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11 years ago
Okay, hello. I know my attitude lately has been... a little odd, and I've not given any kind of reasoning as to why.
I wiped everything because I had a breakdown over something I don't want to talk about (it's a little more personal than most things), and piled on top of everything else, it just kind of... broke me, and I wanted to hide. I wanted to disable my account entirely, but I couldn't do that without upsetting my commissioners. (And probably worrying some watchers and friends, too...) Faith was the one that pushed me to put things back the way they were, so... that's why I came back as fast as I did. I wouldn't mind if everything was still gone.
Because a couple people saw my wipe and tried to talk me out of suicide and how depression is just temporary or something, etc, etc, without knowing my situation, or without me even being online... Please don't do that. I don't like signing onto skype to find a five page essay typed out for me, because it's all generic, copy-paste crap that doesn't help. If you want to do that, and try to talk to me about how depressed I am, wait until I sign on and talk to me, not lecture me. Thank you, but... Chill.
Uh... More updates... My birthday is next Wednesday.. Totally ready to be 21, not ready to lose my insurance and have to get a new ID. The insurance wouldn't matter at all if I wasn't epileptic... Bleh. Seizure medication is expensive. :c Oh well...
And now onto the second half of the journal: other places I'm on!
Tumblr: Not an art tumblr by any means. I should probably start posting things there or something... Idk. I don't care enough to do that... Too lazy... But it's a pretty good insight into things that make me happy.. x3 (Occasionally NSFW)
Ask.Fm: Ask me whatever. Kind of like TMI Tuesday except not just on Tuesdays. I'll answer anything you guys have to ask to the best of my ability~ (You can also suggest things to draw if you want. Not request, but suggest.. IE, not your own personal characters, but like.. "draw more pokemon", "draw more inflation", etc, etc.)
Twitter: There's not much there now, but if people show interest in my rambling, I'll start using it more.
Commission Info: Exactly what it sounds like... Yeah.
Yeah.. that's about it.
I wiped everything because I had a breakdown over something I don't want to talk about (it's a little more personal than most things), and piled on top of everything else, it just kind of... broke me, and I wanted to hide. I wanted to disable my account entirely, but I couldn't do that without upsetting my commissioners. (And probably worrying some watchers and friends, too...) Faith was the one that pushed me to put things back the way they were, so... that's why I came back as fast as I did. I wouldn't mind if everything was still gone.
Because a couple people saw my wipe and tried to talk me out of suicide and how depression is just temporary or something, etc, etc, without knowing my situation, or without me even being online... Please don't do that. I don't like signing onto skype to find a five page essay typed out for me, because it's all generic, copy-paste crap that doesn't help. If you want to do that, and try to talk to me about how depressed I am, wait until I sign on and talk to me, not lecture me. Thank you, but... Chill.
Uh... More updates... My birthday is next Wednesday.. Totally ready to be 21, not ready to lose my insurance and have to get a new ID. The insurance wouldn't matter at all if I wasn't epileptic... Bleh. Seizure medication is expensive. :c Oh well...
And now onto the second half of the journal: other places I'm on!
Tumblr: Not an art tumblr by any means. I should probably start posting things there or something... Idk. I don't care enough to do that... Too lazy... But it's a pretty good insight into things that make me happy.. x3 (Occasionally NSFW)
Ask.Fm: Ask me whatever. Kind of like TMI Tuesday except not just on Tuesdays. I'll answer anything you guys have to ask to the best of my ability~ (You can also suggest things to draw if you want. Not request, but suggest.. IE, not your own personal characters, but like.. "draw more pokemon", "draw more inflation", etc, etc.)
Twitter: There's not much there now, but if people show interest in my rambling, I'll start using it more.
Commission Info: Exactly what it sounds like... Yeah.
Yeah.. that's about it.
I'll be alright~
wishing ya the best for whatever challenges come your way! and of course a big happy Birthbday!! being 21 is alll kinds of awesome! rent a car for once and go get those free tickets for stuff muhahaha
and hope you have a wonderful birthday too!