ACen
Posted 11 years agoI'm at my hotel and going to be at the convention this weekend. I know its an anime convention but if any of you furs are gonna be there I'd like to meet some peoples.
TMI Tuesday again. Yay
Posted 11 years agoAsk me some questions peoples!~
Remember that no question asked in these journals is ever off limits and I will always answer with complete honesty. ^_^
Remember that no question asked in these journals is ever off limits and I will always answer with complete honesty. ^_^
I don't really understand
Posted 11 years agoI want to draw, but I always have this scared feeling whenever I even think about drawing or go to grab my sketchbook or tablet. It's a weird feeling that I'm going to try to describe here, for my own sake, but if any of you have any suggestions or anything of the sort is appreciated.
Whenever I draw anything I always have whatever I'm going to draw envisioned already in my mind. Its no surprise that I'm not a great artist. Whenever I have a finished piece in front of me I always am severely disappointed. No, I'm not expecting perfection but it still feels like I'm not doing as well as I feel I should be able to? I'm not really sure. Yeah some pieces I am very happy with how they turn out but still, something in me still gives me disappointment. I can't help it. I know that I need to keep practicing if I want to keep getting better, but every time I want to draw, I'm always stopped, as if I'm stunned in fear of what I'm going to produce. At this point in time I feel like I envision what I want to draw and at the same time my brain automatically envisions what my final product is going to look like and then all inspiration and anything of the sort is just completely wiped away from me and I never pick it up.
I really want to get better as an artist and I really want to keep drawing. It has always been a fun thing for me to do but I just don't know what is up with me lately. It's really kind of sad. It's kind of depressing me even more. Who knows, though. My mind/feelings/emotions have been in an unstable state for the past few weeks. Maybe once I sort that out, my whole drawing issue will fall back into place again.
Anymore, I've just been feeling all these feelings that I just really haven't been able to explain for some reason. I have all these feelings mixed together at once. I can be happy, but yet at the same time I feel sad, lonely, depressed, angry, hopeful, hurt, etc. I feel like a mess and I just dont know what to do. I think because of this also I just seem to get very irritated more often. I seem to have less patience than I used to, getting irritated or pissed off at things I normally would just shrug off and keep going on with my day. Every so often I just take time and sit in my room and just try to sort out all my feelings, but I just can't seem to. I don't know why I feel all these things at once. I sometimes feel like its all the emotions that I've kept bottled up for so long trying to finally escape. I've always had trust issues, and therefore find it very hard to trust people. It's for this reason that I've never really opened up to anyone completely. Sure, I've talked to people about how I feel, but even when I do I tend to either make up some lies, or just avoid the whole truth. I have many great friends, that I'm sure wouldn't mind listening to everything I say, but I just can't find it within myself to open up to someone and let them know every single thing about me. I always put on a happy face so that people won't worry about me. And because of this no one ever seems to see how confused and/or hurt I really am on the inside. I sometimes make little posts or skype mood updates intending for people to reach out to me, but even as soon as someone does, I just can never open up and say what's really on my mind. And at the same time, I just feel absolutely terrible. As if I'm being an attention whore and just being like "HEY PAY ATTENTION TO ME." *sighs*
Well this journal really de-railed from what I originally wanted to talk about, but I guess its not entirely a bad thing. Was supposed to be a journal trying to figure out why I can never seem to draw anything anymore. Seems I have more on my mind than I really thought. I kind of want to delete half this journal, but I think I'll keep it there. Mostly for my own sake. I think I was able to, for once, put some of my thoughts down that I haven't before. Heh.
Thanks if you actually read all this. Not really sure what else to say,
Whenever I draw anything I always have whatever I'm going to draw envisioned already in my mind. Its no surprise that I'm not a great artist. Whenever I have a finished piece in front of me I always am severely disappointed. No, I'm not expecting perfection but it still feels like I'm not doing as well as I feel I should be able to? I'm not really sure. Yeah some pieces I am very happy with how they turn out but still, something in me still gives me disappointment. I can't help it. I know that I need to keep practicing if I want to keep getting better, but every time I want to draw, I'm always stopped, as if I'm stunned in fear of what I'm going to produce. At this point in time I feel like I envision what I want to draw and at the same time my brain automatically envisions what my final product is going to look like and then all inspiration and anything of the sort is just completely wiped away from me and I never pick it up.
