My poor 14 year old dog has passed. I wish I could say she went peacefully but I'd be lying. I found her gagging on her own blood i not know what happened but the vet said she'd have trouble breathing later on in life but no it was right there. Gagging on her own blood I held her till she stopped moving I kept telling her it's ok mommy here, I called my friends husband for help but he came to late I held her to her last breath..one thing I never wanted was her to die alone and I got that wish but my screams of pain and my mother was horrible to hear. But now knowing she'll no longer suffer hurts yet relives me but I had her from 2011 to now I took care of her spoiled her and loved her she had a better life with me.

From a puppy mill to an abusive home to me where she was treated like a queen and a baby. She was there when I was at my lowest when I miscarried my first child she was there snuggled up to me licking my tears while my ex refused to help, she was there to notify me when my mom blood sugar dropped dangerously low, even when I had a bad day she'd jump up to my bed and lay with me now I have nothin but my tears.

I love you Tinkerbelle I hope you're in a better place where you can have all the things you ever wanted more beds then I can buy, more treats and other dogs you'd be ok with being around or even cats since you seemed to like them more.

I'll have her cremated so I'll always have her by me. I don't care of the cost. I'll always remember that happy cute face she gave me seeing when I walked in the door tail wagging wanting all the love..I'll miss my baby girl..my spoiled princess.

Tinkerbelle died at the age of 14 on May 10. 2025 with me and my mother by her side crying and screaming like banshees. May my baby girl rest in peace. I love you Tinkerbelle.

my bro home went up in flames, he lost his pets and nearly his kid from what he told me in DMs so if you can please help do so if you can not please spend the word he said he is staying with his inlaws and they are horrible people so for mainly for his daughter please help for them to get a new home

https://gofund.me/546561dd

one friend is getting married
And on the 7th of this month we found out a family friend or cousin how we always called each other was found dead and non of us can wrap out heads around it,
we're in PURE denial and I have to go to a wedding on the 16th and all that will be in the back of my head is I lost a friend, my moms bestfriend lost her son, her second born son, my friend lost an older brother and the other brother lost his little brother. non of us believe it we're all saying no he's just out we'll see him soon enough but on the 18th or 19th we'll go to his funeral before they cremate him even then we'll still be denial

so sorry for barely any art that just weighing on my mind like mad and some random days I'm crying out of the blue not even knowing I'm crying till someone points it out

so if anything hopefully by next month I can try to pump out art again

so my nephew birthday is around the corner and the kid loves to draw and what not and sometimes he doesn't like the how to books since mommy doesn't let him go on the laptop at home and I'm over there making him a simple how to drawing book and if anyone like to allow me to use they're OC in the book please send me the reference of the character I'll add it in!

anime, sonic, furry, kaiju or anything its all greatly appreciated and pictures will be taken after! and I'll add in characters name and artist beside them if anyone wants to be updated on his work or anything just ask!

thank you a head of time if you choose to help <3

YES BABY soon i'll have a 2 week vacation, starting on the 12th of September to the 26th and from there i will be redoing all my characters info and start doing the refs on the website refsheet (https://refsheet.net/Mama_Kitten) also kinda redoing looks on some of my ocs as well

hopefully to do list
• Get the commission on the sweetest guy for not rushing me TwT (thank you i tried drawing my hand crapped out on me)
• Species info. Hellccas, Xecoks, Nemphuriks, Demophastoses, and soon the new great young ones
• Skullrose Family refs
• Hell Family refs
• Mysterious Family
• Deathrose Family refs
• Oc'thioklebh Family refs
• Vasconcelos Family refs
• Kaiju Family (right now only one lmao)
• Other side characters that are loved
• World universe
•STORIES AAAHH!!!
• Multiverse characters
• Finish the YCH
• all characters Jobs and some buildings (how they look like)

I'm in need of money I'm doing commissions along side a free bust shot with it

can be a simple commission and still get a free headshot and all i ask to be commissioned and 3 - 4 days for a more detailed commission and 2-3 for a normal simple commission


