So I FINALLY got around to installing a word processor on the new laptop I got two years ago (been dicking around playing video games too much), and all of a sudden an idea for a story hits me. So I guess I'm writing again. I'm going to try to keep this one short so I actually finish it before I lose focus again, but in the meantime I figured I'd post an update since it's been TWO YEARS since I posted anything and holy crap where did time go.

So yeah. I'm writing again and will hopefully actually submit a thing soon after all this time. I don't even know if I have anybody watching me any more but the urge to write sexy things with Pokémon has suddenly hit me once again.

Spoilers, it's a Ninetales. Because Ninetales will never not be sexy in my book. And because touch fluffy tail.

It'd just be so much simpler than this completely fragmented state of mind I'm in now. My brain is constantly working at trying to process at least seven things at once, and doing it all in the forefront of my mind, leaving very little room for actually trying to apply any thoughts I have.

Which is seriously fucking with both my schoolwork and creativity.

So that's what's going on with me.

One does not simply rave into Mordor.


It doesn't show it in the video, but my friend and I discovered this fun fact. You haven't lived until you see the Witch-King of Angmar, Sauron, and a Balrog getting their rave moves on.

And this time I'm going to force myself to finish the story. No matter what. Tired of leaving my stories half-written and sitting around rotting on my hard drive.

Only thing is, I'm not 100% sure if I'm going to upload it here when it's finished.

Two reasons:

1) It doesn't involve furries in any way whatsoever.
2) It's a bit of a fanfiction, and I'm not entirely sure about the policy for that sort of thing here.

On the other hand, this is the only place I really ever upload things. So there's that.

What do you guys think?

What a strange number, 2013. Just looking at it, it seems weird somehow. Or maybe it's just me. Either way, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

So Christmas just happened.

I got Darksiders 2, Bioshock and Bioshock 2, and a new pair of pants. Yay me!

In other news HOLY FUCKING SHIT FUCK DARKSIDERS 2 IS AMAZING.

I'm completely blown away by the improvements in platforming, combat, animations, just about everythin compared to the first game. I mean, I enjoyed the first game a fair amount, but when I put in the disc for Darksiders 2 and played through the first 15 minutes of the game, I was just like "...whoa. This is gonna be sweet." And it is.

So yeah. if you enjoyed the first game but haven't played the second, or you enjoyed God of War or Castlevania: Lords of Shadow (ugh), you're going to freakin love Darksiders 2.

I been doing some Pokemon breeding lately.

FUN FACT 1: Shellder and Clamperl are incapable of breeding.
FUN FACT 2: Both are capable of breeding with Kabuto.
FUN FACT 3: Shellder can breed with Drapion and Archeops. But not Clamperl.
FUN FACT 4: Clamperl can breed with Dragonite. But not Shellder.

Never mind they're both clams. Explain, Game Freak.

And then there's the infamous Wailord/Skitty breeding.

Started off with me going out to buy some socks, then had a job interview at Gamestop.

Ended with me hanging out with a couple friends (which we do every Wednesday anyway).

It literally did not feel like Halloween at all to me.

Cuz I'm drawing stuff right now. My only project right now is to go through a list of the characters in Arcana Heart 3 and draw each of them with a Pokemon or two. Just cuz it'd be a fun crossover. I'm having trouble coming up with Pokemon for certain characters though. If you're familiar with the game, feel free to suggest things. If not, feel free to look them up and suggest things. Here's my list so far.

Weiss: Either Bisharp or Scyther.
Scharlachrot: ???
Petra: ???
Eko: Ditto (posing as Kazu).
Clarice: Swoobat maybe?
Elsa: ???
Zenia: Weavile.
Dorothy: ???
Mei Fang: Blaziken.
Liesolette: Banette. Of that there's no question.
Catherine: Magnezone.
Kira: Tentacruel.
Lilica: Crobat.
Fiona: Aggron.
Akane: Lucario.
Yoriko: Duskull.
Angelia: ???
Nazuna: Mightyena.
Saki: ???
Maori: ???
Konoha: Riolu.
Heart: Skitty. Already done.
Kamui: Celebi.
Parace: Arceus

I'm in the process of creating a new universe to write stories about. Not long stories, because I know how those turn out (THEY DON'T), just little oneshots of various things. So I'm doing all this and gettin my inspiration together.

