Hey folks! I've set up a CuriousCat for the main page so that people can ask any kinda questions!

https://curiouscat.live/JayJayVelvetOF

Are ya following yet?
You should - there's a gorgeous bunch of new uploads!
You should also follow on TwXtter too! https://twitter.com/jayjayvelvetfA/
I'm slowly making effort to be more active on here where I can, and the new profile is my perfect space for it!

If you're still following here - go follow my new profile for all my new commissioned artworks!

And if you're on that previously Bird website, I've got a post there with links to both versions!
https://twitter.com/jayjayvelvetfA/

Aight. Is time to give that routine "Update" journal again.
If you're reading this - huzzah! Some people like me and my floofs. (Or you're like me and hit like on anything that's big, cummy or thot-y)

As of today, I have received the full color WIP for Jamee's upcoming sheet. I won't spoil shit because I want to have a big ass thing when it's finally done, but it's utterly fabulous.

Above all.. it's exactly what I've been envisioning for him since I had my toxic issue years ago. Which means it's exactly what I've been needing to finally move forward and begin anew with this website and the community I've slowly dipped my peets into.

So what does that mean for this account?

This account... STAYS!
The plan for the future once Jamee's sheet is finished is that this account acts as more an archive than a steady(ish) upload space. I won't be removing anything from the gallery on this account (unless it's tied to something I either no longer own or is connected to previously mentioned toxic issue), so don't fret on losing any fave pieces of mine you've liked.
It will be purely a means of hitting fave on whatever accounts I follow, or random items I find on the Browse page; and to upload any future character references that I may either acquire or update as time continues onward.

When this all comes to fruition, I will make a new primary account for uploading all pieces of artwork gained in the future, and I have something in mind to christen this new account when the time comes.

For now - it's biz as ushe fam! Faving whatever falls in my interests and stuffing any more adopts I pick up until I'm ready to make this whole ride REBORN!

If you're someone I keep in touch with, thank you for being alongside me during this weird ride I've been on here.
If you're a inbetweener (someone I've chatted with and gotten art, but don't really chat with much) - here's to my future and maybe we can get some more art together!
If you're a new follower - please keep your eyes peeled, because I have so many new ideas once I kick this reboot into gear and I may call on you all for suggestions, feedback and maybe even some casting calls! (I've got a really sweet Pokemon idea brewing as I typed this!)

Thank you for reading. Thank you for being with me. Thank you for understanding.
Much love to all.

PS: I know the icon on here has been a terrible derp of a YouTuber I made a while back. I'll get it changed, promise. Just enjoy Brin for a lil bit longer.

33 today. Whee. :3

Hello viewers.

I'd say it has been a while, but I think I mean it more in terms of a proper journal update.

A good... seven-ish months ago? I discovered I had a dental infection. Two teeth right in that area were the cause of it - one being a very damaged wisdom tooth that I hadn't gotten around to, and the one right beside it consisting of a very old metal filling.

Today, I had five teeth removed. It's a funny ol' story.

When they looked at things back then, the plan was simple: remove the wisdom tooth, and possibly the metal filled tooth, and hope that curbed the infection.
Simple on paper, but a nightmare in reality.

I had three visits to the local oral health clinic. Each time I should've had things sorted out, but when you've been on a mental health fix for over twelve months, hidden 'gems' come out of the woodwork and mess up your plans.
I broke down the first time, and they didn't even get into the extraction.
The second time, they gave me two jabs of local into my gum area and I had such a spiked heart rate my hands wouldn't stop shaking.
The third time, I just knew it wouldn't work in just the chair.

By this point, they knew it would need to bump up to a serious option, and with a discussion between I and them, we determined that surgery would be the best and safest route. It would also mean that I could have several extra teeth removed at the same time: a wisdom tooth on my lower right, that was coming in at an angle; the tooth directly next to it, not completely impacted, but basically stuck; a hidden wisdom tooth on my upper right that was fully encapsulated in gum; and lastly, an eye tooth that hadn't grown in the proper location, and was in fact above my teeth.
During this entire period, the infection had flared a few times, and made things irksome, but luckily antibiotics helped curb it when it did.

In May, I was due for the surgery. I caught COVID two days prior, and had to reschedule. The week after I had quarantined, the infection flared back up. Suuper bummer of two weeks.
The next month, they had to reschedule because of a staff shortage, and a higher priority surgery that needed the anaesthesiologist.
July I finally made it in to the hospital for the surgery.

Despite two doses of temazepam, or something similar, to help my nerves and my anxiety, I broke again. I broke harder and worse than I'd ever considered could happen.
I was incognizant of the questions being asked of me, and I couldn't make any answers. As soon as I was on the bed, I got worse. Both my hands were shaking, and I reached a point where I almost tried to climb out.

