Well Shucks!
Posted 5 years ago~
There it is! 45 of you! True to my word, I'm gunna figure out how to do one of them there raffle things.
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Summer of Raffles!!
Posted 5 years ago~



Yet another raffle happening, this time being held by
BloodyCinnamon!
Find it Here!



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Glubgale Raffle!!
Posted 5 years ago~



Yet another amazing artist doing a super cool raffle, this time one for their super amazing CS; Glubgales!!
You can see more information for them here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37391570/
And the raffle itself is here!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37633357/



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44??
Posted 5 years ago~
I don't know who tricked you into telling you have any sort of quality content here, but welcome!!
Honestly I never thought that I'd ever have more than a handful of followers before I got deep into a series.
I feel like if I hit 45 followers I want to do something special for all of you, both as a thank you and as a welcome!! I'm not very good at art yet, or making customs, but what about we do a raffle once I hit 45? Since there's 45 of you, there'll be.... 10 winners. That seems fair, right? Each winner will get a fully made custom character made by me, using the Cozy Cat's Studio Chibi Outfit Maker 2 bundle. You'll get to tell me what species you want and whether you want an outfit or not, and a theme, and I will come up with a custom made character just for you!
I won't be coloring it though, both so that you can pick your own color palette for your prize custom, but also because I'm not really good at coloring yet and I'm not very good at certain kinds of patterns yet (natural looking spots, stripes, etc etc).
So uh... Look forward to that, I guess!
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Steadily working on Toyhou.se
Posted 5 years agoSo, I've been slowly working on my Toyhou.se account, because I have one... and figure that I should use it a little maybe.
I'll be posting a brief synposis of all of my series / series ideas that I'm working on there, as well as more in-depth information on all the characters in those stories.
What I'll also have there, is literally every other character I have. That means that more in-depth information about my fursonas, as well as other original characters that I have and will create from here out. I do actually roleplay, and am opening to roleplaying with like-minded individuals. I'll have roleplay information up on my Toyhou.se as well, for those of you who may be interested.
And then, of course, I'll also have any and all adopts I make there. I think that, rather than clutter up my gallery with adopts and reminders, I'll just have one post for them on here and then have them up on Toyhou.se as well. While I understand that the use of reminder posts is to get your adopts visability, I would rather prefer to not bog down a space that is supposed to have information about my writing and my characters on it with random reminder posts for characters I have no notion of keeping.
Very occasionally I'll drop a journal-based reminder for adopts, as well as a single post that will show a picture of all the adopts currently up for sale, but my plan isn't really to drown out everything else in your submissions with my reminders.
Another Amazing Raffle!
Posted 5 years agoAnother super amazing artist holding a raffle!
RatCult13 has some AMAZING shibari pieces!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37548251/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37548251/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37548251/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37548251/
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Watermark Incoming
Posted 5 years agoSo I've been thinking about it for a while, and I've decided that I'm going to be making a watermark to be putting on the image of my characters. It will be one that spans the whole image, but transparent, and it'll most likely just say my name and have a little symbol or something. As someone who has had characters stolen/copied before (Not specifically on this website, but elsewhere on Roleplay based forums) and as much as I don't like how it can make the overall image look, my paranoia has gotten the better of me.
I'll also finally be going through and changing / updating the descriptions of the pieces I posted back before I realized my posting style and format.
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Check Out This Raffle!!
Posted 5 years ago
Jas-purr holding a raffle for an ABSOLUTE DELIGHTFUL SWEETHEART
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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37513908/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37513908/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37513908/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37513908/
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Amazing Gif headshot ๐
Posted 5 years agoIf you're looking for some amazing gifwork done in an absolutely cute style, you've gotta place you're bids now!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37503095/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37503095/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37503095/
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trying to learn how to Toyhouse
Posted 5 years agoI literally haven't done anything related to coding and stuff since 2012.
I have come confused anime, complete with spin-y lines
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Check out this new friend!!!
Posted 5 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/user/solenya/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/solenya/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/solenya/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/solenya/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/solenya/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/solenya/
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/solenya/
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We're Live on Patreon!
Posted 5 years agoThe first stage of my Patreon page has been completed!
https://www.patreon.com/ebah
https://www.patreon.com/ebah
https://www.patreon.com/ebah
There are currently only two tiers: Tip Jar and Discord Server Speed-Run Champion.
The Tip Jar tier is really just that, a tip jar. It's just 2$ a month and gets you access to my Patreon feed.