Aaaaand my laptop's power cord breaks. And I won't have the money to replace it for a week at least.

WOO.

Yeah, I'm still lurking around. Sorry for the extended absence, I've just not really had anything to say.

So yeah. I'll leave you with a video.

Yay me.

Woke up at about 2 pm today facing the prospect of having very little to do other than work out and then play Sonic 2 with a friend.

And then suddenly a friend of said friend shows up and the whole thing unravels into the most fun afternoon I've had in a LONG time.

Holy FUCK I need to hang out with that guy more often. He almost got me laid.

I'm going to find a girl in real life who I love as much as I love Iri Flina (from Sword Girls).







Hah, yeah right. Not getting my hopes up again. I'll stick with Iri.

For a little over two months now, there's been this weird haze over everything in my mind. Literally nothing seems real anymore, it's like it's all a weird dream I can't wake up from. My sense of time is shot to hell, and I've been having a VERY hard time remembering anything that's happened. There are a lot of times I can't even remember things that happened two minutes earlier even. Being with friends helps a bit, but as soon as I leave, everything that happened just goes straight out the window.

Hell I spent the last week on vacation in Michigan visiting relatives and family friends, and there's MAYBE two distinct memories out of all of it that stick out through the haze.

So yeah. I think I might be broken.

I just beat Sonic the Hedgehog (the original) with all the Chaos Emeralds in a little under an hour. I also got through the entire game with only one death. My childhood is now complete.

My mind was completely blown when I got through both the Labyrinth Zone boss and Scrap Brain Zone 3 without dying once in either.

And then after all this I realize.

My one death was in Green Hill Zone 3 DURING invincibility when I fell between two spikes into a bottomless pit.

Holy fuck. Suddenly I'm reminded just how much I love this anime.

Robotnik might have actually been scary.

I'm back to being forever alone and totally ok with it. That's a shame.

Stuff happened and now I'm not so annoyed with the world.

The money situation still pisses me off though.

I'm literally THIS close to giving up on life, happiness, love, all of it.

So there I am, not caring about love or girlfriends or anything, and this girl walks into my workplace. She's cute, funny, fun to talk with, everything I could want, video games included. She's literally the perfect girl for me. So I spend enough time with her to be convinced that I'm in love with her.

And then life fucking TEARS it apart. AGAIN. She lost her job there and she lives an hour away so I we can't just hang out easily anyway.

Then there's my money situation. I'm pretty much permanently broke. I live with my parents because I can't afford to move out. Why can't I afford to move out? Because my parents charge me rent equal to about half my income. Which combined with gas money leaves me with about 30 dollars to spare each month.

I can't even go back to school because I can't afford the gas to drive there.

So you know what? Fuck life. Fuck happiness. Fuck everything. I'm done with it.

Don't misinterpret it. I have no idea whether or not this girl shares my feelings. I might just be a friend to her. So before you go all "good for you you have a girlfriend" (like a certain mechanical canine I know), know that I don't right now. With luck I will soon though.

Annoying how she lives an hour away from me though.

Is it the ability to be completely at ease with everything just by looking at a picture of someone? Just complete and utter contentment with everything in your life, with only the thoughts of her in your mind.

Is it the feeling of happiness when said someone comes over to join you for lunch without you ever broaching the subject with her, and being able to just enjoy a meal despite the terrible food simply because she's having it with you?

Maybe it's the reason that a terribly reclusive person such as myself can be completely relaxed and just be myself in public places with this girl, despite only having known her for a month, while such a thing normally requires years of history with my company.

Someone confirm what love is for me, because I think I'm feeling it.

Yes, I am still working on that LoL story. Thank god.

Aaaaaand that's about all there is to update people on. My life is boring as fuck.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cg-_HeVNYOk

That is all.