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It's been a while...
Posted 2 years agoAs the title says, it's been a while since I posted here but with the recent time with my mate I felt now is a good time.
Things have been looking up over all and I've made some really great new friends, you've all seen the lovely Vixen on my page, shes really been a help to me of late along with my darling Sera I'm heading in the right direction and much happier with my life even with the few bumps I've had, even had the pleasure of meeting Vixen's Pet, Noire. Looking forward to seeing how things go with her, she certainly seems to be a interesting little fox herself.
Things have been looking up over all and I've made some really great new friends, you've all seen the lovely Vixen on my page, shes really been a help to me of late along with my darling Sera I'm heading in the right direction and much happier with my life even with the few bumps I've had, even had the pleasure of meeting Vixen's Pet, Noire. Looking forward to seeing how things go with her, she certainly seems to be a interesting little fox herself.
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Posted 2 years agoIt's been a rough cuple of days for me, had to make some serious choices about the future and how I'm going to handle things. I've managed to get a little down time here and there, between my mates and my good friends I think I've got things mostly sorted.
Going to try and have some fun over the next few days and focus on the good times, I've lost one of my favourite haunts but that just gives me a reason to go find (or make) new ones, test my building skills in the world of SL, should be a fun time no doubt.
Going to try and have some fun over the next few days and focus on the good times, I've lost one of my favourite haunts but that just gives me a reason to go find (or make) new ones, test my building skills in the world of SL, should be a fun time no doubt.
What a night!
Posted 2 years agoLast night, wow, just wow. I was able to find some time and spend it with the uber talented and sweet Vixen. After commissioning artwork from her about a two/three weeks ago we've been chatting on and off casually and I like to think we've become good friends however last night, well we when dancing at Club Yiff, somewhere we've both been in the past but not of late and fuck was it a great time.
Her sense of humour, quick wittedness, and the sass, not to mentin her avi being cute as fuck, I know I've made a great choice with her, another kind and supportive friend is just what I need. Thank you Vixen!
Her sense of humour, quick wittedness, and the sass, not to mentin her avi being cute as fuck, I know I've made a great choice with her, another kind and supportive friend is just what I need. Thank you Vixen!
Happiness and the long road...
Posted 2 years agoI'm finally in a better place, as a person and as a partner to my mate.
Now don't get me wrong, things aren't 'perfect' at least, not yet but I'm better. Still having to deal with old demons from time to time, still breaking a few, conditioned responses, from my past relationship but over all I'm better.
No longer do certain things trigger a response with me, no longer am I unable to vist old places do to the fear of an ex being around and no longer are those terrible nightterrors haunting me. I'm not the same man I was but I'm a better man overall. It does sadden me a lot the rumours I'm hearing about my ex's but they need to find thier own peace and I can't help them with that, I need to focus on me. Here's to tomorrow being better than today.
Oh some more artwork to place in my gallary soon along with more outings as well, need to get back around here later and take care of that!
Now don't get me wrong, things aren't 'perfect' at least, not yet but I'm better. Still having to deal with old demons from time to time, still breaking a few, conditioned responses, from my past relationship but over all I'm better.
No longer do certain things trigger a response with me, no longer am I unable to vist old places do to the fear of an ex being around and no longer are those terrible nightterrors haunting me. I'm not the same man I was but I'm a better man overall. It does sadden me a lot the rumours I'm hearing about my ex's but they need to find thier own peace and I can't help them with that, I need to focus on me. Here's to tomorrow being better than today.
Oh some more artwork to place in my gallary soon along with more outings as well, need to get back around here later and take care of that!
Whoops...
Posted 2 years agoSo it apperas I missed a day or two with other things taking over, needless to say it's been a little busy.
Managed to get some of mine and Sere's fun times added and workingon some more as well as other playmates of mine, finding out some human women are found of a canine from time to time which is an interesting experience but that's a story for another time. Right now all is well in the life of Brute, even if it is a busy one.
Managed to get some of mine and Sere's fun times added and workingon some more as well as other playmates of mine, finding out some human women are found of a canine from time to time which is an interesting experience but that's a story for another time. Right now all is well in the life of Brute, even if it is a busy one.
Another good day!
Posted 2 years agoTwo in a row, must be doing something right. Managed to catch up with a few old friends today, even had some alone time with one, shared some picture with Sere and she certainly enjoyed them.
Making contact with friends from the past is both eciting and scary, I don't know who still wants to be a friend and who has fallen away completely, so far it's been good though and hopefully it continues on tomorrow!
Making contact with friends from the past is both eciting and scary, I don't know who still wants to be a friend and who has fallen away completely, so far it's been good though and hopefully it continues on tomorrow!
A new chapter
Posted 2 years agoToday starts a new chapter in my life. Well, really that new chapter started almost two months ago now but today is the day I finally feel ready and confident to start it.
With the help of my mate I'm finally getting my confidence back to be me, I do still doubt myself from time to time and doubt many other things in my life but with Sere by my side I feel I can tackle almost anything. She's given me the confidence to try and enjoy life once again, starting a new FA page for one, disconnecting from the old, she's also helping me to reclaim some of the things I enjoyed from my past such as visiting old places in SL that I loved.
Going to be swinging by some old haunts regardless if my ex is there or not, I can't and won't let her have control over what I do anymore. We'll start off slow visiting once or twice a week together until I'm back on my paws and able to handle things alone, Sere is my world but I can't put on her all the time, I know she has her own life to lead, I'm just greatful she's given me so much time of late to help me rebuild.
With the help of my mate I'm finally getting my confidence back to be me, I do still doubt myself from time to time and doubt many other things in my life but with Sere by my side I feel I can tackle almost anything. She's given me the confidence to try and enjoy life once again, starting a new FA page for one, disconnecting from the old, she's also helping me to reclaim some of the things I enjoyed from my past such as visiting old places in SL that I loved.
Going to be swinging by some old haunts regardless if my ex is there or not, I can't and won't let her have control over what I do anymore. We'll start off slow visiting once or twice a week together until I'm back on my paws and able to handle things alone, Sere is my world but I can't put on her all the time, I know she has her own life to lead, I'm just greatful she's given me so much time of late to help me rebuild.
