Honnestly been ages since I wrote anything like this but I honnestly need to come out clean to most of people here who don't really know me more than some of my closest friends.

So what have happend to me why I stopped posting?

-Just honnestly been feeling down and troubled with life, college got busy wtith personal health issue in April and recent discovery about my life.


So what's the health issue?

-Diagonesed with mild stage of bipolar, I am getting the treatment tho it's honnestly been in my head that the diagnose itself made me realize how much of a mess I am or I felt at a loss for how to handle it or what measures should be taken to do it. Last thing to have to say some of my actions aren't an excuse to what have happend if I dared to not reply or chat with you I only did that out of fear of making you go hate me straight up or I was honnestly not able to look myself into the eyes about some stuff. I may feel better a bit now but one more issue I wanted to say because I've been noticing it lately with people. Please do not message me about straight up venting to me about your issues I am willing to listen if it's something but please do not approach me to just vent It really causes me to go insane listening to soemoen whinning or making me listen to stuff I can't literly help or you'd not listen to my advices anyways.


Anyways Matty is gonna maybe start posting stuff again sooner or later I have commisions and stories to post maybe something more in the future. Signing off but I might only keep in touch with close people most of the time.