage foot players) my sister (worst of the bunch) and my husband (who has a temper you would not believe). The next thing I hear are several hard blows, wood cracking, and the very loud sound of a window shattering. Shortly afterward, I see Red holding me up, his strong arms held me close, my bossom pressing against his chest. Is only at those moments where I fell the most safest and more in love with Red.

I know that I've said this before, but I feel truly lucky to have found Red, he's one in a million, he does have his faults but I can live with it and his love and understanding toward me more than makes up for them. So no matter what my grandfather may have said about him, I know what his true worth is, and nothing will ever change that.

Though Andrew and Jackie are too young to celebrate Mother's Day, that didn't stop Red from making this moment one that'll I remember. First he got up earily, took care of feeding and cleaning up after the twins. Then made me a delightful breakfast in bed. The smell of those scrambled eggs, rice and maple sausages truly made my mouth water. Then we sat through some of my favorite horror movies: Saw, Final Destination, and The Ring...I just love watching those movies as it gives me a reason to jump into Red's loving arms. and then he took me back to our room and spent an hour massaging me from head to toe. And the night is still young.

Hello, well as some of you might know, Red and I are coming up on our 2nd THAT'S OUR 2nd Anniversary. He has plans on posting a color verison to a comic done by  domino2 later on next week.

Now if you'll excuse me I have to go knock some sense into my little draggy.

Hello everyone, kind of weird being back and all. My company sent me on a rather long business trip to present some new software, manage to get back in time for thanksgiving dinner. My sister Jessice's new boy friend got into a fight with my brother and end up nearly starting a food riot. Poor Saber is really bumming over work but he won't come out and admit it (the cute lovable draggy) The twins are doing just fine, and we're all getting things set up for their first christmas.

I hope to see some of you drop by and give us a few friendly shouts.

In any event, let me just end with "Happy holidays" *hugs and kiss for all*

Hello everyone. Well I finally open enough to tell you all this, but my birthday is coming up in two weeks. (Sept 8) Its pretty cool, because its become the one day in our relationship when I have Red wrapped around my little finger and get to tell him what to do without any back talk...then again, there are times when I get to do that a lot most of the time anyway. Its also great because he'll be paying for a double horror feature, "Don't be Afraid of the Dark" and "Apollo 18"

Let's hope Red's health plan is update. I hete for him to be scared to death with all these horror movies.

Man it has really been a crazy couple of weeks, first my boss has me hard at work on this new project so I'm finding it hard to sit back and relax lately, much to Red's despair. That man really loves it when I dance to my favorite songs.

Also, to my despair I haven't been with Red either lately, he got really sick after visiting his mother with a bad cough, and I might have acted a little over protective toward our kids but I had to make him leave until he got over it. I will admit that I cried a few time what with him not around. I just love the way he holds me tight even though he's not as big and buff as his persona.

Luckily he's better now though he's wishing he wasn't because I dragged him to see Final Destination 5. It was the best one yet. Poor Red spent most of his time brooding, but I promise him I would go see the remake of Conan the Barbarian.

Well I'm home after a business trip. Thankfully I was no where near those crazy thunderstorms. They always give me a fright. The moment I stepped into that door, the first thing that was on my mind was going to be, and yet, Redsaber had other ideas, the man rushes me into the car and takes us down to the local movie theater and we go see Thor, and I have to say, I'm really glad he took me to watch. The movie was a blast, by far one of the most awesome, and funnest Marvel movies there is. I really loved the scene they did for Stan Lee, completely pricesless. For those of you who haven't had the chance to see it yet, make sure to stick around until after the credits end because there's a few extra that gear you up for the next one.

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Well this is a first for me. after logging on, I decide to check out my FA page to see what new and what do I find, looks like my hubby  redsaber has tagged me. I guess this is good thing as it gets me more involved with this site.

Rules:
- You must post these rules.
- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
- You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them!

1) I love horror movies…though I’ve noticed that it bothers Red a little bit.
2) My first big fight with Red resulted in kicking him out of my bedroom for about three days.
3) Each female member of by family has been blessed…or curse with large breasts.
4) At one point our relationship with Red I nearly broke off ties with my father because he resented the idea of me dating him.
5) My sister Jessica witness the plane crash during 9/11
6) I’ve never been very good at playing sports
7) I use to fantasy about having sex with a famous actor…though then again who hasn’t
8) I once caught my brother playing with himself and it was truly the biggest fright of my life
9) I’m not really all that into this whole ‘furry’ thing here, but I promised Red I give it a shot
10) My greatest dream came true when Red and I got married in Disney World

Let me see…
 seanrth
 DnaMadness
 BrandedHeretic
 everlastingrejection
 GrandDragoon
 gm360
 shinfox
 slyver

Sorry that about all I can think of to tag, first time and everything. *blush* I hope that breaking the rules doesn't bring bad luck.

Well its been nice, but I'm afraid I have to leave for a while. My leave of absent is just about over, and I have to get back to work. Though it pains me to know that I won't be able to spend as much time with Red and my twins as well as chat with the friends I've made here on FA. Red did managed to squeeze in one last special night for me, during our anniversary. The big lug was so sweat and yet nerves because he wanted everything to go perfectly. Personally, I would have been happy no matter what so long as I was with him.