Discord Server Speed-Run Champion is a limited special tier which is 9.99$, the price for Discord Nitro. This is a special tier that allows me to get Discord Nitro. I'll also make my own personal Discord server, with access to it unlocked for all tiers above the Tip Jar tier. The tier comes with not only the special server title of 'Discord Server Speed-Run Champion' in the server itself, but I will also have five custom emoji commissioned of your / your sona's face that will be uploaded to the server for use with a Discord Nitro account.
This all being said, please do not feel obligated to pledge. The fact that you are even here, now, is more support than I could ever ask for.
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Fun fact
Posted 5 years agoI'm terrible at writing 'About Me' sections because the concept of people actually wanting to know information about me is strange and unusual.
That being said. Am working on the Patreon. Slowly.
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Patreon vs Subscribe Star?
Posted 5 years agoWhile looking around for information on how Patreon works, I ended up coming across a website called Subscribe Star.
Does anyone have an opinion on one over the other? Just looking around the internet I'm getting a lot of mixed messages.
I've given Patreon more thought...
Posted 5 years agoSo, I've given it some thought, and I've come to both the conclusion and realization that in the end I cannot easily, or probably even legally make money off of fanfiction. Especially not fanfiction that is heavily inspired by and draws actual conversations and scenarios from the source material. And for one particular project, while I would love for it to be recognized by the creators of the property, I know that there's a very slim chance of that.
Better to breathe new life into my works, take them and turn them into something original to me. Something that I am still proud of, something that I can still pour years of work and love into, that tells the stories that I wanted to tell using my own words and my own characters.
So, as of right now, I suppose you could saw that I'm here to produce only 100% original content. I know it can be argued that nothing is original anymore, that everything is just a copy of something that was a copy of something else, but that's just the way of it. I'd rather my work be called a "spiritual love letter" rather than just a "blatant rip-off".
What this means is that any of my projects that count as fanfiction will be removed from my FA. This includes:
- Champion's Heart; based heavily on and takes place within the world of Corruption of Champions
- Final Fantasy: Perdita Tenebris Meam; based heavily on and takes place within the world of Final Fantasy 14 spanning from A Realm Reborn to Shadowbringers
- Secure. Contain. Petrify; based heavily on and takes place within the world of SCP Containment Breach
This also means that no more content related to these projects will be produced. I will either be re-purposing the stories and characters and using them in original work, or the project will be lovingly tucked away to be fondly remembered.
Projects that will remain on my FA are:
- Children's Nightmares; a collection of horror stories told in the manner of children's bedtime stories
- Money Love; an adult love story based off of AU interactions between the fursonas of myself and my partner,
waffle_paws
- Of Mythos and Ancient Lore; a collection of Japanese-themed/style myths and fables
- Spooky Fiction; a collection of relatively themeless horror stories that span multiple topics
- The Haunted; a collection of horror stories that include Japanese yokai
- Unseemly Faerie's Tails; a collection of adult-themed fairytales
I will also be re-posting all pictures/'accompart' as their own original and individual things, no longer attached for a project.
All this to say that I am pushing myself to become the author I've always wanted to be, was too afraid to try to be. I'll also be working on other projects in the future, such as visual novels and other such videogames, that will also be based entirely upon original stories. So, if you would like to support me in this new undertaking, or you are one of the few people who have recently asked me about making a Patreon, well...
I'm going to be making a Patreon.
It isn't made yet. I won't be making it until I've cleaned up and reposted things here on FA, as well as really figured out what I want my tier rewards to be. As of right now I am thinking about having only a few tiers:
- a tip jar, for people who don't want to use Ko-fi but would like to give me a buck or two
- General Supporter, which will probably be around five dollars
- Discord Supporter, which will probably be a limited tier that'll specifically be 9.99 (if they let you do cents), which will allow me to afford Discord Nitro that I can then use to create and support a Discord channel
- Monthly Muse, which right now I'm thinking will be 12.99 (again, if they let you) or something similar
- Melpomene, or Erato (I can't decide which is more fitting to my work specifically), which will be like Monthly Muse but better, and probably 20, and
- Splenda Supporter, which will be my highest tier that I'm literally only putting there as a joke but also because someone specifically asked me to and will probably be 45 flat or something
So far, this is all that I can really think of. I could always add more tiers later on, and change the Discord Support tier to something different once I start making enough money to afford Nitro on my own.