I really want to get better as an artist and I really want to keep drawing. It has always been a fun thing for me to do but I just don't know what is up with me lately. It's really kind of sad. It's kind of depressing me even more. Who knows, though. My mind/feelings/emotions have been in an unstable state for the past few weeks. Maybe once I sort that out, my whole drawing issue will fall back into place again.
Anymore, I've just been feeling all these feelings that I just really haven't been able to explain for some reason. I have all these feelings mixed together at once. I can be happy, but yet at the same time I feel sad, lonely, depressed, angry, hopeful, hurt, etc. I feel like a mess and I just dont know what to do. I think because of this also I just seem to get very irritated more often. I seem to have less patience than I used to, getting irritated or pissed off at things I normally would just shrug off and keep going on with my day. Every so often I just take time and sit in my room and just try to sort out all my feelings, but I just can't seem to. I don't know why I feel all these things at once. I sometimes feel like its all the emotions that I've kept bottled up for so long trying to finally escape. I've always had trust issues, and therefore find it very hard to trust people. It's for this reason that I've never really opened up to anyone completely. Sure, I've talked to people about how I feel, but even when I do I tend to either make up some lies, or just avoid the whole truth. I have many great friends, that I'm sure wouldn't mind listening to everything I say, but I just can't find it within myself to open up to someone and let them know every single thing about me. I always put on a happy face so that people won't worry about me. And because of this no one ever seems to see how confused and/or hurt I really am on the inside. I sometimes make little posts or skype mood updates intending for people to reach out to me, but even as soon as someone does, I just can never open up and say what's really on my mind. And at the same time, I just feel absolutely terrible. As if I'm being an attention whore and just being like "HEY PAY ATTENTION TO ME." *sighs*
Well this journal really de-railed from what I originally wanted to talk about, but I guess its not entirely a bad thing. Was supposed to be a journal trying to figure out why I can never seem to draw anything anymore. Seems I have more on my mind than I really thought. I kind of want to delete half this journal, but I think I'll keep it there. Mostly for my own sake. I think I was able to, for once, put some of my thoughts down that I haven't before. Heh.
Thanks if you actually read all this. Not really sure what else to say,
How about "Livin' with my bitches, hash tag LIVE"
Posted 11 years agoI'm not sure why this is a thing. I love the beat, but the lyrics, dear god...
Hmmm. I suppose it's TMI Tuesday.
Posted 11 years agoSurprised I almost forgot. At any rate, shoot me some questions. None off limits as usual.
TMI Tuesday!!!
Posted 11 years agoSo yeah. Go ahead and ask some questions. I will answer any and all questions truthfully. There are no off-limits questions so lets have fun with this, shall we?
Sorry for the attention-whoring journal
Posted 11 years agoI may or may not have gone a little over the top. I haven't been myself lately. I've been pretty fucking depressed lately, but it's just something that I'm going to have to get through. Me and a friend of mine had an argument which made me question myself and made me think that I'm nothing but a selfish asshole. Yeah, I may be a little selfish at times, but I don't think there is anyone alive who has never been selfish. As far as the asshole part, its something that I need to work at. I may be a little more calm/nice on the internet but when there's less time for me to think about whats coming out of my mouth IRL, sometimes the things I say aren't the greatest.
I just want to thank you all who were concerned enough to try to get a hold of me and talk to me even though I pretty much ignored you all. I apologize and it was really stupid of me to even think of trying to stop talking to you all. You guys are too precious to me and make me feel like I'm actually worth something. To know that people actually want to talk to me and people care about me makes me realize that maybe I'm not just some stupid-ass selfish person that no one wants to talk to. So thank you guys for that. I can't even begin to tell you how much it means to me.
Yeah I'm still a little depressed but that's just the kind of year that I've unfortunately been having. I really wish that I could just stop being so hard on myself. I have friends who tell me everyday that I'm not just a fuckup and that I need to have more self-confidence because I do well, but for some reason I have trouble believing that. I don't know why. I just really need to build my self-esteem that is way terribly low. As to how, I don't know, but maybe I'll figure it out someday.
