I mean...I DO have lots of fun and it comes to my head lots of ideas for drawings and stuff...
but Im getting kinda bored of it, its kinda...monotone? repetitive?
I always end up being fucked (not complaining nor saying that I dont like it <///<) however...*sigh* I dunno...

I wanna grow up as an aritst and this roleplaying by notes is consuming all my will and energy and at the end I just dont draw anything new...
even my syle is getting lazier!! cuz I feel that I HAVE to respond....

even my mate spams me with notes...hmm...I feel really pressed and im getting sick of it

I might dont do any kind of role play from now on! I gotta take all these ideas from my head and sketch and draw some! or I'll go crazy! >3<

Im sorry...but yes, I think I need to think for myself for once, not caring about what others want or need...at least just for a while

I need time for me, Im almost not resting (also cuz Im gonna turn 18 in 10 days and I'll go to the university)

That's why I wasn't so active here...cuz Im kinda tired and sick of just comming...and just roleplaying in notes or faving pics...

I NEED to fill up my gallery!

so yeah....I guess thats all

hope you understand~

and thanks~


Yours, Marcko Bunneh