it was?

Well as this post suggest, my brain was overloaded and being waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too over analytical. Which is something I haven't been in a long time. Not saying that "Chris" hasn't had some ~play~ in this at all but he does tend to "speak up" when I become overly stressed and he did "speak up" a little this time around. Today I kind of blew a fuse it seems. Just way too much on my mind to really handle all at one time. Matthew hasn't really had a chance to talk to me about it today mostly because we had a little one with us for nearly every minute we had. Not saying it was bad but it was just really bad timing in general. I don't know... maybe it's time for me to have another emotional break down sometime soon just so I can cleanse the palette or something. I just don't know. And yes, Matthew, I know you're going to read this so this isn't something you shouldn't already know... I'm just really stressed out in general.

Matthew is just a wonderful person to care so much about you. ^^
No worries, the stress will pass.

I know... I just wish it hadn't hit the level it did. Causes issues when it does. =/