this is the same text from the post i made but i wanted to have it here too sorry for the spam guys

this is a just a little recap of what has going on my life, please feel free to ignore this if you dont want to read a wall of text 💦

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Hey guys...its been a while, first of all i would like to apologize for staying so quiet for so long

for me its very difficult to talk when something is wrong, so writing this was really really hard for me, im so so sorry it took until now for me to actually let you all know what has been going on.

I don't want to make it too long but i did wanted to at least get the most important out, since you guys deserve to know what has been going on with your commissions and this was way long overdue.

a couple years ago i moved back with my parents due to some circumstances, pretty much since the pandemic started and well... ever since then things have been really hard... my parents are hoarders and living here has not been easy either on my parents mental health or mine.

for several months so many life problems on top of more problems pilling up on me have finally caught up to causing me severe burn out. i am physically and mentally exhausted, making it nearly impossible to work and do work on a regular basis.

But as we all know life doesn't wait for you, so to be able to financially support my self and my foamily i have taken other jobs to help out. adding to my work pile while taking even more commissions. in the end it all simply made everything so overwhelming that i ended up hitting the limit.

i have been dealing with so much for years now, the overwhelming depression and pressure i had had to live by day by day just made me shut down for a really long time.

I'm really really sorry about how i have let it get this long without saying a word and how i have neglected my work you guys, it was honestly not my intention....things were just to much for me to handle.

right now my life has reached a little bit of stability, but realistically i cant promise that i can go back to streaming regularly, specially i cant promise i can go back to stream and work on commissions everyday like i used to, since i have so many more responsibilities now, with my other jobs and taking care of my parents and the house work.

what i do want to promise is that im trying to find a peace of work time where i can be productive at without burning myself up again. and what i can promise is that ill try my best to not stay quiet like before as best as i can.

thank you all for so far being so supportive with me and so patient, i have no words of gratitude for how so many of you have been so nice to me thank you so much from the bottom of my heart.