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Posted 12 years agoI'm so happy I wanna lick windows O3O
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Posted 12 years agoHe seems as if he's falling for me, but then it's like he tries to stop himself. I wonder if he's afraid of falling for someone... Gawsh...I just wish he would message me one day and tell me "Chi, I can't take it anymore, I love you and I realize I can't live without you"... Heh, but that stuff only happens in my dreams -.- ...
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Posted 12 years agoSometimes I just feel like I'm nothing but a mistake...
Two Wolves. (A Story written by me)
Posted 12 years agoTwo Wolves.
We meet in the forest late at night near the river, the moon shining down on both of us. Fur showing bright pink. He walks towards me, gets close to my mouth and kisses me gently.. He whispers in my ear "I love you so much"... My heart begins to race.. He can tell that I'm nervous so he wraps his arms around me and holds me tight.. We both look at the giant bright moon and begin howling together... He then gets up and tells me "Come with me, I want to take you some where".. He gently smiles and starts to walk, I follow him and wonder were we could be going at this time of night.. I walked close to him because it was so dark, the only thing I could really see on him was his eyes.. We walked deeper down into the forest and then over a big hill. We then see this large cave just a ways over the next hill, (which wasnt very far)...Then he turns around to me and says "wait here, I'll only be a minute or two".. He smirks then begins running to the cave. A few minutes pass and so I lay down.. A few minutes pass and I begin to worry... I yell out "AKIYOSHI! Where are you sweety?!.. Are you ok?"... I waited a few minutes and didnt get a reply.. I shouted again "AKIYOSHI!!"... Again. Nothing. So I get up and start running towards the cave.. I get to the entrance of the cave and yell "Akiyoshi! Are you in there?!"..."I'm scared sweety.. Can we go now?"....again... I heard nothing, except the crickets and bugs flying around... I then backed up from the cave entrance, took a deep breathe and walked in... A few minutes passed as I was walking, and suddenly I saw a small light at the far right corner of the cave, I walked to it. I heard voices, they didn't sound like Akiyoshi's, in fact they sounded a lot deeper... I heard one of the voices say "You shouldn't of come around here, we told you to stay away now didn't we?".. Then I heard a big "SLAP!" and a small whimper... As I got closer to where the light was I noticed there was a small crack in the cave wall.. I peeked in and saw these Hugh wolves... One as black as the night sky and the other as white as a ghost... There was another wolf there... His fur was red.. Kind of a mixture of colors... His nose was bloody and he was also tied up... I watched some more and realized it was Akiyoshi... Not wanting to get caught, I stayed silent... Then, the white wolf said "Have you had enough? As he slapped Akiyoshi across the face again... Ray then growled and replied with a weak voice..."...tell....me go.. I've *cough*... Done nothing to you"... then the black wolf replied "You know what you've done.. now you have to pay for your actions"... The white wolf walked off.. I couldn't quite see where he went.. Nor was I paying attention.. I was more worried about Akiyoshi... Suddenly.... "BANG!!".. I was out cold... A few hours later I woke up.. Tied to a large rock.. My head hurt badly... I opened my eyes and saw the two wolves standing over by Akiyoshi I shouted.. "Get away from him you jackasses!!".. "leave him alone!"... They laughed and walked to me... The black wolf replied "and what are you gunna do?"... He got closer to my face and I spit at him.. He then slapped me across the face with something hard and metal... I cried out "YOU BASTARD!!"... He grabbed my face and said "as a lady you shouldn't be saying such things".. He squeezed my face.. He then said, "now be a good little girl and keep your mouth shut!"... He pushed my head back... I looked over at Akiyoshi and I could see he was kind of bloody... The two wolves started talking to each other then turned to us and said "we're leaving for a few minutes...don't try to get free because if you do we'll kill you both"... Then they left... I looked back over to Akiyoshi I said to him "Akiyoshi...are you ok?".. He looked at me and replied.."I told you to stay put"... I replied..."I know, but when you didn't come back I got worried...why did you come here anyway?".. Then he said to me.."I didn't, I was going to the water fall past the cave, but they caught me..they told me if I made a sound they'd go and get you and....".. He stopped talking... "Akiyoshi... What were they going to do?".. I said.. He then took a deep breathe..as if it was painful.. And then continued.. He said.. "they were going to kill you... I told them to leave you alone and take me instead.. I tried to fight them off but I couldn't..." tears ran down his face.. Then I said to him..."come on, we have to get free.."