Just reaching out, how is everyone?

I lost my best friend, my hero, one of the reasons I'm walking this earth, and have always appreciated and loved her. I inherited both of the family businesses along with my own property and I get an allowance out of the trust fund weekly so I don't want for much but I'm still learning to budget. I know a lot of furs loved my mom which is why I am posting this.. all I can do now is be strong and live in her legacy, I'll never be as amazing as she was but I can try to do my best. Losing her has taught me so much about loss, grief, and the biggest heartbreak I've ever experienced. She passed away in march from liver cancer and pneumonia, I've never seen suffering like that in my whole life.. I hope everyone has a good fourth..

So who all is open for commisions? I'd like a babyfur piece and a adult piece, hit me up! my telegram is cinnahusky420

I want to chat, I am lonely and bored ._. my telegram is cinnahusky420.. hit me up!

Life is going great right now, I moved into my new appartment and got all my fur suits out of storage.. I have lots of weed to smoke and I finally have a income.. I am hoping to get a hold of old friends and chat so hit me up.

I finally was able to get back into my account. How's everyone doing? I quit smoking weed but I still enjoy a beer once in a while.

I finally have a part time job at a dispensary so life is better.

Valerian root, chamomile, and melatonin sups= happy+relaxed husky. ^_^;-

I got me a coffee pot, a old school boom box and some neat sunglasses. . Life is good.

3 pretzels 4 Jimmy dean sausages all micro-wave friendly. .. good fucking shit.. nao I'm full.. kind of mwahahaha.. haha. . O_<; I know I'm not the first to eat the delicious ness but hell it's tasty and no mess

I'm feeling relaxed happy and overjoyed that it's a gorgeous day and the weathers great

So how is everyone I miss all my friends I used to kick it with... so... what's up? Jeese...

Had a good day, did some drawing.... just got done cleaning up around the place and now I'm kicking back.. resting my feet.

Caught nothing saw a rainbow had fun got a tan.

I cleaned off my front porch and my freezer until they sparkled... fweeeeew *eyetwitch*

I finally emptied out my trash can in my house man that was heavy o_o.... my back... and my tummy. .. I'm still getting used to having my own place. . Ick Ack and bleeechhhh

I share waaay too much about my past in journals but I'm glad I'm not stuck anymore, so what's every body up to today? :3

I'm sick of being single. .. I'm tired of the same fuckin godamn song and dance I'm trying to look good for what? Nobody... I'm not looking for sympathy I'm not looking for a pat on the back I'm getting tired of getting looking good just to look in the mirror just to see the same goddamn face.. it's just life but it's more then just that... I just got out of two horrible relationships one of them was someone who wanted to lose there virginity to and I ended up suffering a pregnancy that went to cancer research. .
The one before that was just someone who didn't know a gpd damn thing about me.. I'm still heart broken... idk how to think... my heart feels like it's not even alive but then again all that is, are emotions from the brain as if I can make my own seratonin anyways... man..

It's a gorgeous day this morning mmm coffee and corn pops...

Blue Mountain dew.. got me some e cigs doesn't mean I'm going to quit actual cigs...enjoying some fine tv after doing some more cleaning. .. :3

It's been a good day to enjoy life, light up a cig and relax in the sun... plus there's some nifty television and some awful stuff pn the news.. I loved alaskan state troopers because there was a whole lot of dunces on there... who wanted more then what was legal... anyways I hope everyone is well, and healthy. Give me a shout or comment if you wanna chat or w/e

So far in my life I've had 2, not one TWO. My last one I almost died from the bleeding. And now I got the IUD and the fact that I even did that kind of eats me up inside but I'm glad I did it not just for my sake but my family's sake. Not only that I'm so detached to kids that if I'm in the same room I shut down in a panic attack and can't breath. That's what's been up with me.

What's happening? Is everyone doing well? :3

Drinking coffee, steam cleaning relaxing,... cig repeat. And ginseng twice a day really helps with energy.

Just chilin sipping a pepsi and staying good groovin to some tunes.. life is good.. wub.