I drove the 45 minutes, a half hour late, to the meet and ended up chickening out, sitting in my car for an hour in the parking lot like a looser as I watched the snow melt and contemplated nothing.

I think my headache only got worse, I was so annoyed. I was really looking forward to tromping around in my suit. My head was throbbing and I knew that even if a late arrival came to "rescue me" from my frozen state, I had to leave. I was just not in a friendly mood, feeling ridiculous and embarrassed.

I drove the 45 minutes back, eyeballing my phone for reception hoping that I could call my brother, but I rolled my eyes thinking how I was already halfway home and there was no point.

I went to walmart to do grocery shopping, made the brash decision to not remove my tail or sleeves. I strolled in there, trying to look normal, I was just fed up and didnt care. A mom made a comment how her daughter loved the tail and found it so interesting. Another person stopped me at the checkout and asked what the tail was for. She thought I was a mascot for a team.
I got laughed at on my way out by a few people, I didnt even turn to stare them down. I knew loading my stuff into the trunk would make it worse, kids stopped to oogle. The whole time I thought how glad I was that I didnt wear the whole thing, but at the same time, I liked wearing the tail, just not having muggles around to ask derpy questions.

I'm laying down now, skypeing with my mate for a few minutes before he heads off to bed. My head still throbs a tad, I think its because I stayed up till 4 working on my ref x..x
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-dragoncat