At any rate, thank you all for reading this far and thank you for caring. <3
...Now to rebuild my profile. Damn. I guess I did go a little overboard. Well time for typing... lol
I just want to thank you all who were concerned enough to try to get a hold of me and talk to me even though I pretty much ignored you all. I apologize and it was really stupid of me to even think of trying to stop talking to you all. You guys are too precious to me and make me feel like I'm actually worth something. To know that people actually want to talk to me and people care about me makes me realize that maybe I'm not just some stupid-ass selfish person that no one wants to talk to. So thank you guys for that. I can't even begin to tell you how much it means to me.
Yeah I'm still a little depressed but that's just the kind of year that I've unfortunately been having. I really wish that I could just stop being so hard on myself. I have friends who tell me everyday that I'm not just a fuckup and that I need to have more self-confidence because I do well, but for some reason I have trouble believing that. I don't know why. I just really need to build my self-esteem that is way terribly low. As to how, I don't know, but maybe I'll figure it out someday.
At any rate, thank you all for reading this far and thank you for caring. <3
...Now to rebuild my profile. Damn. I guess I did go a little overboard. Well time for typing... lol
I'm a selfish asshole
Posted 11 years ago...and I don't deserve to have friends. bye.
TMI Tuesday!
Posted 11 years agoHeyo. Seeing as its Tuesday I figure I'll do another on eof these. Lol. Ask me anything and I'll answer with complete honesty. Nothing is off-limits. :3
Heyo! TMI Tuesday, yo.
Posted 11 years agoAsk me some question fuzzbutts! :D No question is off-limits so ask away!
Guess what I haven't done in a few weeks. TMI Tuesday yo!
Posted 11 years agoAlright my fellow furry friends, (and possibly scalie too!) Go ahead and ask this green wolf some questions and I will answer with complete honesty. Just a reminder that absolutely no question is off limits. So lets have some fun with this, shall we? :D
*shrugs*
Posted 11 years agoWarning: This is kind of a rant, in case you don't want to read it. LOL
So, I'm getting really frustrated. Like I just don't know anymore. I normally voice chat with a group a friends most everyday in a mumble server. It kind of just serves as a hangout for like a group of people, and we just keep inviting people to come join us. But lately, I really haven't been. Probably like 20-25ish people join in there on a regular basis. We play games have fun and all, but just lately, it seems like all everyone really does in there is rage at others while playing games. It's kind of starting to NOT be fun anymore. We've had some people who used to frequent just up and leave without a word, simply because they weren't as good at a game as the rest of us, and instead of HELPING them, everyone just decides to start RAGING and making fun of said person. Yeah, its fun to mess around with each other and say X person sucks, but its all in good fun. Like, I'm just kind of getting tired of all the negativity. It really is making my gaming experiences just so not fun. Gaming is supposed to be fun and relaxing, but its difficult to have fun when people are being harassed for not being good at a game.
To be honest I really have no idea where I'm going with all this. It's just something that's really been bugging me lately. Like, I feel like I need to find a new "group" of gamer friends to hang around with. Maybe some more around my skill level or maybe just some that aren't just complete dicks. I'm mainly a multiplayer gamer, and to me, its hard to have fun on those games without playing with people you know. I feel like its starting to rub off on me, too. Certain people who join in the mumble server, I give them waaaay more shit than they can bear sometimes, and I just feel like a royal dick afterwards, and I really dont want to be like that. Sometimes it makes me question on who I really am. Sometimes I don't even know. I feel like I am just easily influenced and just tend to "follow the leader."
Heh. Well thats all I really have to say for now. It's not really organized or anything. Just started typing the things that were on my mind right now. Thank you to anyone who decides to read this all the way through.
Hey Brother
Posted 11 years agoSo, like I'm totally obsessed with this song. I think it has great meaning and also the music is great. The video just makes it that much more meaningful. Definitely worth a listen!
Wow It's already TMI Tuesday again!
Posted 11 years agoSomeday (maybe) I'll stop doing these every week, but I just think its so fun. :D At any rate, ask any question you would like, and I'll answer with complete honesty. No question is off limits!
Zavryniqua
Posted 11 years ago.....is back. press f5 for new avatar image
TMI Tuesday. HEYO
Posted 11 years agoHey guys. Ask some questions n stuff. Nothing is off limits as far as questions go. :3
Yay. It's TMI Tuesday again!
Posted 11 years agoI think you all know the drill by now. Ask me some questions. Anything at all. No questions are ever off limits. :D
EDIT: I'm heading into work, so my responses will be delayed but I'll respond to your questions as soon as I get the chance!
