I don't write journals just to write them. I started doing this gaming gauntlet thing hoping that SOMEBODY would respond with their answers and I could have a gamer discussion with them. But no. I've gotten a total of ONE comment over the full 11 days so far. No, Dominicus, a nerd emote doesn't count as a comment.

Seriously guys. Comment. I'm getting tired of making all these journals and announcements and updates on my life just so you guys can select them and hit "delete selected" without even reading them. At least PRETEND to care so I don't feel like the only people who talk to me are the ones who have other ways of contacting me, be it through texts or League of Legends.

Every fucking day I log on to FA to check my messages. And I'm actually excited when it says I have even ONE comment. I'm fucking ECSTATIC on the occasion that I have two. And then I go to them AND THEY'RE JUST A BUNCH OF EMOTES or HALF A SENTENCE. I want ACTUAL conversation. That's why I joined this site, to talk to other people with similar interests as me. NOT to be ignored just because I don't submit something every week like those other guys on your watch list.

I mean, I get it. I make a lot of journals and I talk a lot and I announce stories that I'm going to be working on that never actually come out and I rarely ever actually FINISH a story. But come on. You could at least ASK about them. I honestly believe that part of the reason I'm not motivated to write is because I don't think anybody's paying attention anymore. Sure I can write stuff for myself, but that's not nearly as satisfying as spending a good day playing video games. If you want me to submit something, GIVE ME A FUCKING REASON TO.

And yes. I'M MAD BRO.

Now I'm going to go to sleep. And when I awaken tomorrow I'm going to be amazed by the tremendous number of comments this journal WON'T prompt.