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Posted 6 days agoRealized how long it’s been since I posted an update of any kind here uhm
Last month I fractured my wrist of my drawing hand. I also got nerve damage from the injury.
At the same week I started a full time job. I get up at 3am and work until 1:30pm and commute home. Most nights I am in bed around 6:30pm, so things in a weekday are only important stuff like cleaning, groceries, doctor, small time with family.
I have been very sick since may and sometimes breathing is not a thing that happens but we’re working on it. Next month I will lose my health insurance and food stamps. I am in intense asthma treatment so I don’t know what will happen. I will have to ration my medication (the most important one is almost $200 with a pharmacy coupon).
Sometimes work is ok with accommodation but sometimes they are not very understanding and I have a day like Wednesday this week where they force me to work on the freezer and give me an asthma attack. I can’t afford to not work with them cutting my health insurance but doing so will probably kill me.
Are we great yet? Lmao.
Last month I fractured my wrist of my drawing hand. I also got nerve damage from the injury.
At the same week I started a full time job. I get up at 3am and work until 1:30pm and commute home. Most nights I am in bed around 6:30pm, so things in a weekday are only important stuff like cleaning, groceries, doctor, small time with family.
I have been very sick since may and sometimes breathing is not a thing that happens but we’re working on it. Next month I will lose my health insurance and food stamps. I am in intense asthma treatment so I don’t know what will happen. I will have to ration my medication (the most important one is almost $200 with a pharmacy coupon).
Sometimes work is ok with accommodation but sometimes they are not very understanding and I have a day like Wednesday this week where they force me to work on the freezer and give me an asthma attack. I can’t afford to not work with them cutting my health insurance but doing so will probably kill me.
Are we great yet? Lmao.
NEVAMIND
Posted a month agoAs an update to the post here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11186647/
After spending multiple hours on the phone with both my bank and with PayPal, the consensus is that I’m being told to blow it out my ass and pay back money I don’t fucking owe but they say I do.
It’s cool to know neither institution has their customers back so, I’m still attempting desperately to sell ocs to pay this nearly $130 negative balance remaining.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11186647/
After spending multiple hours on the phone with both my bank and with PayPal, the consensus is that I’m being told to blow it out my ass and pay back money I don’t fucking owe but they say I do.
It’s cool to know neither institution has their customers back so, I’m still attempting desperately to sell ocs to pay this nearly $130 negative balance remaining.
I need help (ko-fi)
Posted a month agoPretty much the same thing I put on bsky but with more flavor bc WORD COUNT.
I despise taking donations; it makes me feel weak, makes me feel useless. But I'm at a point right now where I absolutely cannot take on more commission work in addendum to what I have going on already.
Despite me being careful with my money and making active, concentrated efforts at book keeping, something got through unnoticed, and not something small either.
So after paypal and my bank playing hockey with a bill for a while, it settled on this: my paypal is almost 200$ negative. I use it for EVERYTHING money wise and I need it to be in working order akak "in the black". Not because i didnt try, but because I'm fucking stupid and can barely function as-is. Sometimes I can actively feel myself becoming stupid and it's a strange kind of psychological horror. I have new meds I cant even start to try because of my current migraine. Yes, another one. My entire saga with my ears and teeth was for nothing. I am put on this earth to suffer, clearly. :)
Anyway, I should have had somebody else do my books, and I didnt, because I was ashamed and that's on me.
But whats -not- on me is that I have almost 400 job apps out in the wilderness. i dont even get rejections. Ive been trying for over a year to get gainful employment. I've had many, many health setbacks and still do (9 day migraine as of writing this) and Im *still* fucking trying, but trying just isnt good enough. I cant make enough sales to cover this on my own, I cant produce enough new things to even -maybe- sell (bc lets be real they barely sell) and now despite me really ,really trying I still got fucked. I fucked myself, they fucked me, it doesn't matter in the end. I only know right now that I *sorely* need help and even though it sucks to ask for it, it's worth asking. I don't plan to repost this over and over, so whatever comes from it, that's what it shall be. I am...soul-crushingly exhausted. I have tried so hard and still failed. I literally just paid off all my debts so I could work on things in peace and at my own pace, and then this happens. I dont have the luxury of pretending I dont need help right now. ):
https://ko-fi.com/exavier/goal?g=11
I despise taking donations; it makes me feel weak, makes me feel useless. But I'm at a point right now where I absolutely cannot take on more commission work in addendum to what I have going on already.
