I wanna bang my head on the wall (updates)
11 years ago
until it turns into nothing but mush.
I have a headache. Sometimes I hit my head on things if it gets too bad and it dazes me long enough that I get a couple seconds of peace. It's nice. That's not working right now.
Uh.. to the updates...
So.. We've slipped to about... $3500 behind on everything... We're two (gonna be three) months behind on our mortgage payments... Eviction notices are gonna start showing up soon, I think. I've kind of given up. More than kind of... Whatever I make in commissions isn't going to save us. I'm screwed, and I've reached this point where I'm just... swinging between depression and apathy. Little things are sending me into breakdowns, where I just.. sob, and things that should cause breakdowns.. I just don't care about.
I guess... I guess that's it for that one...
The second one has to do with the first one, sort of.. My birthday is in like, three weeks.. two and a half weeks. The third of next month. The 21st is supposed to be a special one... and now, we're too poor to do anything for it. Last year... I spent my birthday alone... And this year, I'm going to spend it with my mom... in my house... on the computer... just like every other day... Having no family sucks.
Tl;dr; I'm gonna be homeless soon, probably, and I'm not getting shit for my birthday again. Happy journal!
someone buy me stuff on steam
I have a headache. Sometimes I hit my head on things if it gets too bad and it dazes me long enough that I get a couple seconds of peace. It's nice. That's not working right now.
Uh.. to the updates...
So.. We've slipped to about... $3500 behind on everything... We're two (gonna be three) months behind on our mortgage payments... Eviction notices are gonna start showing up soon, I think. I've kind of given up. More than kind of... Whatever I make in commissions isn't going to save us. I'm screwed, and I've reached this point where I'm just... swinging between depression and apathy. Little things are sending me into breakdowns, where I just.. sob, and things that should cause breakdowns.. I just don't care about.
I guess... I guess that's it for that one...
The second one has to do with the first one, sort of.. My birthday is in like, three weeks.. two and a half weeks. The third of next month. The 21st is supposed to be a special one... and now, we're too poor to do anything for it. Last year... I spent my birthday alone... And this year, I'm going to spend it with my mom... in my house... on the computer... just like every other day... Having no family sucks.
Tl;dr; I'm gonna be homeless soon, probably, and I'm not getting shit for my birthday again. Happy journal!
someone buy me stuff on steam
Whats your steam name though? i might be able to get you something.
Uh.. It's ookama. (Ooooold screen name.. >>)
As for your birthday, I'm sure you'll get presents, you're too sweet 'n wonderful a person not to get any~ <=3 I don't have any money or way to get you another myself.. but I hope that Don't Starve game is helping keep you happy in the mean time <3 It's not much but I hope you're having fun with it, I wish I could do more for ya but at the moment I'm not too far off from falling into the same situation you're in and my parents wouldn't give me any money for more presents.
But anyway.. I hope that things get better soon for you, I think a donation button on your FA page might really help though.
I still don't know how to set up a donations link..
And I think it's just a paypal link where people could give you money and such, however that works. It'd just be the say way you get paid for commissions.