I don't want to be here right now
13 years ago
I have this feeling that i don't want to be where i am right now.
I just want to be somewhere else, or more with someone else.
It's nagging in my head all the time, but what am i to do?
This need will not disappear and I ... I just do not know what to do.
I am dying from the inside out.
I think i need you.
Am i being a drama queen?
Most likely, but i feel so empty when we are not talking... sharing... believing.
I don't recognise my self right now, am i just scared to face the true me.
I am confused right now, and i hope you understand and can find it in your heart to see that.
You are special to me and me only.
And as i fantasies about you, huging, kissing & loving you.
I bleed some more that i am not with you at this moment.
I am sorry for that.
I miss you, and i never even meet you.
Peach out for some time.
I just want to be somewhere else, or more with someone else.
It's nagging in my head all the time, but what am i to do?
This need will not disappear and I ... I just do not know what to do.
I am dying from the inside out.
I think i need you.
Am i being a drama queen?
Most likely, but i feel so empty when we are not talking... sharing... believing.
I don't recognise my self right now, am i just scared to face the true me.
I am confused right now, and i hope you understand and can find it in your heart to see that.
You are special to me and me only.
And as i fantasies about you, huging, kissing & loving you.
I bleed some more that i am not with you at this moment.
I am sorry for that.
I miss you, and i never even meet you.
Peach out for some time.