... "I don't have enough strength left to break free" he said... I replied.." ok, so it's up to me..."... I tried breaking free but I wasn't strong enough... Suddenly we heard the two wolves coming back... They walked in the room where we were at... "well! I see we still have our guests here" the white wolf said... Then the black wolf walked over to me and whispered in my ear.."why don't we go and have some fun sweet heart?".. He smirked and grabbed my butt... He dug his sharp claws in and I yelled... Akiyoshi's ears perked up and he began to growl really loud.. Then the white wolf smacked him.. "Shut up!... Let him have his fun with your lady"... He said... Then the black wolf untied me... "now, don't try to run away or like I said earlier...we'll kill you"...he pushed and shoved me, trying to get me to go to the room in the back... I screamed.. "NO!"... I looked over where Akiyoshi was and noticed he was gone... The white wolf yelled.."HE'S GONE!".. Suddenly.. "WACK!!!"... The white wolf was knocked out cold... It was Akiyoshi He broke free!... He then took off running towards the black wolf.. His fur as red as fire.. He leaped into the air and pounced the black wolf...biting him and scratching him... Akiyoshi yelled out to me "Chiasa!... Run!.. Run as fast as you can and don't look back!!!"... "but Akiyoshi" I replied.." what about you?!... I can't leave you here alone".... " GO DAMN IT!!" he said..... He looked at me with a sad look and I saw a tear fall down his face.. The black wolf then knocked Akiyoshi down and he slid on the ground.. He crashed into a bigger rock, back first... He cried out in pain.. "CHIASA!... Run!"... I ran to him, "no, I'm not leaving you"... I stood up and looked at the black wolf... My fur turned as dark as it could.. I ran towards him and pounced.. I bit his ear and ripped it clean off... He let out a cry... But I did stop there... I took my claws and scratched his face... I'm pretty sure I got one of his eyes... He fell backwards.. Landing on his back... We heard a big cracking sound.. Then we noticed he landed on his neck... I stood there shaking and bloody... I ran over to Akiyoshi and whispered to him..."it's over now"... He said to me, "thank you for saving me.. *cough*.. But. I don't think I can walk..."... "it's ok, I'll carry you out"... I then picked him up and helped him out of the cave... Once we were out and a little ways from where the cave was I layed him down... "wow, your pretty bad hurt"..." here, I'll heal you"... My claws popped out and started glowing... "this might sting"... I layed my paw on his wound and began healing it... He whimpered and tears filled his eyes..."it's ok sweety"... I then kissed him.. After that I noticed his wound was gone... " there that should do it".. I said and gave him a big smile... "thanks babe, you really are the best"..."now can we finish our night please?".. He asked... "sure, I'd love that"... He walked me up to the waterfall.. The moon was still shining as bright as ever.. We layed down on the grass close to the water... He looked over at me and said "you look really beautiful tonight Chiasa"... "thank you, and you look absolutely stunning in this moon light" I replied... Then he got up.. Walked over to me and layed me down.. He began kissing me and hugging me tightly... "I just love you so much..."... He looked me in the eye and said.."Chiasa, will you be mine forever?..".."of course I will"... He then pulled out this amazing necklace/collar and put it on me... "this is for you, I made it myself"... He smiled and blushed a little..."oh my goodness wolfy!... It's amazing.. Thank you"... I said... "now let's go back home shall we?"... We got up, and started to walk home... We laughed and giggled with each other the whole time... We finally made it back to the house... We walked in, kissed each other good night a few times, then he walked me over to my bed and tucked me in... "good night my love"..."good night wolfy" I replied... He went over to the front door and locked it... Then he came back to my bed, "I don't want to sleep alone tonight, can I come sleep with you?" he asked... "sure come on over"... I smiled and scooted over. He got in the bed and cuddled me close and we both fell asleep in each others arms peacefully...
