It's time for me to get out of the closet.
I had a panic attack last night and could not sleep, I understand now, after much thinking, I have to tell my family about my sexual orientation.
I am very nervous and feel the panic creeping into my back, but it is time that I am honest with people I love, to learn to love myself and be me.
I will not be on the FA or MSN until it's done.
I feel like I want my head sharply.
But a thought to me on Tuesday had warmed my heart to do so, wish me luck.

Peach out.