This is really why I'm afraid of doing comms a lot. And why I don't ask for money till half way through the commission. I say I'll do them and then get distracted or have no will to do them. I feel guilty but then I pick up my pen, start drawing, hit a wall, and draw something else or start watching art lessons to try to get through the hurdle. I want to say I'm busy with life, with school, but I feel I'm too reliant on these excuses, I make things hard for myself.

Just sorry I make everyone wait for stuff I always say I'll do, and take weeks or months to get to it :/