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a call for help, of sorts, not that i expect a response
15 years ago
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Yeah, I really don't expect to get any response to this journal AT ALL, but I put it here anyway, just in case I am wrong...
So I know I don't post much, say much, or do much, i realize I am relatively insignificant. Despite that, i remain here in FA because i know many of you guys aren't that bad, and could possibly be very good friends with me. Even still, I can't help but question if I matter, or if some of you really care, as most of my journals haven't been that positive, and many have been asking for help, and getting nearly nothing. It doesn't matter much too me if i don't get a response, I'm no worse off than i was before i posted the journal. I will still press onward in hopes that i will be noticed in some way, even if it would be negative.
I think that's enough of my worrying thoughts about why I'm online, i better get on with the real reason I'm making this journal. I am lonely. It's as simple as that. I have next to no one around in RL, I don't have any sort of relationship, never had, and never got close. I live in one of the worst places a furry could possibly live. I live in a retirement town in Texas, and there is naught but a theater here. I live like 10 miles outside of town, most of the people in my neighborhood hate me, I cant drive, don't have a bike or job, and I am pretty close to selling my house. I ask of the fandom, If there are any of you who live close to Kerrville, TX, or know someone who lives close who might be interested in a new friend, PLEASE, i beg of you, tell me...the depression i get from being alone is almost too much to bear...
Of course, as i type this journal, i feel like i am talking to the wind. I don't think i will get any response, that this journal will be either nuked, or looked upon as being emo and thus deleted. I post this because I still have hope, I hope that I am wrong and someone WILL respond. To any of you who do respond, even if its not helpful advice at all, i would not be able to thank you enough, words would be unable to express my thanks.
And with that, I take my leave. to those of you who at least read this, thank you very very much. it means alot to me.
So I know I don't post much, say much, or do much, i realize I am relatively insignificant. Despite that, i remain here in FA because i know many of you guys aren't that bad, and could possibly be very good friends with me. Even still, I can't help but question if I matter, or if some of you really care, as most of my journals haven't been that positive, and many have been asking for help, and getting nearly nothing. It doesn't matter much too me if i don't get a response, I'm no worse off than i was before i posted the journal. I will still press onward in hopes that i will be noticed in some way, even if it would be negative.
I think that's enough of my worrying thoughts about why I'm online, i better get on with the real reason I'm making this journal. I am lonely. It's as simple as that. I have next to no one around in RL, I don't have any sort of relationship, never had, and never got close. I live in one of the worst places a furry could possibly live. I live in a retirement town in Texas, and there is naught but a theater here. I live like 10 miles outside of town, most of the people in my neighborhood hate me, I cant drive, don't have a bike or job, and I am pretty close to selling my house. I ask of the fandom, If there are any of you who live close to Kerrville, TX, or know someone who lives close who might be interested in a new friend, PLEASE, i beg of you, tell me...the depression i get from being alone is almost too much to bear...
Of course, as i type this journal, i feel like i am talking to the wind. I don't think i will get any response, that this journal will be either nuked, or looked upon as being emo and thus deleted. I post this because I still have hope, I hope that I am wrong and someone WILL respond. To any of you who do respond, even if its not helpful advice at all, i would not be able to thank you enough, words would be unable to express my thanks.
And with that, I take my leave. to those of you who at least read this, thank you very very much. it means alot to me.
message me anytime please i would love to talk