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weirdness of being your own boss
10 years ago
Working all day at GarrCreations HQ tomorrow. Hard to beat that commute.
It's weird finding myself with nothing more to do, professionally, than hustle up new business. Even weirder that I don't feel more anxious about that.
I guess i've earned some time off, after my most recent client I could definitely use some downtime (not exactly a bad contract per se but there was something or someone there that was just soul draining. no idea what that was all about.). I've got a modest financial buffer, so that's not an immediate concern, but... I dunno. I guess i'm just feeling a little daunted at having such free reign again.
Part of me wants to just take a week off.
Part of me wants to just dive into the first thing that I can drum up.
Part of me just wants to sit back and see what comes of things i've already set in motion.
It's rare that I find myself with so little idea of how things are going to play out in the immediate future. and even rarer that I don't know exactly what I want from it all.
Weird, huh? I feel like i've achieved the goals I set myself and just don't know what I want to do next.
do I aim for more of the same? or something new?
It's weird finding myself with nothing more to do, professionally, than hustle up new business. Even weirder that I don't feel more anxious about that.
I guess i've earned some time off, after my most recent client I could definitely use some downtime (not exactly a bad contract per se but there was something or someone there that was just soul draining. no idea what that was all about.). I've got a modest financial buffer, so that's not an immediate concern, but... I dunno. I guess i'm just feeling a little daunted at having such free reign again.
Part of me wants to just take a week off.
Part of me wants to just dive into the first thing that I can drum up.
Part of me just wants to sit back and see what comes of things i've already set in motion.
It's rare that I find myself with so little idea of how things are going to play out in the immediate future. and even rarer that I don't know exactly what I want from it all.
Weird, huh? I feel like i've achieved the goals I set myself and just don't know what I want to do next.
do I aim for more of the same? or something new?
Might be easier for me if i had more regular and less sporadic commissions.