Don't think that way. Granted, I don't know enough about your situation to make a suggestion, but I do know that suicide is not the answer.

Can't you convince them you need more time? I'd really NOT like to see anything happen to you.. I would let you live with us but we are on a military base and they wouldn't allow it ;w;

Don't be stupid. Suicide is something you can't undo. You don't know what comes next, you don't know if anything comes next, you can guess all you want, but your never certain.

It IS simple enough to get a job, you just have to look in the right places. I've walked my entire town because I didn't have a car (that's approximately 30 miles if not more) got an application everywhere I could. Got a call from one place, they interviewed me twice, then turned out they didn't want me.

My beloved grandmother gave me her car, for free, she couldn't drive anymore....I still tear up at the fact she did that for me. A car that she payed 20,000 for just 12 years ago, just gave it to me, even payed insurance for a month afterward (she's widowed and has been since right before she got that car), 84 years old, so she can't afford much.

I drove around the entire town again two separate times, and landed a job in June this year.

Walking isn't impossible, raising money isn't impossible. It's hard, but nothing worth it in life is "easy".


If you kill your self, what will that do to David ? Probably land him insane enough to do the same thing you did...

And your dad ? What do you think your death would truly do to him...

That's all I'm saying because I really don't even care to talk about this anymore.

*you're never certain

fuck typing on iPhones

oh wow it just corrected itself from "iphone" to "iPhone"