im problematic now
Posted 5 months agoive been doing a lot of soul searching and critical thought lately and i've come to the conclusion that i dont care about Problematic Art. i used to be the "NO FERAL NO DUBCON NO ANYTHING YOU FREAKS!!!!" disclaimer in bio kind of person. but no. its just a drawing. just a story. just a roleplay. ive been on a journey exploring myself and new kinks irl with new people. part of my journey has been having weird fantasies, even discussing them, and by discussing them... i realized nothing has happened. i've felt no impulse to pursue anything in real life.
in fact, thinking of doing the real life version makes me disgusted, even after sexualizing a fictional version? it is basic logic to assume most everyone else feels the same way.
i guess you could go "what about if they actually Do want to? what if looking at fiction enables some people and they slippery slope into doing the real thing?" but then i could go "what if they don't?" and i mean, *i* don't. so why am i being held responsible for that. plenty of sfw furs have also done shit things in real life. blame the perpetuator, not their community?
i dont know. i guess i'm announcing this as an official redaction of past statements. im sorry. people who draw "problematic" stuff are more self aware than the rest of us. i would love to shift from a hater to a person that is safe to be authentic and vulnerable around. things that repulse me but stay as a fictional scenario are fine. things that excite me but stay as a fictional scenario are fine.
if this alarms you, if you were comfortable, i'd rather talk it out than be blocked and seen as a horrid person... my discord is arnanak ... maybe. or you can block me and think of me as horrible. i think that's ok. i dont think im afraid of you anymore.
7/30/2025 edit: now that ive fallen out of closeness with several people, i can also confess ive been holding myself back out of fear of cancellation by proxy. ive already had my friends confronted for my behavior in the past, acting as though they were my caretakers. but now that i do not talk to these people any longer and have no public links to them either, i feel a lot safer being me without worrying about dragging my friends down. because i dont care if i get cancelled. this website is nothing to me. but for my friends that had meant losing their income and business. its a cruel peer-police state out here.
in fact, thinking of doing the real life version makes me disgusted, even after sexualizing a fictional version? it is basic logic to assume most everyone else feels the same way.
i guess you could go "what about if they actually Do want to? what if looking at fiction enables some people and they slippery slope into doing the real thing?" but then i could go "what if they don't?" and i mean, *i* don't. so why am i being held responsible for that. plenty of sfw furs have also done shit things in real life. blame the perpetuator, not their community?
i dont know. i guess i'm announcing this as an official redaction of past statements. im sorry. people who draw "problematic" stuff are more self aware than the rest of us. i would love to shift from a hater to a person that is safe to be authentic and vulnerable around. things that repulse me but stay as a fictional scenario are fine. things that excite me but stay as a fictional scenario are fine.
if this alarms you, if you were comfortable, i'd rather talk it out than be blocked and seen as a horrid person... my discord is arnanak ... maybe. or you can block me and think of me as horrible. i think that's ok. i dont think im afraid of you anymore.
7/30/2025 edit: now that ive fallen out of closeness with several people, i can also confess ive been holding myself back out of fear of cancellation by proxy. ive already had my friends confronted for my behavior in the past, acting as though they were my caretakers. but now that i do not talk to these people any longer and have no public links to them either, i feel a lot safer being me without worrying about dragging my friends down. because i dont care if i get cancelled. this website is nothing to me. but for my friends that had meant losing their income and business. its a cruel peer-police state out here.
Convention Map
Posted 6 months agomoving my convention stuff out of my bio and onto this featured journal. relevant convention memes and information (like, what suit im wearing at Current Con and what the boundaries are) will be edited to this when relevant. furry style means that i fursuited or that its meant to be a furry thing idk
Attended (furry style):
(VR) Furality Aqua '22
Anthrocon '22
(VR) Furality Sylva '23
Anthrocon '23
World Oddities Expo '24
Pittsburgh Pride '24
Anthrocon '24
Attending:
Furry Weekend Atlanta '25
Anthrocon '25
Attended (furry style):
(VR) Furality Aqua '22
Anthrocon '22
(VR) Furality Sylva '23
Anthrocon '23
World Oddities Expo '24
Pittsburgh Pride '24
Anthrocon '24
Attending:
Furry Weekend Atlanta '25
Anthrocon '25
anthrocon approaches
Posted a year agoand i will be attending. woaooowww
i will be suiting in ambergris https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56985306/ this year. well i dont know what else to share
i will be suiting in ambergris https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56985306/ this year. well i dont know what else to share
dm on discord for bsky code
Posted 2 years agohello. i have 2 bluesky codes and nothing to do with them. i keep offering them around and ive run out of takers. i will not just post them willy nilly as it appears that just posting them publicly means that assholes and people who run bots will get them. so you want one, just dm me on discord. i will not vet you at all, despite what ive said about unsavory peole getting accounts. sending a friend request and then dm to my gay alienfucking transsexual ass is proof enough that youre not a bot or a bigot. idk if i mentioned it but i have an irl job now so if i take a few hours to respond that is the reason why
discord: spiderflavored
discord: spiderflavored
on bluesky
Posted 2 years agohello i went and wrangled myself an invite code so heres my account
https://bsky.app/profile/arnanak.bsky.social
def gonna be my social media rather than exclusively art. hopefully, i WANT to click with a social media so i can go back to the blogging days of yore. i just wanna post about my day on a site that isnt toxic as fuck, is that too much to ask?
but yeah. still gonna be active here. but personal posts and art posts over there too. FA will always be The place i post first tho
https://bsky.app/profile/arnanak.bsky.social
def gonna be my social media rather than exclusively art. hopefully, i WANT to click with a social media so i can go back to the blogging days of yore. i just wanna post about my day on a site that isnt toxic as fuck, is that too much to ask?
but yeah. still gonna be active here. but personal posts and art posts over there too. FA will always be The place i post first tho