Despite me being careful with my money and making active, concentrated efforts at book keeping, something got through unnoticed, and not something small either.
So after paypal and my bank playing hockey with a bill for a while, it settled on this: my paypal is almost 200$ negative. I use it for EVERYTHING money wise and I need it to be in working order akak "in the black". Not because i didnt try, but because I'm fucking stupid and can barely function as-is. Sometimes I can actively feel myself becoming stupid and it's a strange kind of psychological horror. I have new meds I cant even start to try because of my current migraine. Yes, another one. My entire saga with my ears and teeth was for nothing. I am put on this earth to suffer, clearly. :)
Anyway, I should have had somebody else do my books, and I didnt, because I was ashamed and that's on me.
But whats -not- on me is that I have almost 400 job apps out in the wilderness. i dont even get rejections. Ive been trying for over a year to get gainful employment. I've had many, many health setbacks and still do (9 day migraine as of writing this) and Im *still* fucking trying, but trying just isnt good enough. I cant make enough sales to cover this on my own, I cant produce enough new things to even -maybe- sell (bc lets be real they barely sell) and now despite me really ,really trying I still got fucked. I fucked myself, they fucked me, it doesn't matter in the end. I only know right now that I *sorely* need help and even though it sucks to ask for it, it's worth asking. I don't plan to repost this over and over, so whatever comes from it, that's what it shall be. I am...soul-crushingly exhausted. I have tried so hard and still failed. I literally just paid off all my debts so I could work on things in peace and at my own pace, and then this happens. I dont have the luxury of pretending I dont need help right now. ):
https://ko-fi.com/exavier/goal?g=11
Old sona for sale!
Posted a month agohttps://toyhou.se/5060501.160-toussaint-sona
Willing to let her go for 125 which is effectively almost a fourth of what I spent in her cvdccxvzzccc dying
If you can’t view with the above link please try here
https://toyhou.se/5060501.160-touss.....JBSBLUMwmTb6wz
Willing to let her go for 125 which is effectively almost a fourth of what I spent in her cvdccxvzzccc dying
If you can’t view with the above link please try here
https://toyhou.se/5060501.160-touss.....JBSBLUMwmTb6wz
My bank is stupid + OC's for sale :3
Posted a month agoI already opened an account somewhere else bc i got so tired of dealing with these people while i was ailing
but HELP ME MOVE BANKS by fixing the overdraft they caused me by being fucking stupid as hell, so i can close out this nightmare account for good!
by me:
https://toyhou.se/33564685.35-sound-fury
https://toyhou.se/33728887.45-deser.....aint-naaviodon
https://toyhou.se/33282620.malone - $45
https://toyhou.se/13104592.stakataka - $35
https://toyhou.se/16414781.petra - $25
by others:
https://toyhou.se/30425057.lux - $30
https://toyhou.se/33314176.taro - $35
https://toyhou.se/27459175.orpheus - $45
Also have a shit ton in my sales folder!
https://toyhou.se/Whitaker/characte.....folder:1222244
but HELP ME MOVE BANKS by fixing the overdraft they caused me by being fucking stupid as hell, so i can close out this nightmare account for good!
by me:
https://toyhou.se/33564685.35-sound-fury
https://toyhou.se/33728887.45-deser.....aint-naaviodon
https://toyhou.se/33282620.malone - $45
https://toyhou.se/13104592.stakataka - $35
https://toyhou.se/16414781.petra - $25
by others:
https://toyhou.se/30425057.lux - $30
https://toyhou.se/33314176.taro - $35
https://toyhou.se/27459175.orpheus - $45
Also have a shit ton in my sales folder!
https://toyhou.se/Whitaker/characte.....folder:1222244
3 August rubber sketch comms open
Posted 2 months agoHad somebody back out of a spot and get a refund SO back at it again at the Krispy Kreme
Hello I am incredibly tired and on mobile but I have 2 spots open for sketches to be completed in mid to late August!
