im so tired of this shit.

anyway, this may be really good for my art, or really bad. i don't update here often, feel free to find me on bluesky (audbod11) . the updates aren't more steady, but they are more, cause there is variance.

so i dont have a following that would read this, but i have been struggling with the color palette for Spuch, so i will probably combine the design from my older OC Paan. just for simplicity. I love the piebald color scheme but it just doesnt translate well in my art.

just got a new place, will be moving in soon.

I would benefit from a few extra monz, so if anyone wants a quick commission, hmu.

i really need more monz. but i suck at self promo

So i still make tons of art, problem is my ND brain only wants to focus on one subject and currently it is human based and some NSFW.

FA is one of the few sites that allows explicit art to be shown WITHOUT some limiting rules or paygate. I wanna post my art more places (especially now the bird app is a dumpster fire), but i am having trouble finding NSFW places to post.

I dont have a following to justify patreon and paygating my art. Kofi which i sell prints off, only allows nudity but not sexual subjects.

My fear is that FA community wouldnt vibe well cause it would be human based art.

feedback?

idk how long till i upload art here again. but my life is coming back. i have plans for the future and i am optomistic

I've been on a social media hiatus. I've been squeezing art when I can, but I got a new puppy about a month ago. Now that he is potty trained I am slowly making more art.

It will still be a while before I am active on this site again.
My priorities are finishing Guerrilla (ATEEZ) stickers for my concert in November. I have also been invited to make some pixel art for an online zine.
Other projects are some commissioned labels I need to design and print. I am still creating my Tarot. It is slow going, and I still have not figured out how I will fund making a physical deck.

And in the realm of my everyday life. My manager is on LOA so I have taken over the store, of course, this is also when we have inventory. So... a tiny bit stressed.

I dont think I have any actual fans, at least none that will read this. But if anyone got curious.

update:
more shit has hit the fan. cleaning my inboxes. be back eventually...

update prt 2:
the hits keep coming. autistic meltdown immanent

I'm going to send myself spiraling. My art should be for me. Bring me joy. And I want to share that joy with others.

Its probably a social media effect: People will show intrest, be excited. Tell me they would love to buy my work. But when I ask for money they all disappear. Ghosted.

Is that my work is not worth actual money? Are my designs not creative enough?
Why did you voice desires to have something made if you won't give me feedback.

Am I pricing too high, too low?
Is a dollar paygate too high??

Then there is the theft. People will see my art worth stealing. So I have to hide away the things I want to share. I have to mark posts so that bots don't grab it.

I sit in a dark well drawing hoping someone will toss a coin or look down and acknowledge my work.

Rant

I am open again on Kofi

I have updated my Commission info there.

they acknowledged and accepted the camp, which made the movie pretty decent. could tell that some parts were left on the editing floor but overall not bad. The newley introduced characters were my favorite.
tell me how tho, the CG in the movie was worse then on Prehistoric planet??? 😂

So my usual art is heavily centered around kpop. specifically the band ATEEZ

i wouldnt post it in my main gallery, but is anyone interested in seeing any of those types of works? They would be in scraps.

Was supposed to celebrate the Bday with a parental unit yesterday.
But due to ongoing disagreement between them and sibling, i was thrown in the middle.

parental unit was drunk and just heard what they wanted, ended up throwing an honest to god tantrum in the restaurant and I PROMPTLY drove them back to their hotel and went home hungry.
i have made some wellness checks on everyone, and they are breathing.

im so tired.



anyway, today I got my hair done. Cut and Color. Vacation in 2weeks.

Since its been a minute

Incoming spam of older designs.

After a few years hiatus I’m back.

I never stopped making art but I did break from this community for a short time.

I hope you accept me back warmly