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Posted 2 years agoI now be 33... Gaaawd I hate this, am getting so old x..x
A friend is holding a raffle
Posted 3 years agoAsking about
Posted 3 years agoJust curious if anyone watching me know of any artists who can do dinosaur stuff (both anthro/feral) in a moderate price?
8/8
Posted 3 years agoHappy vore day everyone, enjoy all the squirming noms or BEING the noms heh.
So tired... (Rant)
Posted 3 years agoI've just had it... I'm just over ALWAYS being the one getting fucked over by life, I see friends get to go to conventions, buy games, PCs, avatars, commissions and etc. and while I am happy for them...
I am here, what things do I get? I get never walking again cause of this fucking MS, I get never going to conventions or movies or shit anymore, I get never having enough to buy stuff I want cause our cheap ass government can't take care of their disabled, $500 a month is pennies these days... When here, house note is $500 alone, electric? $300, gas prices going up so I have to give most of my money to help family so I'm lucky as hell if I can get ANY spending money a month.
If I go out, I risk DYING cause with my weaken immune system from my MS treatment, if I catch Covid of ANY kind, I'm 85% DEAD according to my doctors so I can't ever go outside anywhere.
I need a new PC as mine as y'all know is dead as fuck, it DOES turn on but only for 20-30mins then hard crashes again... Everything is just weighing on me too much, this shit been going on since I was a kid and it's just TOO FUCKING MUCH now...
It's making me REALLY not wanting to enjoy life, VERY much testing my faith in ANY higher power with ALL this BS happening to me but also the whole world at this current state.
I'm just tired, I can't keep enduring this BS of life fucking me over again and again... I try to put on a smile and let others know I'm fine but I am NOT fine, It's waring on me.
Sorry for the rant, just had too much frustration right now... And yes, I know many people are going through a lot and I want the best for everyone but I don't want to turn snitty and jerkish to others cause of MY own downfall currently. I just needed to rant out my feelings I've had for ages now.
I am here, what things do I get? I get never walking again cause of this fucking MS, I get never going to conventions or movies or shit anymore, I get never having enough to buy stuff I want cause our cheap ass government can't take care of their disabled, $500 a month is pennies these days... When here, house note is $500 alone, electric? $300, gas prices going up so I have to give most of my money to help family so I'm lucky as hell if I can get ANY spending money a month.
If I go out, I risk DYING cause with my weaken immune system from my MS treatment, if I catch Covid of ANY kind, I'm 85% DEAD according to my doctors so I can't ever go outside anywhere.
I need a new PC as mine as y'all know is dead as fuck, it DOES turn on but only for 20-30mins then hard crashes again... Everything is just weighing on me too much, this shit been going on since I was a kid and it's just TOO FUCKING MUCH now...
It's making me REALLY not wanting to enjoy life, VERY much testing my faith in ANY higher power with ALL this BS happening to me but also the whole world at this current state.
I'm just tired, I can't keep enduring this BS of life fucking me over again and again... I try to put on a smile and let others know I'm fine but I am NOT fine, It's waring on me.
Sorry for the rant, just had too much frustration right now... And yes, I know many people are going through a lot and I want the best for everyone but I don't want to turn snitty and jerkish to others cause of MY own downfall currently. I just needed to rant out my feelings I've had for ages now.
Current Situation
Posted 3 years agoOkay so, every thing IS gone, water was still leaking out the back of the laptop this morning.
So, I will draw and post the likely next and last pic from the drive anyway even if short of the next milestone cause I owe you all that and will be B&W as I don't have my color program.
I do thank everyone who gave to it, means alot so many wanted to see me grow, sorry events led to stopping early but I need to save up on my end for a proper PC (and in general)
So while I do have my phone, I HATE typing messages on it, I have thought of making a fundme/relief thing but I refuse to do that, you guys already did enough for me and I will not beg for money unless I can give something in return.
So yeah, I'm better now emotionally but don't expect me to talk/rp or draw much for a few months.
