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Posted 2 years agoA few months ago, I finally turned to a psychiatrist to solve my big problems and therapy finally started working!
I still feel like a wet rag for washing toilets and it's hard for me to work even for myself, but I try to overcome it. Hating my creativity is terrible. Everything I draw seems to me unworthy and ugly, and I am ashamed to show it to people. Motivation for work and development died last year, but I want to believe that this is temporary.
Now I'm scared to think about the future, but I hope that everything will be fine and I can finally live normally again, and not drown in depression, self-hatred and the whole world ＿ﾉ乙(､ﾝ､)＿
I still feel like a wet rag for washing toilets and it's hard for me to work even for myself, but I try to overcome it. Hating my creativity is terrible. Everything I draw seems to me unworthy and ugly, and I am ashamed to show it to people. Motivation for work and development died last year, but I want to believe that this is temporary.
Now I'm scared to think about the future, but I hope that everything will be fine and I can finally live normally again, and not drown in depression, self-hatred and the whole world ＿ﾉ乙(､ﾝ､)＿
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Posted 3 years ago
Sketch > Lining >Flat-Colors > Shading > Rendering
YCHs:
Beach YCH + Bonus artCommissions:
Fullbody commission --> Shading