EDIT: I'm heading into work, so my responses will be delayed but I'll respond to your questions as soon as I get the chance!
According to this thing, I should be in jail. lel
Posted 11 years ago[X] smoked
[X] consumed alcohol
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[X] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[X] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs
Total so far: 8
[X] taken painkillers
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
[X] gotten into a fight
[ ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die.
Total so far: 15
[X] missed curfew
[X] stayed out all night
[X] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[X] dyed your hair
[X] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[ ] been to a bar
Total so far: 20
[ ] been to a wild party
[X] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[X] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[X] wore arm bands
[X] wore t-shirts with band names
[X] listened to rap
[X] owned a 50 Cent CD
Total so far: 26
[X] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed lolita
[ ] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[X] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[X] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[X] laughed at someones pain
[X] had a crush on a neighbor
Total so far: 31
[X] had a crush on a friend
[X] been to a concert.
[X] dry-humped someone
[X] been called a slut
[X] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in your car
[ ] broken a mirror
[X] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[X] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
Total so far: 38
[ ] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[X] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[ ] cruised on mail
[ ] skipped school
[X] had surgery
[X] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[X] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ ] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age to get into the r rated movie
Total so far: 42
[X] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[X] got in trouble with the police
[X] talked to a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[ ] licked a stranger-
[X] been verbally harassed
[ ] been physically harassed
Total so far: 47
[X] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[X] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[X] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[X] been to a fair
[X] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[X] cheated on a test
Grand Total: 54
If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm bad kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a bad influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I should be in jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I should be shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I should be dead]
[X] consumed alcohol
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[X] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[X] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs
Total so far: 8
[X] taken painkillers
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
[X] gotten into a fight
[ ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die.
Total so far: 15
[X] missed curfew
[X] stayed out all night
[X] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[X] dyed your hair
[X] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[ ] been to a bar
Total so far: 20
[ ] been to a wild party
[X] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[X] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[X] wore arm bands
[X] wore t-shirts with band names
[X] listened to rap
[X] owned a 50 Cent CD
Total so far: 26
[X] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed lolita
[ ] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[X] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[X] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[X] laughed at someones pain
[X] had a crush on a neighbor
Total so far: 31
[X] had a crush on a friend
[X] been to a concert.
[X] dry-humped someone
[X] been called a slut
[X] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in your car
[ ] broken a mirror
[X] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[X] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
Total so far: 38
[ ] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[X] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[ ] cruised on mail
[ ] skipped school
[X] had surgery
[X] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[X] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ ] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age to get into the r rated movie
Total so far: 42
[X] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[X] got in trouble with the police
[X] talked to a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[ ] licked a stranger-
[X] been verbally harassed
[ ] been physically harassed
Total so far: 47
[X] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[X] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[X] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[X] been to a fair
[X] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[X] cheated on a test
Grand Total: 54
If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm bad kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a bad influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I should be in jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I should be shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I should be dead]
...A thing.
Posted 11 years agoYour Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x]You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x]Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth. (Shamefully)
Total = 9
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You like to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ]Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x]Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
total = 12
Seems pretty accurate. lol
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x]You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x]Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth. (Shamefully)
Total = 9
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You like to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ]Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x]Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
total = 12
Seems pretty accurate. lol
It's that time of week again. TMI Tuesday
Posted 11 years agoAsk me some questions. No question is off limits. :3
Oh my goodness! Almost forgot TMI TUESDAY
Posted 11 years agoLets do this! Ask some questions and I'll answer them honestly. Remember, there's no restrictions on what you can ask!!
Oh, hey. It's TMI Tuesday again!
Posted 11 years agoYou know what that means. Ask me some questions everyone! It can be ANYTHING at all and I will answer honestly. ^^
EDIT: Heading out for work now. I wont answer right away but I will still respond when I get the chance!
EDIT: Heading out for work now. I wont answer right away but I will still respond when I get the chance!
TMI Tuesday!
Posted 11 years agoAsk me anything and I'll answer with complete honesty. :3
TMI Tuesdayayayayayayay
Posted 11 years agoSO GUESS WHAT?!.
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CHICKEN BUTT! HAH
No but seriously, TMI Tuesday peoples, ask me questions and Ill answer them. Seriously, ANYTHING! :3
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CHICKEN BUTT! HAH
No but seriously, TMI Tuesday peoples, ask me questions and Ill answer them. Seriously, ANYTHING! :3
Meme Thing
Posted 11 years ago===============================================================================================================
ONE - Wiggle? wat?
