i just... can't
4 years ago
General
i give up
it is absolutely horrible seeing what's going on in the ukraine because of 'my' country, no one there deserved this, not a fucking single soul, no one deserves to suffer because of russian crazy 'president'
but seeing world turning against civil russians, put so much hate and blame on those who did all they could, saying that 'fucking russians don't deserve to live' is just breaking me apart just as much. of course it is fucking nothing compared to fucking war at your door but feelings are feelings and i can't cope with it anymore
i signed all i could, i donated as much as i could. yet i 'don't deserve to live' because im russian no matter what i did
what a lovely time to be alive huh
please keep standing with Ukraine
but maybe please consider that regular russian people (that doesn't support putin just like you) are not your deadly enemies ?
sorry for venting. i will delete this later i just can't
it is absolutely horrible seeing what's going on in the ukraine because of 'my' country, no one there deserved this, not a fucking single soul, no one deserves to suffer because of russian crazy 'president'
but seeing world turning against civil russians, put so much hate and blame on those who did all they could, saying that 'fucking russians don't deserve to live' is just breaking me apart just as much. of course it is fucking nothing compared to fucking war at your door but feelings are feelings and i can't cope with it anymore
i signed all i could, i donated as much as i could. yet i 'don't deserve to live' because im russian no matter what i did
what a lovely time to be alive huh
please keep standing with Ukraine
but maybe please consider that regular russian people (that doesn't support putin just like you) are not your deadly enemies ?
sorry for venting. i will delete this later i just can't
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Getting rid of years and years of corruption and shit leaders is almost impossible and people tend to think is a thing to do in 5 minutes. I wish you the best and please know that decent people know Russians are not enemies and just regular people trying to live regular life.
People did that with the asians due to covid, indian and middle eastern people due to 9/11, and more. I rarely say anything on this site anymore or even post, but even I can't stay silent on this one.
Blackbird, you're an amazing artist and I bet you're a fuckin' awesome person behind the screen. So don't listen to slack-jawed morons who spout that shit.
Stay strong
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0a5sDM1pjg&list=RDW0a5sDM1pjg&start_radio=1&ab_channel=TwoStepsFromHell
Thank God for the internet, so that I was able to meet you and so many other amazing people from Russia (and at least one person from Ukraine, who thankfully has escaped :) ). You are of the people that gave us Leo Tolstoi, who would have stopped most wars the world over, if all the nations of the world had listened to him as Ghandi did.
The only thing this war has accomplished, is convince me all the more what an amazing people many of you are. You are incredibly brave, Blackbird.
Stay strong, stargazer.
Я очень переживаю за украинский народ, какие ужасы и неудобства им приходится испытывать всё это время. Соглашусь, что проблемы, которые русский народ испытывает сейчас - всего лишь трудности, которые можно пережить хотя бы потому, что это не смертельно. В отличие от Украины, где погибают люди обеих сторон. И я надеюсь, что вся эта ситуация временна. Что она закончится как можно скорее. Потому что человек не должен жить в таких условиях.
И, Юр, если ты столкнулся с травлей, просто знай, что даже если человек уверен в своей правоте, это не значит, что он прав. И я верю, что настанет день, когда человек узнает правду, осознает свои ошибки, и ему станет стыдно за всё то, что он думал и что говорил. И тогда жизнь его превратится в кошмар, из которого он будет вынужден искать выход в одиночку. Надеюсь, он справится с этим.
Всё будет хорошо. Со всеми всё будет хорошо.
And like others have said, please keep this journal entry. It helps to show that there are victims in *both* countries at this time. I'm sorry you've been exposed to so much hate :'(