I just wanted to say that even if I am taking extremely long I haven’t forgotten about anyone on my to do list,

I’ve been working on it, as well as on other things because the reality is simply that I have no other income but my art, and I cannot only work on my to do but do have to draw new things as well. Because I’ve been already struggling to feed myself, it’s fine though so far I am living - but I will probably post something for inktober or kinktober or else I have to admit it won’t work out for me

But honestly, I’ve been just very slow, I cannot tell you why, because I wish I knew that myself. Even if I sit here and draw all day I will barely finish half of what I managed to do two years ago in one day. And I am not talking about being distracted I am just… slow? It makes me so incredibly angry with myself, because I know what I used to be capable of and right now I have no reason to not be able to do the same, and yet I can’t

I do have to admit I had a few months inbetween now and March or something that I was just unable to really function and in that time I really didn’t get much done, so there is that.

And every time I feel better and try to respond to everyone but I always fail to do so, but I haven’t forgotten and I promise I am slowly getting to everyone.

I finished quite a few things on my to do list so it’s not like I have this giant backlog of things (5-6 pieces?? All of them started two almost done) , but I struggle to be fast when my bank account says MINUS and my insurance says in a week please



I will hopefully actually post whatever I finished, but posting is already hard and I’ve been embarrassed to post when I know I had been so bad at responding to comments and notes

But I am alive and I haven’t forgotten about anyone, please bear with me until I struggle myself through and then hopefully be able to do updates in timely manner again