TWO - Are you single? Single
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 252?
FIVE - Least favorite color?: *shrugs* Purple? I love all colors, though. lol
SIX - Favorite candy?: I don't eat candy that often, but I'm really loving me some warheads lately.
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nothing.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Eh...
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Nope
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Well, I'm not in school anymore, but my favorite was art.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: Nope.
TWELVE - How do you make money?: I work. As a cook. At a nursing home.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: I don't really feel like I have a "best" friend.
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: I don't
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Not so much
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: GAAAAYYY
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: I have work shoes, and my everything else shoes. And its definitely not my work shoes.
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No. But I thought about getting some as a joke.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: Not here. hahah.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Getting ready for work
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: Yeah.... unfortunately.
HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: A lot of things. Just woke up. My thoughts are always jumbled this early.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Typing out the answer to this question
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Nope. (but I've only been awake for 30 mins)
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: Nope
Honestly, who did you last call? I think my brother.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Not really.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Lately, my RL friends that just love to exclude me from things.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Yes. T.T
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Kind of.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Not that I can think of. hahah.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: I don't stay friends with people I dont like. Why do people do this? I dont understand...
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yep
Can you dance?: nonono. Nope
Can you do a cart wheel?: Uhhh, no.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Never tried, but probably no.
Can you whistle? Yes. Badly, though.
Can you wiggle your ears?: No. Hahah.
Can you wiggle your nose?: Nope
Can you roll your tongue?: Yeppers.
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: Almost. I stopped trying, though.
ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you're mad?: Honestly, I usually just seclude myself from everything and everyone. Hahah...
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Punch someone. Not too terribly bad...
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: I don't believe so.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: A few times.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yep
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Nope
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Nope
Ever cried over the same sex?: Yeah...
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Not normally.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Depends on if I'm already pissed / sad
Do certain movies make you cry? Yep
Ever cried from reading a book?: Don't think so.
CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: Not wearing a shirt
Necklace(s)?: Nope
Shoes?: Not wearing shoes either.
HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: Yes.
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: Nope, although I've done that with people on Skype.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: No. Felt like I might have once before, though. =p
Laughed so hard you cried?: Yep.
Got in a fight with someone?: Yeppers.
THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: My brother.
Person you talked to online?: My nonfur freinds Lupe, and Brendon. Also a certain crazy blue tiger. =p
Person you hugged?: My friend / coworker Katie. :3
RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: Kind of.
Do you get along with your parents?: I get along with my parents. My mom moreso than my dad, though.
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Heh. Yeah... Had one at work christmas eve actually.....
CURRENT:
Current mood: Tired.
Current music: Demons - Imagine Dragons
Current hair style: Uhhh. Idk. Long? Hahahah
Current crush: A certain friend only maybe two of you on my watchers list would know, his name is Ray. =p
Current thing I ought to be doing: Getting ready for work.
Current windows open: Too many. FA, Weasyl, Slacker Radio, Furthia High, Housepets!, Tumblr, Askmrrobot, Twitter, Facebook, Youtube, Yahoo Mail, MMO-Champion, WoWhead, yeah. hahah. Also Steam and Skype etc.
Current desktop picture: The default deskptop
THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: Yes
Did you ever run away from home?: No.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: Nah
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: Nope.
THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: Mhmm
Do you like roller coasters?: Ehhh. Not really.
Do you own a bike?: Yes.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: No?
THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: Yeah.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: Decent, but it takes a lot to start up for some reason. T.T
Does your family have family picnics?: Not really.
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: twice.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Nope
Have you ever painted your nails?: Nah, but I thought about it
THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5'8 or 5'9
How much money do you have on you right now?: In cash? $35, I got like over $400 in the bank which will be going to bills soon. >.>
THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: My friends Kyle and Ray
Last thing someone said to you?: Idk
Last thing you said out loud?: "Lupe hasn't even heard me this entire time. GG"
THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: Everybody Talks - Neon Trees
What is the weather outside?: Cold, but not as cold as last week.
What radio station do you listen to?: Pop music. Sometimes techo/dance stations
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: I don't remember. Hahah.
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Tea. :3 Yumm
What was the last movie you watched?: The Lion King (for like the 3412987098th time. Best movie evar.) Besides that, the second Thor movie.
