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2 years ago
Hey peops ♥
hope ya'll doing well! It's been a while since I updated you on stuff happening, but there are some things worth knowing right now. Since I am lazy to read long journals, I'll not make you do the same, so here's a short update and then you can read more into detail down below:
1: June has been bonkers busy at work due to many unforeseeable constellations of crap happening at once. On a more fun note though am also working on a longer animation, so overall there hasn't been much updating in terms of content, but there is stuff being done.
2: I had a tummy surgery on Friday, but am slowly recovering. I can sit and do stuff at my desk for a limited amount of time already.
3: Am changing my work place in 2 weeks, which means I will no longer be at some crappy work home during the week with poor internet and mobile hardware, yay. That means being able to VC and art/stream more~
4: As always I'll be with my fishboifriend
in summer ♥ This time I'll have some mobile art gear with me, so on days when Dolphy works I can also do some stuff- unless I just silly around with 
Rakota too much again haha. Patreon and anything else will be paused during this time.
5: I'll be at Eurofurence in autumn! But sadly, only on Sunday. I can come to Hamburg on Saturday though, too, for some pre-con stuff~
More details!
1: You know that feeling, when you have everything planned out perfectly so you have a stress free schedule but then all stupid happens at once? That's kinda how it was haha. I had 3 very work intense tasks at work that I had laid out in a way I could do the first in April/May, the second in May/June and the 3rd at the end of june, but then some work peops decided that it's more convenient for them to postpone the 2nd thing into June and blocked all possible dates for the 1st one with crap (seniority yay). So I ended up having all 3 tasks within 3 weeks in June, which I managed, but it was insanely taxing.
The good aspect of this though was that after April I was like "Hm, got nothing to do now, let's do something BIG". And I ended up learning how to 2d animate as you see haha
2: I'll spare you the details of what happened, because you sure don't wanna know all the stuff that can happen with your body without warning. But they had to slice me open like sashimi and stitched me back together on Friday, so now I have a long incision across my belly. That means I cannot sit upright very well and mostly just lay on my back with my legs angled, but it hurts less and less every day. So far today I can sit at my desk though when leaned back, which is nice. They say I'll be good enough to do normal things in a week and be perfectly fine in 3- which is also when am going to Dolphy haha ♥
3: This might be the current change in my life am happiest about, but also a bit sus. I generally like to stick to things I know how to deal with and am low-key worried my new work environment might be not as fun. The colleagues at my new place are overall closer to my age than at my current one, which means they will probably wanna talk and engage more. With different generation colleagues around me it's easy to pull myself out of that social screen play, since they usually leave me be. I hope it's just a wrong estimate, but this is what I think about the most, apart from the usual inconveniences of needing to relearn how everything runs and who does what again with what competence. There are many benefits to the work place change though.
4: I rarely talk about very private things, but if you or your friends feel attracted to someone who lives far away, maybe our story could also encourage you to, you know, 'just do it' as that youtube guy said.
Dolphy and I always had a really close understanding for each other and just matched in a way I can poorly put into words. Due to the long distance and our ties where we live, we didn't really think that dating could work between us. Over the years though, the attraction was gradually breaking up this feeling to the point where we couldn't resist anymore and went like "You know what... let's just do it and see what happens!". And after some more inconveniences (=covid+my big exam), we finally met last summer. I am not an imaginative person when it comes to these things, I like to rather experience reality, but we clicked very quickly. Not like those odd romantic cheesy movies, but very real.
The feeling of distance has just dissolved since then. We hang out digitally whenever we can and I have enjoyed every single moment together, doing whatever exciting or calm we enjoy. In the past I was worried about traveling long distances, but I have grown completely opposite with this feeling in mind. I am happy about the journey and really excited to be together in any way that we wish to. It's too soon to talk about things we'll do in the future, since like I told you, am not very fantasizing. However, whatever those ways will be, I frankly don't worry about anything anymore.
I know that for everything in my life that grew dear to me that had obstacles, there was always a suitable solution. The idea of "I cannot do x, because y will hold me back later" is merely a negative fantasy that should be discarded. Am not saying this will make something automatically easy of course, but when you get rid of that negativity in mind, other forces are free to exert their magnetic pull that slowly and steadily crush and displace the obstacles in between. What I am wanting to say in short is, it's worth to not let negative thoughts be that force that holds you back from what you feel attracted to, let the attraction happen.
5: I am very much looking forward to finally meet up with peops at a con again after so much time aaa! Unfortunately I need to work during the week, but I'll be at EF on the first day (Sunday) to meet and greet you there hopefully <3
I am curious how EF will be. I think Hamburg is a better place than Berlin, but the location has no con hotel, which if I were to stay there for multiple days would be a big drawback for me. Since I have a train connection from my home straight to the con though (roughly 1:30h), maybe it would be fun to already meet some peops on Saturday, if you are in Hamburg a day earlier haha.