Starting July 21 to august 31 2022

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She's doing well, i gave her a bath 3 days after her surgery cause her cone was itching her something angry, but she's ok just just heavily drugged to help with her pain and all that


shes fully on wet food diet cause she doesn't have le teeth, so yeah

So my dog is gonna have her surgery may 10th and im just freaking out so excuse my lack of drawing and posting i been over working myself to help pay for vet bills since barely got any commissions nor any my adopts are selling so ill still be gone trying to draw while i freak out over my dog..

got the worse news of my life. one of my dear friends die this morning and I was notified about it after a nap. and all I wanna do is vent out by drawing, any ideas is welcome to help me deal with it..thanks

RIP Dez..we love you..

I started one to help make friends and help people with art block, needing advice and just want to chill and enjoy everyone art and help get ideas for your own things, we welcome all forms of art and what not, everyone welcome


https://discord.gg/gWbYGXA9TR


let me know if the link isn't fully working was having trouble before

so i'll be posting more adopts mainly for to save up for a special gift for someones so anyone wants any future adopts (that are cheap lmao) will be up soon

so mama stuck at home till i bring a paper saying "BiTcH It A pErIOd CrAmPiNg AnD PeRiOd SiDe EfFeCt CaLm ThE FuCk DoWn iT NoT CoViD dUmBaSs, sHiT" i might redo somethings while working on things ik i owe

















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wanna see speedpaints
podcasts
and
game play
then come on down
to kitten youtube channel
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8.....qINpDn7cgSanMA

idk why i did it like this XD

i been needing to move out of my place and wanting to start a new life away from my abusive family and start a new life with my new bf and move out of Canada to else where i started a ko-fi and will hopefully start up animations ( https://twitter.com/Melissa98599618.....677293056?s=20 a wip) again cause i dont have someone ripping me down when i try, i am also gonna get married so money will help go to that as well but down low is my ko-fi you can donate any amount and one month i pick a random person for a free request so yeah


>>>>>>>https://ko-fi.com/deathkitten13<.....lt;<<<;

So life update: i broke it off, with my ex of 4 years, i wouldn't gonna wait any longer for him to man up and become a fucking man. i wanted to have a family and marriage. so before anyone asks, im 100% fine. i had friends to help me threw it all and they heard it all, even now the future husband i will help.

just know i am with my best-friend right now we're keeping each other sane enough to live life lmao

soooo, i broke up with the man child of my now ex, i couldnt take him anymore and broke it off with him, and good news. i feel lighter i feel cleaner i dont have that bad of depression now its less waves now and i'm rather happy
hopefully i can draw more now and do commissions now a days so hopefully

So llife update

My bf uncle is dying and needs help so my bf is moving out for a few months to help him while im at home alone and need money for food cause all else is going rent and bills, so i have new things on patreon as well doing ASMR on youtube, but i can do personal asmr as well i have prices on my patreon that you can see easily lol so yeah also my commissions are open too, if anyone wants to help and wants something and i cant accept donations i'll feel like a bitch if anyone does that, i rather work for my money not be a cunt and demand it

also my work is still open and i'm over there but since the owner refuses to pay that extra $2.00 on the pay so from $14.10 to $18.10 so im working more hours to save up for rent so yeah, but im trying also if anyone wants to see more of one art and will help just tell me i'll do it

but over all thats going on, remember kids wash your hands, wash your face, wash your ass, stay safe love you all~!!


