yeah..going to be away from FA for a while..My depression is over barring and My anxiety is shooting through the roof..
Since my phone got shut off, I just got a chilling message on FB from my mate stating her mom was in the hospital..due to details I wish not to get into unless she feels open to say...it is not my place to state what had happened...
I am trying not to have a panic attack before I go to work..so many negative thoughts of what could happen to her, and her mom is just racing through my mind right now...I have no way of contacting her or anyone while I am on break at work...

Last night didn't help me at all with this funk when I got a message over FB being accused (or felt like it) saying I was "leaking things about someone to someone" spreading rumors and feeling like I was trying to be forced down into someones squabbling just made me feel so..so hurt and uncomfortable with this situation...
I don't even know these people well enough and I ONLY MET THEM LIKE WHAT...ONCE??? and they believe I know EVERYTHING about them from since they day they were born...bitch..please...I know nothing about you...either of you...so don't pull me into your bull shit...

I need to focus on dealing with my stress, anxiety and depression...and take care of my mate right now who needs me more then anything at this time...

I will return in a few days..my main focus is on her...