So, I will draw and post the likely next and last pic from the drive anyway even if short of the next milestone cause I owe you all that and will be B&W as I don't have my color program.
I do thank everyone who gave to it, means alot so many wanted to see me grow, sorry events led to stopping early but I need to save up on my end for a proper PC (and in general)
So while I do have my phone, I HATE typing messages on it, I have thought of making a fundme/relief thing but I refuse to do that, you guys already did enough for me and I will not beg for money unless I can give something in return.
So yeah, I'm better now emotionally but don't expect me to talk/rp or draw much for a few months.
I hate my life...
Posted 3 years agoWelp... Life can never let me be happy as it has fuck me again, waking up this afternoon, I was moving my desk (small one on wheels) to move my laptop to use it better around gets hung and my FULL drink falls over all over my keyboard...
Now my laptop is black screened IF it turns on so its deader than dead...
No art, no messaging or anything at all... Will try my best on my phone (am using now) but yeah, no more computer now, also lost YEARS of art I saved too so this whole thing has left me VERY angry and depressed... So sorry in advance if I am not talkative for a while.
Now my laptop is black screened IF it turns on so its deader than dead...
No art, no messaging or anything at all... Will try my best on my phone (am using now) but yeah, no more computer now, also lost YEARS of art I saved too so this whole thing has left me VERY angry and depressed... So sorry in advance if I am not talkative for a while.
Growth Drive question
Posted 3 years agoSince am ALREADY about to hit my $250 ($8 away) goal in just 3 days, am considering extending it more.
Would you guys be fine with this? Y'all REALLY seem to like seeing me grow.
Made a poll here to vote yes/no on an extension/increase in goal.
https://strawpoll.com/polls/Q0Zp4E9MGZM
Would you guys be fine with this? Y'all REALLY seem to like seeing me grow.
Made a poll here to vote yes/no on an extension/increase in goal.
https://strawpoll.com/polls/Q0Zp4E9MGZM
I hate my power company
Posted 3 years agoBeen without power since 10 PM, still in dark, fucking fuuun.
;w;
Posted 3 years agoOkay... I hit $150 (THANK YOU SO MUCH)
Amma post the $100 pic tonight and post the 150 tomorrow~
Amma post the $100 pic tonight and post the 150 tomorrow~
Aaaaaaaaah
Posted 3 years agoI'm already at $100 for the drive! @..@
Growth Drive
Posted 3 years agoI've already hit the first milestone of the GD and it's only been a couple hours, with y'all already nearing the second milestone! You guys are awesome. ;w;
Will get to drawing the results pic and post it tonight, tomorrow at most!
Will get to drawing the results pic and post it tonight, tomorrow at most!
Idea for a drive...
Posted 3 years agoSo, was thinking ways of getting myself to draw more again (And to deal with financial issues) soooooo...
What would you guys think if I did a growth drive? I wanna ask y'all first, could try doing it daily or do a one every weekend, continuing from the last weekend and such on and on, getting bigger with all options, fat, vore, muscle and macro as this will also help me practice things.
I'm still thinking about the $=Size and where the growth goes and stuff but yeah... What you guys think?
What would you guys think if I did a growth drive? I wanna ask y'all first, could try doing it daily or do a one every weekend, continuing from the last weekend and such on and on, getting bigger with all options, fat, vore, muscle and macro as this will also help me practice things.
I'm still thinking about the $=Size and where the growth goes and stuff but yeah... What you guys think?
Goodbye to a friend...
Posted 3 years agoI woke up to find out one of my best friends and an amazing artist 
Bendor has passed away...
He was missing for days, even had an missing persons report sent for him by his friends and family on the 18th
https://www.facebook.com/515840657/.....692975658/?d=n
But this morning his passing happened... He was such a happy person, fun loving and more... I regret not talking to him more then I did, I'll miss him forever as this is a heavy hit to my heart.
