My queue list back to normally, I'm still looking to have it totally clean, but taking only some few commissions monthly, really works, I pass to have delayed work from 6 months to 1 month and half, I was knowing that this day one day will come and I will become so happy.
About my issue with the drink, I had some ups and downs, but it is under control, my liver values in blood are ok, and the cholesterol was reduced (the alcohol can rise the cholesterol, be careful) I have a more conscious and responsible consume
When I got that horrendous panic attack, it wasn't for the withdrawal symptoms or PTSD, I don't know if I had or have any PTSD, but the real cause was that my T4 was high that it are to give me, so many symptoms like lots of anxiety, height loss and lactation, I was cried a lot too, was horrible. I have the theory that because I'm getting a less stressed live, my endocrine system starts to work again, anyway, I will get a date with the endocrinologist the 12/8 to see how it is going.
And in the last news that I'm so glad to report, I have pass to a top surgery! I really feel so uncomfort about it, it was worse when the lactation thing was happened, my breast not only are big, are painful and so uncomfort, luckily, I will get a solution, I'm a bit nervous, but I can't deal anymore with these "tumors" on me.
I hope that my good news makes you happy after all this mess whit Patreon, I don't loss anything, I got only a subscriber the day after the purge, I have not lost my account, but it was so upsetting for all, I'm still concerned about it.
I wish to you all a great day, thanks for read!