All the info and examples are in my bsky post:
https://bsky.app/profile/exavier.bs...../3lsp5knyzs224
There are 2 kinds available this round(and they have confusing names bc I’m an idiot) so make sure to choose the right one!
Rough= painted
Smooth = how I normally do
I’m about to spend the next few days working feverishly through the queue. I finish 2-3 every other day depending on response times ✌️🤤
Hello I am incredibly tired and on mobile but I have 2 spots open for sketches to be completed in mid to late August!
All the info and examples are in my bsky post:
https://bsky.app/profile/exavier.bs...../3lsp5knyzs224
There are 2 kinds available this round(and they have confusing names bc I’m an idiot) so make sure to choose the right one!
Rough= painted
Smooth = how I normally do
I’m about to spend the next few days working feverishly through the queue. I finish 2-3 every other day depending on response times ✌️🤤
werkin on catching up on books and art fight this week >:]
Posted 2 months agowe are gonna have multiple days over 103-106 this week so it'll be a good time to just hide in the dark with the tablet lmao
been fighting for my life with my asthma so i havent been up to much but hopefully getting more done soon. trying to effectively split my time is my weakness OTL
been fighting for my life with my asthma so i havent been up to much but hopefully getting more done soon. trying to effectively split my time is my weakness OTL
reminder: i got a bsky page!
Posted 2 months agoablublubluesky
https://bsky.app/profile/exavier.bsky.social
where i post .. the same stuff as here! but you should follow me anyway :eye:
https://bsky.app/profile/exavier.bsky.social
where i post .. the same stuff as here! but you should follow me anyway :eye:
Birthday
Posted 2 months agoBirth. Huzzah or something 🎉
queue bc i accidentally nuked the last one
Posted 2 months agoI DELETED THE OTHER ONE BECAUSE IM A DUMBASS OTL
$ paid
fulls:
$ squirrelteeth - coloring..
$ JWP x2? 3?
sketches:
$aurumpaws x3 - 1 done, 2 not started, 3 not started
$lewdeon x2 - 1 done, 2 coloring...
$trajan - sketching...
$ g00da x2 - not started
$lunarmage - not started
$raelbny - not started
$firezone44 - not started
$Kiba-kun - not started
$Tsuzurao - not started
$Gzi (bsky) - not started
$Vesper (bsky) - not started
$Kip-kat (bsky) - not started
$Shoque (disc) - Not started
August batch:
$KeyLead *(bsky) - not started
previous $10 stuff:
$meep
$rpdofficer
$christykitsune
other stuff:
$baja x2 - 1 sketching, 2 not started
$jaxzoi - adopt extras
IF YOU DONT SEE YOURSELF HERE OR YOUR INFO IS WRONG PLEASE LET ME KNOW ;- ;
$ paid
fulls:
$ squirrelteeth - coloring..
$ JWP x2? 3?
sketches:
$aurumpaws x3 - 1 done, 2 not started, 3 not started
$lewdeon x2 - 1 done, 2 coloring...
$trajan - sketching...
$ g00da x2 - not started
$lunarmage - not started
$raelbny - not started
$firezone44 - not started
$Kiba-kun - not started
$Tsuzurao - not started
$Gzi (bsky) - not started
$Vesper (bsky) - not started
$Kip-kat (bsky) - not started
$Shoque (disc) - Not started
August batch:
$KeyLead *(bsky) - not started
previous $10 stuff:
$meep
$rpdofficer
$christykitsune
other stuff:
$baja x2 - 1 sketching, 2 not started
$jaxzoi - adopt extras
IF YOU DONT SEE YOURSELF HERE OR YOUR INFO IS WRONG PLEASE LET ME KNOW ;- ;