Rest In Peace Bendor, hope you're at ease now bud, may heaven take care of you now.
Bendor has passed away...He was missing for days, even had an missing persons report sent for him by his friends and family on the 18th
https://www.facebook.com/515840657/.....692975658/?d=n
But this morning his passing happened... He was such a happy person, fun loving and more... I regret not talking to him more then I did, I'll miss him forever as this is a heavy hit to my heart.
Rest In Peace Bendor, hope you're at ease now bud, may heaven take care of you now.
It's Appreciate a Dragon Day?
Posted 3 years agoAlready? Wow, well... Much love to all my fellow dergs today!
Happy New Years
Posted 3 years agoWishing everyone a safe and great New Years, as well as all a good and better 2022!
Art Flood Soon
Posted 3 years agoHave a loooooot of art I've commissioned, been gifted for bday and xmas, then more that I'll be posing over the next few days.
Thought I'd give a heads up!
Thought I'd give a heads up!
Happy Holidays all
Posted 3 years agoHope you all have a safe and lovely Christmas and New Years!
Also be well all, hope you all get what you wanted for Christmas!
Also be well all, hope you all get what you wanted for Christmas!
+1 Birthday
Posted 3 years agoSo yeah, today is the day.
Another year older for me.
Another year older for me.
Another year soon to pass for me
Posted 3 years agoObligated journal about hatchday and such, 9 days away so woo I guess?
With such, comes obligated hatchday woes and blues, bleh.
With such, comes obligated hatchday woes and blues, bleh.
Art decision (possibly)
Posted 4 years agoSo, as many of you may see, I haven't drawn anything in ages.
There is a cluster of reasons why but the main factor that keeps showing is I just don't ever have the feel... The will to draw.
I want too, I miss being able to crank out pics day by day but nowadays I'm lucky if I even sketch anything... I just don't ever have the will to try to draw, like I've even had some friends who've had birthdays recently, I really wanted to draw them pics but yeah, didn't happen.
It's not burn out cause again, been a while since I last drew anything... I did one commission pic but aside from that, I've had multiple people want to commission me and I've had to turn em down... I do not want to be someone who never finishes any paid thing.
So been thinking about just abandoning drawing all together, I do not want too cause I enjoy drawing but just can't ever seem to find the way to that enjoyment...
I haven't finalized this decision yet but yeah, letting people know it may happen and letting it be known why things rarely, if ever, come from me aside from pics I buy myself.
If anyone knows how to help me out of this pit I'm in, feel free to suggest.
There is a cluster of reasons why but the main factor that keeps showing is I just don't ever have the feel... The will to draw.
I want too, I miss being able to crank out pics day by day but nowadays I'm lucky if I even sketch anything... I just don't ever have the will to try to draw, like I've even had some friends who've had birthdays recently, I really wanted to draw them pics but yeah, didn't happen.
It's not burn out cause again, been a while since I last drew anything... I did one commission pic but aside from that, I've had multiple people want to commission me and I've had to turn em down... I do not want to be someone who never finishes any paid thing.
So been thinking about just abandoning drawing all together, I do not want too cause I enjoy drawing but just can't ever seem to find the way to that enjoyment...
I haven't finalized this decision yet but yeah, letting people know it may happen and letting it be known why things rarely, if ever, come from me aside from pics I buy myself.
If anyone knows how to help me out of this pit I'm in, feel free to suggest.
A friend's raffle
Posted 4 years agoGame streaming
Posted 4 years agoDamnit Winter
Posted 4 years ago2 feet of snow outside (With more coming Wednesday), Negative 3 degrees and power keeps going out.
Am in the south, this isn't correct nature. Fix your sheet.
But yeah, things suck down here atm.
Am in the south, this isn't correct nature. Fix your sheet.
But yeah, things suck down here atm.
Dragon Appreciation
Posted 4 years agoSo yeah, it's Appreciate a Dragon Day, so much love to all the fellow dragons out there.