As for what I'd be offering for tiers:
- access to my Patreon Feed, of course
- access to my personal Discord (when I am able to make it)
- the ability to vote on a monthly prompt that will result in one short story
- the ability to vote on which chapter of a project I work on next
- being able to ask me to critique or edit your own work
- a monthly Thank You in the form of a colored base with a theme of your choosing
- having a set number (anywhere from 5 to 10, currently unsure how many custom emoji you can give to a Discord server) of emoji that are dedicated to you that are featured in the Discord
- early access to in-progress chapters or completed chapters of my projects
- early looks at any videogame I happen to be working on at the time, be it RPG or visual novel
- an 'Ask My Characters', where you can send in questions for a monthly Q&A where you can ask specific characters from specific projects whatever (respectable) questions you like, and receive in-character responses
- discounts on commissions
As of right now this is all I can think of, but I'll try to think of more to really make these tiers worth it.
So..
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About Patreon & Making Money...
Posted 5 years agoSo, I've talked with my partner (who is much smarter than I) about making a Patreon as recently people have been asking about it.
In the end, I've realized that I have to make a decision. If I do want to make money from my work, it has to be 100% my work. Original to me. As in, not anything that could be classified as "fanfiction".
While I know that I could probably "get away with it" for some things, the fact of the matter is that the majority of my works, though highly influenced by my own thoughts and creative process, are more or less glorified fanfiction.
- Champion's Heart is Corruption of Champions fanfiction
- Final Fantasy: Perdita Tenebris Meam is Final Fantasy 14 fanfiction
- the Dragon Age Origins project, which I have yet to post on here, is Dragon Age Origins fanfiction
- Secure. Contain. Petrify would be SCP Containment Breach fanfiction
As well as, for my current commission information, I also offer to write requested fanfiction for a fee.
Bottom line is that any and all of this could get me in trouble, in one way or another, as I would be making money off of intellectual properties that don't belong to me.
Of course, I have several of my own original ideas. But for several of these other ideas I've put at least one year, if not several, into their conception (is that even the word I'm looking for?). The only way I would be able to safely make money off of my work without any worry of something that something could be against ToS or could get me in trouble with a larger entity is if I simply... don't do it.
I think the only reason why I'm so annoyed about this is that, when it comes right down to it, I can understand why I would get in trouble for making money off of blatant fanfiction. And while I could specifically state that I'm not trying to do just that, if I were to connect both this FA account and something like a Patreon someone could always make the argument that that's exactly what I'm doing.
So I suppose, now, I'm stuck between trying to make this a thing and actually try and make a regular flow of money off of my work or deciding that my love for my fanfiction based ideas is all that I need and to try and find some other kind of job. Due to health reasons jobs that require a lot of standing are pretty much 100% out of the question, and I can selfishly admit that I really don't want to go back to a desk job. I'm 31 years old, I've already almost died three times now. I want to be able to live the rest of my life doing something I genuinely want to do and love doing. But that would require either completely reworking or completely throwing away many projects I've put so much time and effort into.
So I suppose, for now, the answer is... I'm not sure. If I can figure out how to make this work, while also protecting myself and my work, then sure. Otherwise? I just don't know...
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Patreon?
Posted 5 years agoI've had three people now actually seem relatively serious about donating to me and asking if I have a Patreon, which is weird enough.
It's mostly weird that these people are all relatively friends, and I just.......
I mean I won't lie, I am trying to make money with my writing, but I definitely don't believe I'm even remotely Patreon worthy. I Don't even know what I would do as tiers. only thing I could thing of would be an increasing discount on writing commissions and then maybe, at a very high tier, a custom colored adopt every other month or so.
A friend of mine specifically suggested I offer a tier where I rant about a movie or anime of the person's choosing, but I think only they enjoy just how much I dislike As Above So Below as a movie.
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(ยดใปฯใป`)
Posted 5 years agoaccidentally committing social a faux pas makes me wanna vomit
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But, at least I'm working on writing poetry again! Or at least rewriting/fixing old stuff, mostly. I'm low-key afraid to write something new because I'm worried I'll hate it, but hey!
I should take a page out of Yoko Taro's book.
So...
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สโขฬแดฅโขฬส
Posted 5 years agoI've seen my first instance of "No Humans on FA"
don't get me wrong, I understand the... core, I suppose, of their argument. I suppose it is rather strange to come onto a website geared towards furries and furry artists and find someone with a gallery that's literally just human art. and I can understand what they were saying about finally feeling like they have a place they can feel safe and express themselves and being happy to not be ridiculed for being a furry because they usually are in their day-to-day
but when you start saying shit like "Only Furries" and "No Humans Allowed" it gets kinda weird to me...
