So i'm so tired of my life right now ben dealing with depression badly and my psychiatrist i go to doesn't seem to help it. not his fault it's basically mine but i've basically been crying all day been hurt by others especially from games and also my aunt was sent to the hospital again and gonna have surgery on here idk the details yet but the bad thing is my grandmother wants me to take her to the hospital when she has the surgery.

I don't got the money to buy gas to drive up there and take her and i've been crying because of the fact i aint worthy to even be here. i can't get a job i work with my dad only making 30% of the income off each yard not even a full pay. and every job i apply at never replies back to me.

I'm sorry i had to let this out and i know many don't read this and i know many might bash me about it but it is what it is.