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16 years ago
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This is Vixen, Signing in...
This is Vixen, Signing in...
Little vixen is all emo....
why?
Well... there are so many things I want to do... not just as projects.. but in life, i want to be so many things! I like spraypainting, but the thought of being paid such a shitty amount for alot of hard work makes me sad. Plus if i did do that, then i'd have to finish the 4 years to be fully qualified. *sighs* Sounds like a lot of not much money, doing what I like but yeh, i dont know if its what i want to keep doing? I dont know what i want to do >.>
I was looking into this awesome special effects make up school, sounds perfect and definitely something i'd like to do for a career! BUT to go to the school for a year is $10K... O.O i nearly died! thats hell of alot of money for one year of learning. So I just simply cant afford to go to a school doing fun creative stuff.
And another thing.. i wanted to go back to tafe to do a fine arts course too (which is what i was going to do if i didnt get in to the spray painters course) I got in to the fine arts course easy as, they really wanted me to attened, but i wanted to do spray painting more.... fine arts would be fun and make me happy, but after that... what do i do?? being an artist doesnt really get you anywhere. Just like being a graphic designer.. i did that and got no where...;_;
I'm not sure if i should just keep trying things until i find something i can actually keep doing as a career? Or if i should just keep with spraypainting?
Besides all that, i'd like to be a Paleontologist.... but i seriously dont have the smarts for that!! XD I wouldnt mind working for the defense either.. but i dont think i would be too smart for that either O.o.. i was going to way way back in year 10.. but when they came for the school talk thing... the thought of 'you must stay for minimum 6 years' kinda scared me off.. i didnt know what you could do if you didnt like it there! XD
BLARG.... right now i just want to do the special effects thing... but i cant find anywhere to learn it that doent cost a whole torso and an eye!! >.o
Too many things running through my head i just want to be happy with work... i'm about to snap where i am now O.o;... whats worse is stocktake is coming up.. and i dont think i'll be moved away in time to miss it! XD arr well....
Never mind me i'll be over it in a few days... just had to get it out of my system.
why?
Well... there are so many things I want to do... not just as projects.. but in life, i want to be so many things! I like spraypainting, but the thought of being paid such a shitty amount for alot of hard work makes me sad. Plus if i did do that, then i'd have to finish the 4 years to be fully qualified. *sighs* Sounds like a lot of not much money, doing what I like but yeh, i dont know if its what i want to keep doing? I dont know what i want to do >.>
I was looking into this awesome special effects make up school, sounds perfect and definitely something i'd like to do for a career! BUT to go to the school for a year is $10K... O.O i nearly died! thats hell of alot of money for one year of learning. So I just simply cant afford to go to a school doing fun creative stuff.
And another thing.. i wanted to go back to tafe to do a fine arts course too (which is what i was going to do if i didnt get in to the spray painters course) I got in to the fine arts course easy as, they really wanted me to attened, but i wanted to do spray painting more.... fine arts would be fun and make me happy, but after that... what do i do?? being an artist doesnt really get you anywhere. Just like being a graphic designer.. i did that and got no where...;_;
I'm not sure if i should just keep trying things until i find something i can actually keep doing as a career? Or if i should just keep with spraypainting?
Besides all that, i'd like to be a Paleontologist.... but i seriously dont have the smarts for that!! XD I wouldnt mind working for the defense either.. but i dont think i would be too smart for that either O.o.. i was going to way way back in year 10.. but when they came for the school talk thing... the thought of 'you must stay for minimum 6 years' kinda scared me off.. i didnt know what you could do if you didnt like it there! XD
BLARG.... right now i just want to do the special effects thing... but i cant find anywhere to learn it that doent cost a whole torso and an eye!! >.o
Too many things running through my head i just want to be happy with work... i'm about to snap where i am now O.o;... whats worse is stocktake is coming up.. and i dont think i'll be moved away in time to miss it! XD arr well....
Never mind me i'll be over it in a few days... just had to get it out of my system.
So sweety, you should not look that hard for the money. Sure more money is always great, but see it that way: You have so many abilities which would bring you fun, you don't need serious money for it. If you had much of money, but no abilities, life would be boring. Keep on doing what you like and what you are good at in your free time. Things will develop on their own if you are surely good, and if you try to make people know what you are capable of ^^
Real world sucks.
ill write a linger reply when i have the use of both hands
=3