Everyone relax. I'm fine right now. I took my medication yesterday and today so I should be fine.

I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts again. I hope I won't go through with it this time. Please..whoever reads this...let  fpc or  wolfganghm know. T_T

That's right!  dragonflame92 and I have now registered the newly borned  demonhunterfurries group and is now ready for business! Yay!!! If anyone wants to join or help out, let me or  dragonflame92 know.

I'll never ever use profanity again. I had enough swearing in my lifetime. I'll say one last swearword: F*** vulgarity and f*** profanity. If you ever hear me say another swearword after this journal, Let. Me. Know. I don't want people getting the wrong message from me. I'm a lover and follower of Christ and that's I want people to see me as. Not some arrogant, ignorant, porn-addicted, hypocritical metalhead with Autism and Bipolar Disorder, but as a loving, humble, pure, benevolent, kind, Christian metal musician. I want people to see I'm more than I seem to be.

I'm planning on starting a group called "Demon Hunter Furries". I need an co-founder and some moderators in order to run it. This group is for all furries who are fans of the Christian metal band, Demon Hunter. There are no rules in order to join. Newcomers to Demon Hunter are always welcomed.

Founder:  empoleon64

Co-Founder:  dragonflame92

Moderator(s):  lionhartds

Hey, it's January 12, 2012. You know what that means. 12/12/12 in the next 11 months!!!!! XD XD XD XD

I keep alternating sexual orientation between straight and bisexual. I just can't make up my mind.

And that's final!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, today is the fourth of July and I'll be celebrating it with my brother, Steven Brown, and his friends. I called Steven to pick me up, but my brother probably won't be able to reach me in Hondo so he requested that I tell my dad about this. Right now, my dad is taking a shower. As soon as he's done, he'll take me to Devine so Steven can pick me up. So I won't be able to talk to any of you for the rest of the night. Everyone, have a happy Independence Day! ^_^

I've joined Fur Affinity in June 24, 2009. Today is that day again.

For now, I'm just bisexual. I'm not giving up on girls just yet.

From now on, I'm homosexual. I've given up my attraction for females since I can never get their attention. Goodbye, heterosexuality. Hello, homosexuality.

On April 20th, 2010, the newest band from Tooth & Nails Records, Write This Down, released their self-titled debut album.

They're probably a Rock/Post-Hardcore genre band. Anyway, here's they're first song, Renegade. http://www.toothandnail.com/release.....ite_This_Down/

Enjoy!

Borrowed from  shanetheraccoon-dog

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we met?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Physically, what stands out?

13. Emotionally, what stands out?

14. Do you wish I was cooler?

15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

17. Am I lovable?

18. How long have you known me?

19. Describe me in one word.

20. What was your first impression?

21. Do you still think that way about me now?

22. What do you think my weakness is?

23. Do you think I'll get married?

24. What makes me happy?

25. What makes me sad?

26. What reminds you of me?

27. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

28. How well do you know me?

29. When's the last time you saw me?

30. Ever wanted to tell me something, but couldn't?

31. Do you think I could kill someone?

32. Do you think I would kill someone?

33. Are you going to put this on your FA journal and see what I say about you?

Here's my top 10 favorite bands list:

1. Demon Hunter

2. Living Sacrifice

3. Thousand Foot Krutch

4. Manafest

5. Anberlin

6. August Burns Red

7. As I Lay Dying

8. Corpus Christi

9. Project 86

10. Underoath

On April 11, 2010, Manny broke up with me. So I'm single now. I forgot to mention that. I'm totally fine right now. Don't worry.

I'll make a expection on my previous journal. I won't rush myself into a relationship with a gay/bisexual boy.

From now on, I'm staying straight. No more gay males for me.

On March 15, 2010, I've confessed my love for Manny Avila a.k.a.  chaotixmp3 . I can't believe it. I actually had someone love me that way. I don't know what God has in store for me but I'll have to wait and see.

I'll be listing be my favorite bands and the bands I hate.

LIKES:

~0-9~
12 Stones
30 Seconds to Mars

~A~
Aaron Gillespie
A-Ha
Anberlin
As I Lay Dying
Attack Attack!
August Burns Red
Austrian Death Machine
Avenged Sevenfold

~B~
Becoming the Archetype
Before Their Eyes
Brian "Head" Welch

~C~
Capital Lights
Chevelle
Close Your Eyes
Coldplay
Corpus Christi
Crossfaith
Crush 40

~D~
dc Talk
Dead Poetic
Demon Hunter
Depeche Mode
Disciple
Dogwood

~E~
Emery
Evergreen Terrace

~F~
Falling Up
Family Force 5
Fireflight
Flyleaf
FM Static
Focal Point
Further Seem Forever

~G~
Gigi D'Agostino
Guns & Roses

~H~
Hangnail
Haste the Day
Hawk Nelson

~I~
Icon For Hire
Inhale Exhale

~J~
Jars of Clay
Jeremy Camp
Joy Electric

~K~
Kids in the Way
Killswitch Engage
KJ-52
Kutless

~L~
Lacuna Coil
Living Sacrifice
Luna Sea

~M~
Manafest
Metallica
Michael Jackson (Who doesn't like the King of Pop?)
Micheal W. Smith
MxPx
MyChildren MyBride

~N~
Nevertheless
New Order
Newsboys
Nik Kershaw

~O~
Oh, Sleeper
Owl City

~P~
P.O.D.
Project 86

~Q~

~R~
Red
Rise Against

~S~
SaGoh 24/7
Schandmaul
Sent By Ravens
Seventh Day Slumber
Skillet
Spoken
Stephen Curtis Chapman
Switchfoot

~T~
The Almost
The Arrows
The Devil Wears Prada
The Letter Black
Thousand Foot Krutch
Toby Mac
To Speak of Wolves
Training For Utopia

~U~
Underoath

~V~

~W~
Write This Down

~X~

~Y~

~Z~

DISLIKES:

~A~
Atreyu

~B~
blessthefall
Bullet For My Valentine

~C~

~D~
Daath
Disturbed


~E~
Eminem (I like to poke fun at him, though)

~F~
Five Finger Death Punch

~G~
Green Day

~H~
Hollywood Undead

~I~

~J~

~K~
Korn

~L~
Lady Gaga
Lamb of God

~M~
Megadeth
Mudvayne

~N~

~O~
Ozzy Osbourne

~P~

~Q~

~R~
Rammstein (I only like a few of their songs)

~S~
Simple Plan
Slayer
Slipknot (I only like one of their songs)
Snoop Dog
Soulfly
System of a Down (I find some of their songs funny)

~T~

~U~

~V~

~W~

~X~

~Y~

~Z~

Borrowed from  Hyper-foxE3

Male side:

[ ] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own a Xbox.
[x] Played with Hot Wheels as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time, you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You used to be obessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[?] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own a lot of baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[?] It's kind of weird to have sleepover with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[ ] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

Male Points Total= 11

Female Side:

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirt in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics, or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] You wear girl underwear.
[ ] You used to play with dolls as a kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Female Points Total= 3

I am 100% male, baby!

I've borrowed this meme from  shin_lucario

If you reply here...

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell what song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in (I don't know what that means).
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you must post this on your journal.