I just got back into Husky like a month ago and they still haven't sent me my card. The problem is, that's keeping me from getting an extremely neccessary medication that pretty much keeps me from doing really bad things. Why is this bad/important? I just did something earlier that I haven't done since the summer of last year, and just a little while ago, I sobbed loudly and uncontrollably for about 10-15 minutes straight. But I can't get this medication because they need my new card, or else I'd have to pay a $300-$400 copay for this stupid 5 milligram pill supply. It's taking all I've got to survive right now. My family is doing poorly with finances right now, I can't have my medication, my depression is off the walls, and if I end up going back to the hospital, there's a very high chance that they'll lock me up for good. At least, that's what I was told. Not to mention that I'm feeling more and more suicidal as the days without my meds go by. Something's gotta give, and I feel like it won't be good. I just really need some kind of help. Whether it be money for medication or a hug, I just need something to help. It hurts to say, but I'm ready to just end it.