Sometimes I have to take a step away. My first attempt at community engagement did not go so well so I took a hiatus from this platform. I don't want to do it again but I feel like the world is against me in so many ways. Take a look at my previous journal. it is a question about fitting in and I don't have a spot to call my own like a good little hound. Sometimes I just want to feel noticed. Hounds are my only friends it seems that's why Marmaduke is my favorite comic to read with my breakfast cereal. (Mini Wheats). Although many times I find a spot to hang out It doesn't work. So, if I go offline its because I simply just was expressing my feelings and was called rude because of this. I am so saddened. Thank you.

This is ridiculous. I try to be nice all of the time in my life but I keep getting socially awkward and all sorts of nonsense keeps getting thrown my way. I just wanna fit in here and be a good puppy. I really don't want to let out my angry side but I also want friends. I am tired of being told I am manic and crazy. I just want to have some nice friends on here since I enjoy everyone's company. I just don't know how to reply in the best ways sometimes and I feel misunderstood. So if you are on board to be my friend just give me a big bark in this direction and I will be panting at t he chance to get to know you!!!! :)

Have you ever watched Tusk? Where the guy gets turned into a walrus. I want to be turned into a lager dog species. Like a bull mastiff or a big old Marmaduke-adjacent hound {Honestly even a chihuahua would work XD}. Can I be turned into a dog by the year 2030? Science really works hard everyday to make this possible; Does anyone know where I can donate large sums of money to reach this goal BEFORE 2030?

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