The end :) <3
We meet in the forest late at night near the river, the moon shining down on both of us. Fur showing bright pink. He walks towards me, gets close to my mouth and kisses me gently.. He whispers in my ear "I love you so much"... My heart begins to race.. He can tell that I'm nervous so he wraps his arms around me and holds me tight.. We both look at the giant bright moon and begin howling together... He then gets up and tells me "Come with me, I want to take you some where".. He gently smiles and starts to walk, I follow him and wonder were we could be going at this time of night.. I walked close to him because it was so dark, the only thing I could really see on him was his eyes.. We walked deeper down into the forest and then over a big hill. We then see this large cave just a ways over the next hill, (which wasnt very far)...Then he turns around to me and says "wait here, I'll only be a minute or two".. He smirks then begins running to the cave. A few minutes pass and so I lay down.. A few minutes pass and I begin to worry... I yell out "AKIYOSHI! Where are you sweety?!.. Are you ok?"... I waited a few minutes and didnt get a reply.. I shouted again "AKIYOSHI!!"... Again. Nothing. So I get up and start running towards the cave.. I get to the entrance of the cave and yell "Akiyoshi! Are you in there?!"..."I'm scared sweety.. Can we go now?"....again... I heard nothing, except the crickets and bugs flying around... I then backed up from the cave entrance, took a deep breathe and walked in... A few minutes passed as I was walking, and suddenly I saw a small light at the far right corner of the cave, I walked to it. I heard voices, they didn't sound like Akiyoshi's, in fact they sounded a lot deeper... I heard one of the voices say "You shouldn't of come around here, we told you to stay away now didn't we?".. Then I heard a big "SLAP!" and a small whimper... As I got closer to where the light was I noticed there was a small crack in the cave wall.. I peeked in and saw these Hugh wolves... One as black as the night sky and the other as white as a ghost... There was another wolf there... His fur was red.. Kind of a mixture of colors... His nose was bloody and he was also tied up... I watched some more and realized it was Akiyoshi... Not wanting to get caught, I stayed silent... Then, the white wolf said "Have you had enough? As he slapped Akiyoshi across the face again... Ray then growled and replied with a weak voice..."...tell....me go.. I've *cough*... Done nothing to you"... then the black wolf replied "You know what you've done.. now you have to pay for your actions"... The white wolf walked off.. I couldn't quite see where he went.. Nor was I paying attention.. I was more worried about Akiyoshi... Suddenly.... "BANG!!".. I was out cold... A few hours later I woke up.. Tied to a large rock.. My head hurt badly... I opened my eyes and saw the two wolves standing over by Akiyoshi I shouted.. "Get away from him you jackasses!!".. "leave him alone!"... They laughed and walked to me... The black wolf replied "and what are you gunna do?"... He got closer to my face and I spit at him.. He then slapped me across the face with something hard and metal... I cried out "YOU BASTARD!!"... He grabbed my face and said "as a lady you shouldn't be saying such things".. He squeezed my face.. He then said, "now be a good little girl and keep your mouth shut!"... He pushed my head back... I looked over at Akiyoshi and I could see he was kind of bloody... The two wolves started talking to each other then turned to us and said "we're leaving for a few minutes...don't try to get free because if you do we'll kill you both"... Then they left... I looked back over to Akiyoshi I said to him "Akiyoshi...are you ok?".. He looked at me and replied.."I told you to stay put"... I replied..."I know, but when you didn't come back I got worried...why did you come here anyway?".. Then he said to me.."I didn't, I was going to the water fall past the cave, but they caught me..they told me if I made a sound they'd go and get you and....".. He stopped talking... "Akiyoshi... What were they going to do?".. I said.. He then took a deep breathe..as if it was painful.. And then continued.. He said.. "they were going to kill you... I told them to leave you alone and take me instead.. I tried to fight them off but I couldn't..." tears ran down his face.. Then I said to him..."come on, we have to get free.."... "I don't have enough strength left to break free" he said... I replied.." ok, so it's up to me..."