So I woke up early this morning to go to work and I had the craziest nightmares that made me relive certain parts of my life that are best forgotten and not acknowledged. Right before I left I kind of flipped given the reoccurence of those images, feelings and memories... before hitting the highway to head to work I simply did not turn. Instead I just kept driving forward. Then I hit the interstate and just kept going. Now I'm at the mall in our state's capital. It's more than refreshing and also giving me a chance to get that well needed time alone that I had earlier mentioned in another facebook post. I am getting the stress release I have been needing for over a work and yes... I didn't go to work but I was about to lose it like for real. There is a certain level of stress I can handle and I was about to hit that capacity. I do very destructive things when I hit that level so do I regret skipping town? No, not a bit. And if anyone wants to be mad or concerned that I left without saying anything then you can shove it. Cause for one, I am coming back today. And two, this was something I needed. :P

Deal with it.