A funny thing, mental health. When I was far far younger, I had no issues with dental appointments. But in my adult years, I grew.. different. I suddenly didn't enjoy the dentist; I would be incredibly slack in routine check-ups, and I could never figure out why.

As I was driven home that day, I was just an emotional wreck. I hated my cowardice, my lack of knowing or understanding why I felt scared, and overall I was in fear of never being able to have this procedure done.

The 25th of August (technically yesterday for my timezone), I somehow succeeded.
Whether it being a physical form that was incredibly tired, or the supportive medication that kept me relaxed enough, I somehow pulled through. I was communicative, I was jovial in parts, and once I was prepped and in, I woke.

It was all in an instant for me. A non-cognitive, blissful instant for me. I had survived.

Right now, I'm still numb and swollen. Right now, I feel tired. I have had only a small bit of water here and there, because my body is doing the smart thing of holding back any appetite until I know it will be safe.

I figured I would type this out while I was just functional enough. Maybe as a reminder for myself; maybe to help those that are struggling with their own issues.

I regret how long it took, but I knew it was waiting for the right moment.
But I am so grateful it worked out as it did. Maybe I'll determine what really caused this fear/anxiety/phobia, and work on that as well. For now, it's time for some sick leave and relaxation.

Maybe some yogurt in the morning. As a treat.

Thank you for reading, if you did.

So...

ya like eggs?

You uh... wanna see Sabrina lay eggs some day?

Yuuuuuuuuuup.
Big tiddy fusion GF is now part of the fam.
I'll get a clothed piece uploaded some day.

Please welcome Micah, Stellan and the yet-to-be-named Sugarsnap

I kinda won a few adopt auctions recently u//w\\u

(That's a Mercurymon reference btw.)

So, I've been bored af.
Still waiting for Jamee's sheet to get started. Which is coo' beans an all.

But all this waiting has me thinking up far too many ideas for this new version of Jamee. Lots of ideas involving cuties I know; cuties I follow/watch, and maybe just a buncha random meme ideas.
Y'know?

Like, there's people on here I follow/watch that have the cutest and yummiest OCs/characters that I look at and go "Oh gosh, I'd love to try X idea with their character/s because it'd be so cute/sexy/yummy/lewd", but... can't start ideas when Jamee isn't here.

I have nothing against his original sheet, but... that's not exactly the version I want to use for these ideas.
For like a lot of nostalgia-themed ideas? Perf as for them!
But I want the final version of Jamee for everything present and future.

Y'all got cuties? Y'all got ideas?
Share with me. Show me what you'd like Jamee to do!

Ed: OHSHIT If you've gotten on that #GrisSwimsuit bandwagon do share with me! I've been faving up any that show up because I've been liking that challenge (and the hotties being drawn in it!)

bak again wit birf

Still on wait for the new sheet.

But, I've found myself flip-flopping on details.
Do I keep the rainbow bangs?
Keep his dicc the same length or smaller?
Big nutt?

Being out of the scene has me thinking up too many changes for Jamee.
It's a good thing, because I want to run every idea and make sure he's perfect forever.
But I'm still carrying a deep scar from the toxic shit I dealt with on here.
Y'all want to help me brainstorm?

Oh, something something tooth infection idk.

That's the gist.
I've done nothing on it or with it for too long, so I'm scrubbing it.

For an incredibly dead account, I now have the urge to create a shortstack milf.
But I need a species - and the only one I have on choice right now is corgi.
Halp?

is birf today.
31. woooo

One of the big issues with waiting on a ref sheet is that your sub-conscious sticks every theme based around it and makes it your fluffing goal to fave every piece of femboy artwork you see bc GDI MY NEEDS TO GET ART OF IT ARE TOO HIGH

I'm on a strange femboy kick atm.
I want to get art, but I'm still waiting for Jamee's new sheet.
So for now it's just a fave-ing binge.

If I were to sell some OCs.. which ones should I sell off?

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9528872/

If you're also an artist and want to do some work, comment in that journal.

If we got Femboy Hooters, Yandere Pizza Hut, Milf Dennys, and that In & Awoos..

Does that mean we can also have Tsundere Dominos?
Jus' sayin.

Who wants a yummy date with one of mine?

I'm looking at getting some of these again:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36715167/

Just comment which of mine you'd like to pair with.
Please - don't pick Jamee. Please.

The world sucks right now.
But what doesn't suck is supporting others.
With that in mind..

Anyone who likes any of my cuties and has an artist friend on here needing help - hit me up and we will get art together.
SFW or NSFW is perf fine. Let's help who and where we can, fam. <3