I'll try and drop by every once and awhile to see how my friends are doing, and Red will keep this site running with new pics of my character he still plans to coloring.

Goodbye everyone and take care.

Redsaber talked me into doing this, so if there's anyone to blame around here it's him.

A = French Kisser
B = Good Kisser
C = Will kick your ass
D = Very very easy for people to like you
E = Crazy as hell
F = Loves it hard
G = Can kick your ass
H = Freaking hot
I = Everyone's best friend
J = Hot
K = Crazy
L = Beautiful eyes
M = Very good kisser
N = Cool person
O = Different
P = The best at all sports
Q = An animal lover
R = Beautiful/handsome
S = Damn sexy
T = Easy to fall in love with
U = Will make you laugh till your sides burst
V = Most amazing kisser EVAR!
W = Makes people laugh
X = Never lets people tell you what to do
Y = Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z = Loved by everyone

W = Makes people laugh
H= Freaking hot
I= Everyone's best friend
T= Easy to fall in love with
E= Crazy as hell
S= Damn sexy
T= Easy to fall in love with
A= French Kisser
R= Beautiful/handsome

Oh I had a wonderful day yesterday. Red managed to get off from work and he took me out for a nice dinner for two at the Outback Stake House. I called up my parnets and thankfully they were willing to look after them. After our fill we went bowling, now that might not seem all to special to you, but I was really thrilled with how Red played, I almost got a prefect score if hadn't been for that last guiter ball at the end, Red was really sweet holding me close, letting me know it was okay. I really loved the way he held me, making me feel warm all over. When we were done with the game, we went home and he agreed to sit through the new Nightmare on Elm Street.

I felt rather quilty though. He's been so nice and loving to me for four years and then he goes surprise me like this and well all I did for him for Valentine's day was set up a commission with  everlastingrejection for a pic of Red's character. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5177496
He still said its a cool idea and the sweetest thing I've ever done. I feel I've finally gotten hooked on the idea of this place. Though I don't know if I'll ever go to one those special events Red went to last year dressing up in fur suits seems a bit too much for me. I hope that I not offended anyone with that statement.

well happy valentine's day everyone.

I never thought this day would come that I would become a mother. In all my days spending time with that dead beat jerk of a boy friend, I resented the idea of having children. But now after spending so much time with Redsaber and falling head over hills for him every time he does something wonderful for me or treating me like I'm worth something special. I know that I've found the prefect man to stand by me to raise this family.

The pain alone when the moment finally came was awful. Your never really ready for things like this, not even after taking all those class and watch hour after hour of videos on the subjects. After about two hours into it I beg the doctors to give me some drugs, but even then, I have to say I was sweating a mile a minute. All that pain later turned into angry though and said some awful things about Red which I'm not too pleased with. But when I saw Red enter the room afterward, all those mix feeling melted away, and I couldn't have been more happier. You should have seen his face when I handed Andrew over to him, the poor lug looked so scared and happy in the fours years I've known him.

Well now we're home after spending two and half days in the hospital. Sweet Jackie happens to be an adorable 6 pounds 19 inches while Andrew surprisingly happens to be a whopping 9 pounds 20 inches. I can already tell that he's going to take after his father in terms of height, yet I'm kinding of hoping that Jackie doesn't follow after me because, as whether you want to think of as blessing or a curse every female in my family has grown large breasts. My own sister has to wear a E-cup bra while I have a DD-cup bra size, so I'm just a little worried for Jackie because I don't want her to go through the same problems that I had to deal with.

Oh my goodness, this pregnancy is really killing me. I've gotten so big, I can bearly move around. My ankles hurt most of all. I'll be so glad when my children are born. My doctor said that the due date is somewhere in Februray. I'm just hoping that Red will be able to be there with me. He's a big chicken sometimes when it comes to hopitals I'm afraid.

So to all my new friends here, please wish me luck.

Red is will most like hate me for revealing this, as he still coming to terms with it himself, but I can't keep my mouth shut any longer.

I'M HAVING BABIES

The babies aren't due till February, but man is a handful trying to walk around. My manager place me on leave just last week, thankfully its paid leave. I have some minor mood swings, once where I punched my poor sweat Red in the face for coming home so late, and I'm still blaming him for all this.

This is will be our first child, and I'm really looking forward to this, The only thing I'm dreading about this (other than the great amount of pain of child birth I've heard about) is the name Red wants to use for our first son.

Well the cats out of the bag, and there's no turning back now.

Hello I know that I'm knew here, and haven't posted anything of my own, other than what Red has commission or requested of my character but was wondering if be willing to help a new friend of mine named  akita77 He's open a few commission slots, and from what seen of his work so far is truly wonderful.

You can find more information on his commission details here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1805721/

I was in a way dared by  dnamadness to set up this journal.

Comment here on my journal and I'll reply with...

1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what Pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal

Statemants copyed from  dnamadness

Hello I'm Whitestar,  redsaber's mate. After a long time of debating, (and a little bit of begging on his part) Red has managed to talk me into setting up an account here. To be honest, I'm rather shy when it comes to growing big and massive but after the shock wears off I find I can't get enough it.