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update x 2: kicked out but..
6 years ago
also disowned and other horrible things.
abuser came to the house i'm at now, they're going to keep me until i can get out on my own.
abuser tried to tell me to come back when they realized i wasn't going to take it.
wrote an email to the abuser about how i've felt for a long time, painfully polite and coherent and nice. had several people read it first before i sent it to make sure i wasn't just being overly emotional.
got disowned and told my fibro and neuropathy and bulging discs and mental disorders from the years of abuse were invalid, that i needed to grow up and be an adult, and that i'm a burden, basically.
so moving out as fast as possible is now a go. and i am desperately trying to keep from doing something stupid from the emotional damage i just got slammed with from nowhere.
and now i am sure i am probably going to be kicked out of here, too, once the abuser calls and talks to my housing.
so i'm just screwed 10 ways to sunday no matter what.
i'm scared. i'm so fucking scared and i just want to breathe but i can't. i can't move. i can't breathe. i can't even see straight. 
Kierou
~kierou
I really hope everything goes okay... I'm so so sorry
Ludwig_Bullworth_Jackson
~ludwigbullworthjackson
I'm very sorry you're going through this
