I know you only wanna think I'm a good guy. No. I'm an evil monster actually. Please don't tell me anything. I'm going one day to finish my sorrows all by myself, and it's going to be my last action of my life, which was way too long. I waited for it too long, seeing I have no friends at all - a thing I couldn't avoid, even if I tried.

Goodbye and fuck you all. Don't talk to me again.

I know it's over. I want to end it, seeing you can't understand that I'm NOT awesome. And you think it's different... No. I know you all hate me. I failed anyways even if I tried hard. I'm so rude, shitty, unwanted, unloved... *cries*

Indeed, I used FL Studio for all my music projects since 2012. Now I wanna try Pro Tools for something more classical, while FL is going to be more focused on electronic music. But I don't abandon it completely. In fact, I wanna try to use them together. I think they're both good, except that FL has no score editor *looks apologitecally* But soon I will self learn Pro Tools, just like I did with FL Studio. As soon I might finish one, I'm certainly going to post it here for you to listen... and favourite it if you like it. And of course to comment if you want to share your thoughts.

By the way, don't forget to check out my F-List.net profile (link is in previous journal, soon gonna share it on my FA profile page).

Edit 7/2/2016: Here's the link for my F-List.net profile: https://www.f-list.net/c/al%20mikkus/ - ofc still looking for RP mates, long-term preferably.

Hello, my dears. Recently I've set up my very own profile on F-LIST.net - don't miss it!! Here's the link --> https://www.f-list.net/c/al%20mikkus/ Don't forget to friend me!

I'm not a good guy. I'm a monster. I cause too much problem. I'm not loved. Goodbye, I want to kill myself.

Because I feel so lonely, so sad, so failed... I need somebody who will love me... *looks sadly on your face*

...but hell, I can't bring up it completely as it's now just in pieces!! I really need to rebuild it totally into one and full story. The onlything I remember is that my head was LITERALLY shaking and I couldn't stand up for longer than 5 seconds. I had hallucinations and such. I only need to do one thing, to bring all the pieces back in exact order how I've seen them in this dream. Hope it's not a nightmare... Maybe I saw my future home? Maybe I carried a prophecy, a message from afar? Did I see worlds mixing together, the real world with fiction?

Yes, seriously. Not just FA. I'm to useless. I wanna break with everything. My soul is just destined to hell. Goodbye. <runs away screaming>

Yes, as in the title. For 9 days around. Without any way to complete my recent story.

Hello, dear dudes! Yes, I have started publishing poetry here on FurAffinity. Maybe I can't draw, but I have a plenty of other things to showcase. I write mostly about anything what is in my mind.

And sorry for some lacks of activity here.