Aha. That explains a lot. I sent it to you about 12 hours after you ordered it. I'm guessing that you never received it - if you'd like to send me a private note with your current e-mail address, I'll re-send it.
That's one image that springs to mind, the other being a fay slob crying himself to sleep at what he has become, surrounded by broken dreams and sweet wrappers.
thankies !