I spent a good amount of time letting it all out and only coming on to help promote  devielama 's links to get her some help. I also took the time to sit there and create a memorial for Ken in second life on my home parcel which actually...helped a great deal. It was soothing to create something so personal and beautiful in memory for a man i called brother and a man that loved devie so dearly. I took a screen shot of it, i might be posting it later tonight or sometime soon once i figure what i want to say to go along with it.

Im open to talkin again with in reason.
Note for second lifers: please dont be pushy with me, as of right now even if it you just want to hang...let me get comfortable an actually want to do it. Otherwise its greatly awkward and i become uncomfortable and dont want to do it. Just sayin.

I hope everyones holiday prepping is going pretty well and i hope you all got your christmas shoppin done!