will try to keep up with drawings! QwQ

.. Fuck it
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?
03: Do you regret anything?
04: Are you insecure?
05: What is your relationship status?
06: How do you want to die?
07: What did you last eat?
08: Played any sports?
09: Do you bite your nails?
10: When was your last physical fight?
11: Do you like someone?
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?
14: Do you miss someone?
15: Have any pets?
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
17: Ever made out in the bathroom?
18: Are you scared of spiders?
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?
21: What are your plans for this weekend?
22: Do you want to have kids? How many?
23: Do you have piercings? How many?
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?
25: Do you miss anyone from your past?
26: What are you craving right now?
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
28: Have you ever been cheated on?
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
30: What’s irritating you right now?
31: Does somebody love you?
32: What is your favourite color?
33: Do you have trust issues?
34: Who/what was your last dream about?
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
36: Do you give out second chances too easily?
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?
38: Is this year the best year of your life?
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
51: Favourite food?
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
54: Is cheating ever okay?
55: Are you mean?
56: How many people have you fist fought?
57: Do you believe in true love?
58: Favourite weather?
59: Do you like the snow?
60: Do you wanna get married?
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
62: What makes you happy?
63: Would you change your name?
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
69: Do you believe in soulmates?
70: Is there anyone you would die for?
________________________________________________________________________________________________
01: Kinda
02: hubby
03: a lot
04: OH YEAH
05: common law married
06: old age or drown
07: hot dogs
08: soccor
09: yeah slowly quitting
10: age at 19 full blown fight rocked a black eye and scratches
11: yes
12: oh yeah
13: list to long
14: yesh, dead bff
15: small doggo
16: Hangry
17: ....YES yes
18: i love them
19: YES
20: bedroom
21: sleep, clean eat and shite
22: 4 or 5
23: ears and nose
24: art
25: yes
26: chicken jr from mc dicks
27: yes~
28: yes..
29: yes and yes broke hearts
30: the cold
31: yeah few people
32: black, purple and red
33: yes
34: dying
35: ..hubby..?
36: no
37: forgive?...forget what is that?!
38: nope
39: 5 yrs old
40: every morning
51: steak
52: yes
53: make lunch or draw
54: depends on whats going on
55: yes
56: ...2..4...6!
57: yes
58: fall weather
59: HISS SNOW
60: no, no point to it now a days
61: yes then sexy ewe
62: art
63: maybe i like Melana
64: would be hubby or before him and if thats the case yes, keep me away from my ex >.>
65: fuck! theimpossibleone91
66 i have a hand full
67: theimpossibleone91
68: hubby
69: whats a soul...yeah i do lol
70: yes.

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Hey everyone i just wanted to know how is everyone doing no thanks to this virus going around fucking up people hours and jobs and health and what not and to make sure everyone is safe.

Also giving a heads up on my end, im still alive and well...well wellish, im still nuts tho i got my hands on something to help me relax it helps my depression and all that great mind games my demons play (and if you were wondering its White widow)

I also wanted to put it out there i'll be trying the ASMR seen as well as keeping up my art tho people said i have a sweet voice so why not try it and fail at it lol tho i'll post a drawing and link to the video when i get a fighting chance to do it since i had two days off and maybe more since the owner of my tims wants to cut back people given they shut down the front dinning room leaving the drive thru open (pbs.twimg.com/media/ETVxqLQXsA…) so yeah

but over all hope everyone is doing well and keeping safe washing yo hands and not touching yo face and keeping calm eating right and keeping away from people Owo...

yeah seasonal depression is getting far worse even to the point i was looking for something sharp, i finally kicked that stupid habit just for it to creep back in.

Doesn't help i'm also being sued cause my student loan wasn't payed fully off and now they're suing me. Hopefully i can get loan forgiveness so id don't have to deal with that and feel the guilt of my husband help pay for it and the fact i wont be able to have any hopes of kids in till all this is settled..

And why i tell you all this, is cause a lot of vent art will go up some might be worse in gore or just mentally fucked. so don't mind it, But i wont lie, i will need a lot more commissions and or patreons people joining any amount will help.

And he asked if my parents can help, well if they didn't wanna help me with my dental work, they won't help me with this! and i cracked 3 teeth and needing to pull wisdom teeth out. so please any help i'll glady take it, even a few kind words will help as well i need to keep in mind how far i came and rather not fall back in the hole of self harming to feel like i have control over something. It turned to a disgusting addiction that i hated which made me do it more, like a bloody circle.

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