Wow so its been a wholeass year since ive posted a journal on here.
Sincere apologies to anyone who was worried.
I'm still not doing great? ? ?? But i'm not dead either.
Since I don't really create furry art any more I have no use for FA for the most part...
I've kinda migrated onto twitter, telegram, and Facebook.
I don't use FB for anyone except for close irl friends. However anyone can go find me on twitter or telegram.

My twitter is Matt_Doge
My telegram is LeBonChien

I doubt many ppl are still hovering over my cold dead FA but this is for the real ones that werent able to find me >prayer hands emoji

ive been doing a lot of both of those
im sincerely sorry
but im also probably not going to be mending my ways any time soon

ever since i lost that one good job late last year, my life has just been a series of crises of varying severity
this is a fairly bad one

so thatll probably continue for a while

if there's ever any more art it will probably be eyeburner pixel gifs or shoddily photographed irl paintings

yikes

New job is ultimately draining
No time/energy for art
Tablet is broken
Been busy
Relationships/mental health have been complicated
My apologies

Its running now but i lost all my memory so i kinda need a while to rebuild
Kinda grieving over the loss of 7+ years of character art.. Also tons of games and programs and photography n shit.
Idk m8 its ruff
Ill be arting again before too long
Also i have a job now thats hella physically exhausting
Will update my commissions journal/post accordingly soon since im in less dire straights. But still need that extra $$ real bad so i can bail on this joint. Yfm???

Hope all is well

Responses and work will be slow
Im suffering severe emotional/psychological abuse on the daily
Screaming matches are horribly frequent
I will get work done
I will respond to notes
I will respond to, or at least look at, every comment
I am just going to be slow
The energy is being beaten out of me
I am sorry

Hello!!
Its been quite a while.. I havent been drawing much in the downtime but i'll post a few of the good ones i did..
Anyways! Im back because i live on my own in WNC now. Rent and food are things that need to happen so i should be back up and posting a bit more regularly soon and i'll probs start taking comms quickly thereafter.. Hopefully y'all still like my art enough for that! Hahaha
I hope all of you are well :~)