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Sad in good ways and bad. Emotional ranting
19 years ago
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Might be the wrong place to post this, but otherwise I wouldn't be using this at all, since my life outside furry universe it highly limited.
First the bad. Started school again and it's harder then I thought it would be. We have to learn about electricity, which I don't have the slightest idea of how it works and it's already been 3 weeks. The other thing is since I'm using so much energy on it, I'm much drained from what ever energy I might have had for drawing.
Finally how can someone being sad be good? Well mostly it comes from the end of series I really really like, like Sailor Moon, Full Metal Alchemist, Azumanga Daioh and Ojamajo Doremi. Its series that made me want to watch more, sad seeing them end, but happy they did. Wouldn't want one of them to run into something that will ruin my experiences with them, but it's still hard because I get pretty emotional without crying.
I have seen most of the series I like on German TV, which I don't have anymore and miss. They still rerun Dragon Ball I think, but it's not a series I would miss if it ended, that's just me.
I still remember how desperate I was to see Sailor Moon when I saw the first episode, I couldn't find the same channel again or what time it went on. Then it came on a German Channel called RTL2 and followed the whole series on there. That's the first time I was sad, is a good way. Show I really liked it.
The latest period of "happy sadness" is Ojamajo Doremi, but I wasn't able to see the two last series or even the OVA, only found out about it on Wiki it has completely ended.
Most anime or manga that I've seen with magic or other supernatural elements ends with them realizing they are okay without them, since they have to feel good the way they are and what they have.
Ojamajo Doremi has done it at the end of the first series, but I guess the popularity made them have their powers again.
Anyways, I've learned to know and love the characters, and it ends with them losing their magic again to be normal, the main characters have to split up to go on with their lives, they have evolved in each their own way and it the final scene is where the leading character has become what she wanted to be and wanted to do, from the very beginning of the whole series.
A very "feel good" series for me with a happy sad ending. It's said they would be friends forever, but I kind of feel they will grow apart, remembering them, just not keeping in contact.
This is my own bitterness talking, since I don't have a childhood friend I can remember or if I meet, wouldn't even greet.
I guess the series innocence is what really gets me, something I wish I could come up with; most of my series have a violent theme, and might be some egressions I'm working out.
Most of these series I would have loved to own on DVD in high resolution and background material. No, I'm wrong, I would love to have everyone of them, but looking at it realistic, I don't think I'll ever get the complete of most of them and then I ask myself "What's the point" and some have been changed in a way, that they aren't the original anymore and I wouldn't want that anymore.
I guess there is the slight chance that sometime, there will be a company that will take these series and put them all in a collector’s edition, but I won’t hold my breath. There isn’t really anything to do about it, I guess.
I guess this is where the “bad sadness” comes in again.
Seems this is my longest journal yet and it pretty much like ranting and perhaps pointless, but I just wanted to get it of my chest. Might do this again and again, just to remind me how much I loved these series.
Might seem odd coming from me, since I’ve buffed up some of the characters of these series, but it’s just a sign of affection. I love the originals to death and I might even do one of those “buff up” stories I’ve talked about many times, but it’s still the “classics” I treasure most.
First the bad. Started school again and it's harder then I thought it would be. We have to learn about electricity, which I don't have the slightest idea of how it works and it's already been 3 weeks. The other thing is since I'm using so much energy on it, I'm much drained from what ever energy I might have had for drawing.
Finally how can someone being sad be good? Well mostly it comes from the end of series I really really like, like Sailor Moon, Full Metal Alchemist, Azumanga Daioh and Ojamajo Doremi. Its series that made me want to watch more, sad seeing them end, but happy they did. Wouldn't want one of them to run into something that will ruin my experiences with them, but it's still hard because I get pretty emotional without crying.
I have seen most of the series I like on German TV, which I don't have anymore and miss. They still rerun Dragon Ball I think, but it's not a series I would miss if it ended, that's just me.
I still remember how desperate I was to see Sailor Moon when I saw the first episode, I couldn't find the same channel again or what time it went on. Then it came on a German Channel called RTL2 and followed the whole series on there. That's the first time I was sad, is a good way. Show I really liked it.
The latest period of "happy sadness" is Ojamajo Doremi, but I wasn't able to see the two last series or even the OVA, only found out about it on Wiki it has completely ended.
Most anime or manga that I've seen with magic or other supernatural elements ends with them realizing they are okay without them, since they have to feel good the way they are and what they have.
Ojamajo Doremi has done it at the end of the first series, but I guess the popularity made them have their powers again.
Anyways, I've learned to know and love the characters, and it ends with them losing their magic again to be normal, the main characters have to split up to go on with their lives, they have evolved in each their own way and it the final scene is where the leading character has become what she wanted to be and wanted to do, from the very beginning of the whole series.
A very "feel good" series for me with a happy sad ending. It's said they would be friends forever, but I kind of feel they will grow apart, remembering them, just not keeping in contact.
This is my own bitterness talking, since I don't have a childhood friend I can remember or if I meet, wouldn't even greet.
I guess the series innocence is what really gets me, something I wish I could come up with; most of my series have a violent theme, and might be some egressions I'm working out.
Most of these series I would have loved to own on DVD in high resolution and background material. No, I'm wrong, I would love to have everyone of them, but looking at it realistic, I don't think I'll ever get the complete of most of them and then I ask myself "What's the point" and some have been changed in a way, that they aren't the original anymore and I wouldn't want that anymore.
I guess there is the slight chance that sometime, there will be a company that will take these series and put them all in a collector’s edition, but I won’t hold my breath. There isn’t really anything to do about it, I guess.
I guess this is where the “bad sadness” comes in again.
Seems this is my longest journal yet and it pretty much like ranting and perhaps pointless, but I just wanted to get it of my chest. Might do this again and again, just to remind me how much I loved these series.
Might seem odd coming from me, since I’ve buffed up some of the characters of these series, but it’s just a sign of affection. I love the originals to death and I might even do one of those “buff up” stories I’ve talked about many times, but it’s still the “classics” I treasure most.
It does suck when one's favorite shows stop airing, even more so when they cut the show off before it got to the end. Yeah it's sort of depressing seing a series end officially, but sometimes that's for the best. At least you could say oyu saw the whole thing, rather than having it just cut off and never having a chance to see it in it's entirety.
school...well the most I can think to say is try and take it easy/ slow, focussing not on every little thing but just the most important information. You should get by with just that if it's a subject you find difficult.
I guess I have just accepted the fact that they ended or stopped where they did and moved on to explore another anime series, but I'll always come back to my favorites. ;)