Like, we're all just looking for a place to do what we love. And the majority of the galleries that I've seen have been filled with have been like.... 99% furry and furry focused art. I've seen maybe one or two artists who do mostly human art. And they still offer to do furry art for commissions and the like.
I don't know. I get it, but I don't get it at the same time. maybe I'm thinking too much about it.
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lets ramble some
Posted 5 years agotalking to people in a "normal", "regular" sense scares me. Typing here doesn't scare me. Is it because I can trick my brain into assuming no one will read this? Or do I genuinely believe that somehow saying things here will go over better than if I message someone directly?
probably the latter. talking to people scares me.
people scare me.
I miss waking up and having two Tumblr RP blogs to tend to, tens of almost hundreds of things to reply to. Endless overflowing creativity, and even when I was having a bad day I could just go to a fellow friend's page and see what they've been up to. back before I knew that none of them were really my friend. back before I realized I was shaking hands with someone who would teach me life lessons I could have gone my whole life not knowing.
no, that's not true. I needed to know. I needed to be shown that even the people you hold closest in your darkest times will leave you there. I miss maybe two or three people from my old Tumblr days. Four, maybe. Not you. Not you either. and I don't have the heart to miss you anymore. I missed you too long, too hard. missing someone in a hospital bed shouldn't be so different as missing someone outside of it, but honestly? kinda is.
but that's a tangent for another 2am morning. I miss the endless possibilities. I miss waking up wondering what I'd write that day, miss looking to the replies of my friends. I'm too used to writing being a collaborative effort, I think. If it's just me, I can't write.
that's not true, I can write just fine on my own. but if it's just for me, what good is it? I don't like myself that much. My stories, I still care about, but not as much as I used to. I feel like if I could draw along with my words I'd be worth more as a creative entity. as a person? no, I'm trash. but I'm okay with that. the body is defective, the brain is trash, but my words? my words are okay. My words can evoke emotion, unlike myself. If I could wear my words, if I could be my words, I think people would care more.
Or maybe I'm not the problem. Maybe some people just don't care about others. I can understand that. I get there sometimes. I'm still there, honestly. weird how you can bounce back and forth from decent to bitter. or maybe I was never decent. It's highly possible.
I miss getting my thoughts out. It's nice. my head is still fuzzy, but it's less. resting bitch face instead of specifically not frowning. I think I'll try to write poetry again. think I'll make a cover for it. make it nice. I can pretend that people will read it.
still haven't tried that fries in chocolate milkshake icecream. wonder if I can get some and try it after I try that cheese-fried chicken from the place next to my favorite restaurant.
this isn't how diets work. I don't mind tho
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it me
Posted 5 years agoI think I'm back now. I feel... better-ish. Like, I'm not crying anymore, so I'm assuming I'm better. That, and I need to work. No work no money, no money no life.
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Hiatus
Posted 5 years agolong story short; one of my two dogs had to be put down this morning. cancer is fucking stupid.
I'll come back whenever, I guess
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Took a little break
Posted 5 years agoAfter finishing off The Naga and the Crane I decided to take a little break to let my mind focus on something other than Go Go Go. Got real deep into SINoALICE. Picked up some horror games that I'm excited to traumatize myself over.
Truth is, I'm distracting myself from a very real situation that I am 100% not mentally prepared to deal with. But I'll get there, because I have no other choice. Definitely working on writing some things soon.
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Weird Word Error?
Posted 5 years agoSo today I had this really weird critical error in word, where as soon as I saved a document the whole thing became corrupted? I couldn't even open the program after saving, and when I finally got it sorted (I think) Any document I tried to open before reseting my computer was weirdly corrupted (Though eventually did fix itself) but that initial document was completely empty. File size 0. Even trying to recover it via another program resulted in nothing.
Shit was lowkey devastating lmao
Has anyone had to deal with this before? I'm not really trying to get the work back at this point, I'm okay with rewriting it, but how do I keep it from happening again?
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Playing SINoALICE?
Posted 5 years agoI'm literally in the game right now, and I genuinely refuse to put it down.
Plan on maining Support once I get enough weapons, and I already have Minstril Gretel unlocked due to amazing luck.
Dunno how to friend people yet, still in tutorial land, but you can find me as Gossemar in-game (maybe)
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