ONE - Wiggle? wat?
TWO - Are you single? Single
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 252?
FIVE - Least favorite color?: *shrugs* Purple? I love all colors, though. lol
SIX - Favorite candy?: I don't eat candy that often, but I'm really loving me some warheads lately.
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nothing.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Eh...
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Nope
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Well, I'm not in school anymore, but my favorite was art.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: Nope.
TWELVE - How do you make money?: I work. As a cook. At a nursing home.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: I don't really feel like I have a "best" friend.
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: I don't
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Not so much
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: GAAAAYYY
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: I have work shoes, and my everything else shoes. And its definitely not my work shoes.
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No. But I thought about getting some as a joke.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: Not here. hahah.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Getting ready for work
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: Yeah.... unfortunately.
HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: A lot of things. Just woke up. My thoughts are always jumbled this early.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Typing out the answer to this question
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Nope. (but I've only been awake for 30 mins)
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: Nope
Honestly, who did you last call? I think my brother.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Not really.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Lately, my RL friends that just love to exclude me from things.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Yes. T.T
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Kind of.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Not that I can think of. hahah.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: I don't stay friends with people I dont like. Why do people do this? I dont understand...
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yep
Can you dance?: nonono. Nope
Can you do a cart wheel?: Uhhh, no.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Never tried, but probably no.
Can you whistle? Yes. Badly, though.
Can you wiggle your ears?: No. Hahah.
Can you wiggle your nose?: Nope
Can you roll your tongue?: Yeppers.
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: Almost. I stopped trying, though.
ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you're mad?: Honestly, I usually just seclude myself from everything and everyone. Hahah...
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Punch someone. Not too terribly bad...
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: I don't believe so.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: A few times.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yep
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Nope
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Nope
Ever cried over the same sex?: Yeah...
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Not normally.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Depends on if I'm already pissed / sad
Do certain movies make you cry? Yep
Ever cried from reading a book?: Don't think so.
CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: Not wearing a shirt
Necklace(s)?: Nope
Shoes?: Not wearing shoes either.
HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: Yes.
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: Nope, although I've done that with people on Skype.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: No. Felt like I might have once before, though. =p
Laughed so hard you cried?: Yep.
Got in a fight with someone?: Yeppers.
THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: My brother.
Person you talked to online?: My nonfur freinds Lupe, and Brendon. Also a certain crazy blue tiger. =p
Person you hugged?: My friend / coworker Katie. :3
RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: Kind of.
Do you get along with your parents?: I get along with my parents. My mom moreso than my dad, though.
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Heh. Yeah... Had one at work christmas eve actually.....
CURRENT:
Current mood: Tired.
Current music: Demons - Imagine Dragons
Current hair style: Uhhh. Idk. Long? Hahahah
Current crush: A certain friend only maybe two of you on my watchers list would know, his name is Ray. =p
Current thing I ought to be doing: Getting ready for work.
Current windows open: Too many. FA, Weasyl, Slacker Radio, Furthia High, Housepets!, Tumblr, Askmrrobot, Twitter, Facebook, Youtube, Yahoo Mail, MMO-Champion, WoWhead, yeah. hahah. Also Steam and Skype etc.
Current desktop picture: The default deskptop
THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: Yes
Did you ever run away from home?: No.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: Nah
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: Nope.
THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: Mhmm
Do you like roller coasters?: Ehhh. Not really.
Do you own a bike?: Yes.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: No?
THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: Yeah.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: Decent, but it takes a lot to start up for some reason. T.T
Does your family have family picnics?: Not really.
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: twice.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Nope
Have you ever painted your nails?: Nah, but I thought about it
THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5'8 or 5'9
How much money do you have on you right now?: In cash? $35, I got like over $400 in the bank which will be going to bills soon. >.>
THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: My friends Kyle and Ray
Last thing someone said to you?: Idk
Last thing you said out loud?: "Lupe hasn't even heard me this entire time. GG"
THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: Everybody Talks - Neon Trees
What is the weather outside?: Cold, but not as cold as last week.
What radio station do you listen to?: Pop music. Sometimes techo/dance stations
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: I don't remember. Hahah.
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Tea. :3 Yumm
What was the last movie you watched?: The Lion King (for like the 3412987098th time. Best movie evar.) Besides that, the second Thor movie.