Turning Point
10 years ago
So, supposedly I will have a tablet tomorrow, what a horrible escapade of nonsense that has been, so hopefully I will be able to work on art.
Over the past few days I've finally had he time to think. I've finished up everything for my masters, I have my rent and utilities paid off for the summer, so really all I have to worry about is sitting and drawing.
It feels strange, and utterly completely terrifying, to finally truly have time to dedicate to things other than school. I'm not constantly working on preparing class material, grading, reading for my classes I was taking and was teaching, and all that other bullshit that came with academia.
I've been an anxious wreck that past few days over his tablet. I don't like sitting and doing nothing and it's forced me to fill my time. Without school I need something substantive and that is hard to find. It'll be nice to have the tablet again.
Over the next month expect a huge amount of work. I'm going to attempt to finish the tarot commissions by the end of June, plus little side commissions. so I'm going to be doing 8 hour days like it's my job (cause it is atm lol) and actually do something I've been scared to do for a while, dedicate my time, truly, to art and creativity.
If you guys have any questions, especially those with commissions due, feel free to note me. You can see my to do list here:https://trello.com/b/RQD5ljRs/commissions
It's been hard as hell the past 2 years. some of the best and worst times of my life, certainly the busiest and most draining. I'm excited and anxious to see what comes next
Over the past few days I've finally had he time to think. I've finished up everything for my masters, I have my rent and utilities paid off for the summer, so really all I have to worry about is sitting and drawing.
It feels strange, and utterly completely terrifying, to finally truly have time to dedicate to things other than school. I'm not constantly working on preparing class material, grading, reading for my classes I was taking and was teaching, and all that other bullshit that came with academia.
I've been an anxious wreck that past few days over his tablet. I don't like sitting and doing nothing and it's forced me to fill my time. Without school I need something substantive and that is hard to find. It'll be nice to have the tablet again.
Over the next month expect a huge amount of work. I'm going to attempt to finish the tarot commissions by the end of June, plus little side commissions. so I'm going to be doing 8 hour days like it's my job (cause it is atm lol) and actually do something I've been scared to do for a while, dedicate my time, truly, to art and creativity.
If you guys have any questions, especially those with commissions due, feel free to note me. You can see my to do list here:https://trello.com/b/RQD5ljRs/commissions
It's been hard as hell the past 2 years. some of the best and worst times of my life, certainly the busiest and most draining. I'm excited and anxious to see what comes next
To the tablet? In theory, though that end passed twice now already so I dunno. it could be that the stress of my final year killed me, and this is my purgatory punishment to wash me of my sins. I have no idea how that's related to my actions...I dunno Dante wrote all the cool punishments for famous people anyway...and people from the 14th century. Prolly just phoning it in at this point.
So that sort of leaves the commissions, which I'm looking forward to. I've been woefully behind in my work, never a moment to sit and work on my art or anything really, always having to do it in spite of other work like grading. So I suppose there's an end though I plan on taking more throughout the summer.
So yeah...
You know Busyness and Business are two different words, and this is really annoying to me because busy as a root word really ought to become business but it doesn't the y is still there.
(and get off my lawn!)
Srsly, I think that FayV needs a bit of a road trip. Get outside, go see some sites, visit some friends, eat too much, drink way to much, kiss someone you probably shouldnt.
You need to recharge!