After my ordeal I was sent to Kansas to stay with a fur mistress who didn't treat me as a person at all. Now that I have returned to Michigan, I have new drawing tools, a digital drawing pad and scanner to upload new things. I'm also available to do badges, character sketches and colored ones for all. Pricing starting at $5-$20 depending on detailed and color. You can reach me here or on my FB.

www.facebook.com/ayshia.d.amerson

I'm on FB usually all day. I also have a friend who makes hand crafted artwork. Journals, head mounts, even cloth and paper mache models. I will also be helping making designs and colors. He can even make jewlery of many types. EVERYTHING HANDMADE AND AWESOME! Please check them out and maybe you'll find something you like!

https://www.etsy.com/shop/thegodandthefool

We're here for you. We listen, We satisfy.

Even steampunk items can be made upon request!

Thanks for the views, Nuzzles and paws- Dashal Snow.

I want old school romance. I want doors opened, taken dancing, not twerking, I want fancy gala type ball room dream. I want to my chair pulled out when we go out to eat, even at home. I want drawn baths, roses every anniversary, help zipping up a dress. Deep passionate kisses that lead to caressing and being held. What happened to that? I want someone to stay up at night talking about our day, playing with hair. Hand holding on walks in public, kisses and just feeling solid. Find me that and I swear you'll never hear a complaint.

After the verbal disappointment of my sibling for not putting effort in job searching instead of drawing all day, we sat to a light dinner of salad with diced turkey ham. I sat there in silence as she once again brought up her disappointment in my effortless effort in looking for some employment. I began to feel some anger rise in me but decided that she is right and spent three hours filling out just 7 applications. But while I did so, I recall my friend telling me to hit her up sometime on Skype, since I recalled that I had joined the limited little social app with options of text or video camera chat. I snuck off from the job hunt to chat via text. She informed me of her live drawing page so I quickly joined to see how one can do it via computer instead of paper that I use daily. I enjoyed watching her style of art while I still popped in to my apps and continued them quickly so that we could finish chatting. She was very patient while I told her bits of my past and we shared common interests. I felt way better than I did all day when I chatted with her. I hope to do so again today once I fill out even more job apps. Time to finish my movie and head to bed. This pup is tired.

Nothing good happens after 2am. -how I met your mother

This quote has never rang truer than anything I've ever heard. It's currently after 2am. I've been sitting here in the dark,family Guy playing in the background being ignored as I type. Sunsets,sunrises. I like to reminisce of things that make me feel better after each day. Voices shouting over my music, arguments and threats. And I just sit and try to fade out my sister and her girlfriend words. I think back to when I was a young pup, my mother cutting pumpkins with my sister and I. The sloppy faces we made, my heart beats rapidly with excitement as we placed the candles inside after hollowing them. Finally, silence in the apartment. I wasn't worried about them anymore. They just go to bed while I sit alone. Drawing, trying to imagine what it is that causes such anger at one another, the stupidity of staying with someone you fight with each day..I finished my drawing. A new character that I may put in a comic. Maybe something light hearted and happy or maybe something dark and sinister? Who knows? The silence is killing me. Time to listen to some industrial as I try to sleep on the beige bed that is the couch.