So, still here. Desktop is fried, car is barely running, getting harassed at work, family continues to drive me up the wall, my weight is dangerously low, collection agency is hounding me, and while I'm trying to keep a good outlook on things its not really working. I'm not looking for pity I just need to get it all off my chest, and this is one of the easiest ways to do it. Chances are, I'll post this, feel better, then ignore it. So please, dont reply, I'm not going to look at this again.

Again, I'm stressed out, if you cant already tell. So dont take ANYTHING I say too seriously. I just feel a need to lash out, and get it out of my system. And because I dont have a 'facebook' or a 'myspace' or a 'livejouornal' this will have to do.
I think I'm going to disappear for a week or so, just kinda, calm down, get things back on track. So I'll see you on the other side.

*trudges off to do zebra things*