... I tried breaking free but I wasn't strong enough... Suddenly we heard the two wolves coming back... They walked in the room where we were at... "well! I see we still have our guests here" the white wolf said... Then the black wolf walked over to me and whispered in my ear.."why don't we go and have some fun sweet heart?".. He smirked and grabbed my butt... He dug his sharp claws in and I yelled... Akiyoshi's ears perked up and he began to growl really loud.. Then the white wolf smacked him.. "Shut up!... Let him have his fun with your lady"... He said... Then the black wolf untied me... "now, don't try to run away or like I said earlier...we'll kill you"...he pushed and shoved me, trying to get me to go to the room in the back... I screamed.. "NO!"... I looked over where Akiyoshi was and noticed he was gone... The white wolf yelled.."HE'S GONE!".. Suddenly.. "WACK!!!"... The white wolf was knocked out cold... It was Akiyoshi He broke free!... He then took off running towards the black wolf.. His fur as red as fire.. He leaped into the air and pounced the black wolf...biting him and scratching him... Akiyoshi yelled out to me "Chiasa!... Run!.. Run as fast as you can and don't look back!!!"... "but Akiyoshi" I replied.." what about you?!... I can't leave you here alone".... " GO DAMN IT!!" he said..... He looked at me with a sad look and I saw a tear fall down his face.. The black wolf then knocked Akiyoshi down and he slid on the ground.. He crashed into a bigger rock, back first... He cried out in pain.. "CHIASA!... Run!"... I ran to him, "no, I'm not leaving you"... I stood up and looked at the black wolf... My fur turned as dark as it could.. I ran towards him and pounced.. I bit his ear and ripped it clean off... He let out a cry... But I did stop there... I took my claws and scratched his face... I'm pretty sure I got one of his eyes... He fell backwards.. Landing on his back... We heard a big cracking sound.. Then we noticed he landed on his neck... I stood there shaking and bloody... I ran over to Akiyoshi and whispered to him..."it's over now"... He said to me, "thank you for saving me.. *cough*.. But. I don't think I can walk..."... "it's ok, I'll carry you out"... I then picked him up and helped him out of the cave... Once we were out and a little ways from where the cave was I layed him down... "wow, your pretty bad hurt"..." here, I'll heal you"... My claws popped out and started glowing... "this might sting"... I layed my paw on his wound and began healing it... He whimpered and tears filled his eyes..."it's ok sweety"... I then kissed him.. After that I noticed his wound was gone... " there that should do it".. I said and gave him a big smile... "thanks babe, you really are the best"..."now can we finish our night please?".. He asked... "sure, I'd love that"... He walked me up to the waterfall.. The moon was still shining as bright as ever.. We layed down on the grass close to the water... He looked over at me and said "you look really beautiful tonight Chiasa"... "thank you, and you look absolutely stunning in this moon light" I replied... Then he got up.. Walked over to me and layed me down.. He began kissing me and hugging me tightly... "I just love you so much..."... He looked me in the eye and said.."Chiasa, will you be mine forever?..".."of course I will"... He then pulled out this amazing necklace/collar and put it on me... "this is for you, I made it myself"... He smiled and blushed a little..."oh my goodness wolfy!... It's amazing.. Thank you"... I said... "now let's go back home shall we?"... We got up, and started to walk home... We laughed and giggled with each other the whole time... We finally made it back to the house... We walked in, kissed each other good night a few times, then he walked me over to my bed and tucked me in... "good night my love"..."good night wolfy" I replied... He went over to the front door and locked it... Then he came back to my bed, "I don't want to sleep alone tonight, can I come sleep with you?" he asked... "sure come on over"... I smiled and scooted over. He got in the bed and cuddled me close and we both fell asleep in each others arms peacefully...
The end :) <3
Sadness
Posted 12 years agoIt comes and goes just like wave, but it seems to be staying longer this time. ive never felt so alone, ive never wanted to cuddle up to someone so much in my life just so i could feel their love for me...all i want is to be loved..thats all ive ever really wanted..and it seems like nobody can love me for to long..a few months go by and the love fades away, just like ripples in a pond... i fell empty inside, unloved, and not even lovable..i just want to be happy, my heart is broken...yet again... and i dont think anybody can fix it this time... im doomed to live a life of sadness... -.- *cries softly*
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Posted 12 years agoTis be another day of being bored... VIDEO GAMES!... they shall be played today O3O lol.. this place is confusing >3<
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Posted 12 years agomhm...well i have no idea how to work this thing x)