That's all for now! Hope you have a great week :>
hope ya'll doing well! It's been a while since I updated you on stuff happening, but there are some things worth knowing right now. Since I am lazy to read long journals, I'll not make you do the same, so here's a short update and then you can read more into detail down below:
1: June has been bonkers busy at work due to many unforeseeable constellations of crap happening at once. On a more fun note though am also working on a longer animation, so overall there hasn't been much updating in terms of content, but there is stuff being done.
2: I had a tummy surgery on Friday, but am slowly recovering. I can sit and do stuff at my desk for a limited amount of time already.
3: Am changing my work place in 2 weeks, which means I will no longer be at some crappy work home during the week with poor internet and mobile hardware, yay. That means being able to VC and art/stream more~
4: As always I'll be with my fishboifriend
in summer ♥ This time I'll have some mobile art gear with me, so on days when Dolphy works I can also do some stuff- unless I just silly around with 
Rakota too much again haha. Patreon and anything else will be paused during this time.5: I'll be at Eurofurence in autumn! But sadly, only on Sunday. I can come to Hamburg on Saturday though, too, for some pre-con stuff~
More details!
1: You know that feeling, when you have everything planned out perfectly so you have a stress free schedule but then all stupid happens at once? That's kinda how it was haha. I had 3 very work intense tasks at work that I had laid out in a way I could do the first in April/May, the second in May/June and the 3rd at the end of june, but then some work peops decided that it's more convenient for them to postpone the 2nd thing into June and blocked all possible dates for the 1st one with crap (seniority yay). So I ended up having all 3 tasks within 3 weeks in June, which I managed, but it was insanely taxing.
The good aspect of this though was that after April I was like "Hm, got nothing to do now, let's do something BIG". And I ended up learning how to 2d animate as you see haha
2: I'll spare you the details of what happened, because you sure don't wanna know all the stuff that can happen with your body without warning. But they had to slice me open like sashimi and stitched me back together on Friday, so now I have a long incision across my belly. That means I cannot sit upright very well and mostly just lay on my back with my legs angled, but it hurts less and less every day. So far today I can sit at my desk though when leaned back, which is nice. They say I'll be good enough to do normal things in a week and be perfectly fine in 3- which is also when am going to Dolphy haha ♥
3: This might be the current change in my life am happiest about, but also a bit sus. I generally like to stick to things I know how to deal with and am low-key worried my new work environment might be not as fun. The colleagues at my new place are overall closer to my age than at my current one, which means they will probably wanna talk and engage more. With different generation colleagues around me it's easy to pull myself out of that social screen play, since they usually leave me be. I hope it's just a wrong estimate, but this is what I think about the most, apart from the usual inconveniences of needing to relearn how everything runs and who does what again with what competence. There are many benefits to the work place change though.
4: I rarely talk about very private things, but if you or your friends feel attracted to someone who lives far away, maybe our story could also encourage you to, you know, 'just do it' as that youtube guy said.
Dolphy and I always had a really close understanding for each other and just matched in a way I can poorly put into words. Due to the long distance and our ties where we live, we didn't really think that dating could work between us. Over the years though, the attraction was gradually breaking up this feeling to the point where we couldn't resist anymore and went like "You know what... let's just do it and see what happens!". And after some more inconveniences (=covid+my big exam), we finally met last summer. I am not an imaginative person when it comes to these things, I like to rather experience reality, but we clicked very quickly. Not like those odd romantic cheesy movies, but very real.
The feeling of distance has just dissolved since then. We hang out digitally whenever we can and I have enjoyed every single moment together, doing whatever exciting or calm we enjoy. In the past I was worried about traveling long distances, but I have grown completely opposite with this feeling in mind. I am happy about the journey and really excited to be together in any way that we wish to. It's too soon to talk about things we'll do in the future, since like I told you, am not very fantasizing. However, whatever those ways will be, I frankly don't worry about anything anymore.
I know that for everything in my life that grew dear to me that had obstacles, there was always a suitable solution. The idea of "I cannot do x, because y will hold me back later" is merely a negative fantasy that should be discarded. Am not saying this will make something automatically easy of course, but when you get rid of that negativity in mind, other forces are free to exert their magnetic pull that slowly and steadily crush and displace the obstacles in between. What I am wanting to say in short is, it's worth to not let negative thoughts be that force that holds you back from what you feel attracted to, let the attraction happen.
5: I am very much looking forward to finally meet up with peops at a con again after so much time aaa! Unfortunately I need to work during the week, but I'll be at EF on the first day (Sunday) to meet and greet you there hopefully <3
I am curious how EF will be. I think Hamburg is a better place than Berlin, but the location has no con hotel, which if I were to stay there for multiple days would be a big drawback for me. Since I have a train connection from my home straight to the con though (roughly 1:30h), maybe it would be fun to already meet some peops on Saturday, if you are in Hamburg a day earlier haha.
That's all for now! Hope you have a great week :>
Take care and and best of luck to you Kiva!
Thank you 💜
Snugs. Thanks for thr updates lovely
I am feeling a lot better now and got back to drawing too. I can't lift things and still sleep on my back, but the important things work haha. Thank you very much! :>