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Stray
17 years ago
I feel like there must be something wrong with me. I try very hard, I'm supportive of people. Lately it amounts to nothing. Trying doesn't mean accomplishing does it?
I feel like a stray cat, locked outside looking in on people who don't want you. That goes for just about everyone. I find myself withdrawing from conversations or places because everyone else seems "blindingly bright" and I have nothing to say that is funny/smart enough. So I stop talking.
This is not an emo post. I'm just confused and lonely.
I feel like a stray cat, locked outside looking in on people who don't want you. That goes for just about everyone. I find myself withdrawing from conversations or places because everyone else seems "blindingly bright" and I have nothing to say that is funny/smart enough. So I stop talking.
This is not an emo post. I'm just confused and lonely.
I keep fearing I'm just a wannabee. I chat with artists better than me, hoping they concider me up there on their level.
But deep down in side I feel like a poser and that I'm nothing.
It's not the best feeling in the world to have, and I don't know how to shake it myself, but if you need me I'm here.
B.
I just wish I knew how to be part of the answer...
so I'm never far away... aside from several states away...
B...
I have you pic right here on my desk.
.b
I'm good at waiting.
.b
Things are goin crazy and Im not sure who to blame
Everything is changing and I do not feel the same
Im slippin through the cracks of floors I thought that were strong
Im tryin to find a place where I can feel like I belong
Okay, I'll shut up now and give you space.
...I fail at advice. ~_~
A kind word is always nice though hon, even if it's not advice.